Letters Archive
Week Ending March 11, 2006

Dear Tasuki,

Well I GUESS that's okay... >_>...

Faye

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hi, have you seen "High School Musical"? the music is really good!

Rebecca

Dear Tasuki,

Ohh, do I sense a note of 'posessiveness'? ~sly grin~ Ah, but you don' like women... So if ya don't like women, and ya 'really' don' like men (snort of laughter) what ya chasin' after rabbits instead? Just funnin' ya Genrou, I know ya'd be a monk if'n monks could swear! I'm goin' along wit' ya's, ya know, ta keep an eye on my 'interests'. ~wink~ Later!

Kouji

Dear Chichiri,

~blushes~ Sorry about changing behind a bush, I was just in a hurry to get going and didn't want to take the time to go back to the palace to change.

A 'kesa' hmm? Wonder if our Chichiri will get one when hes done with his training...

~jerks a thumb over her shoulder~ Kouji decided to go with us, something about not wanting you and Tasuki to 'get all the pretty girls' or something. ~quirks a brow~ I thought that only the Nyan Nyans were at Mt. Taikyoku, did Taiitsukun get some other companions?

~shrugs~ Whatever, let's just go.

Miaka-chan

Dear Tasuki,

~grumbles~ Yeah, Chichiri-sama just told me that even if you guys gave me directions I'd never find it. Something about me being from a different world or something.

Goodness you guys are pushy! First Chichiri-sama insisting on going, and now you. ~facepalm~ I didn't have this much trouble outta my own brother and sister seishi!

~glances over her shoulder~ Hey Kouji! You insisting on coming too?

~Kouji grins and hikes his pack over his shoulder~ Kouji: Yeah, figured I couldn't have Genrou and Chichiri gettin' all th' pretty girls!

~frowns in confusion~ What are you talking about? What pretty girls?

~Kouji facepalm~ Nothin'. Let's get goin'!

~shrugs~ Okay, let's go!

Miaka-chan

Dear Tasuki,

Miaka-chan says that you an'' Chichiri are gonna boot 'er off ta see Sunakake-babaa at Mt. Taikyoku. She told me she put 'er foot down an' said that ya couldn't go wit' 'er. I tried ta tell 'er that ya don' let nobody tell ya what ta do, but she wouldn' listen ta me.

~grins~ That's one heck of a woman, only one I know of other than Reirei that don't want no man's help. I'd kinda feel jealous of ya, but since ya don't like women I guess there's still hope fer me.

^_~ Later!

Kouji

Dear Hotohori,

im so sad i feel so lonely everyday, even when im with my friends. i dotn tell this to other people beacause they dont listen and i dont like speaking in front of a lot of people. i like writing cuz it calms me down and i like writing about you guys. if you have any ideas could you give me some? please adn thank you your majesty!

angela

Dear Nuriko,

im doing these litto interview of you guys beacause i want to be a writer ofr my friend Michelle that wants to be a manga artist. one of the questions i had for you in my "pretend interview of you " was :how can you be beautiful and strong at the same time?its so cool! i have this friend called Mabel (not really) and she said you sucked! i wans so angry at her buz i think your rally cool and stuff!

angela

Dear Tasuki,

yeah im new here. and i love it!

angela

Dear Nuriko,

hi Nuriko! i'd rally like to ask you sumthing but not here. sorry of im offending you but i just want to talk to you sumwhere else. could you please email me???? please???? i'd rally appecatied it if u emailed me !!!

angela

Dear Tasuki,

Question. Do you think I have a serious problem if I'm p*ssed off at the crazy fangirls who write into you? As from my past experiences, I'm not gonna go yelling "he's mine, no touchie!" cuz that's not fair to you. But I can't tell you how many times I read these other letters and these chicks just go all... well, fangirly on ya. I ain't tryin' t' make myself look better 'r nothin', it's just that I'm not straight forward abut my feelings with ya because I know YOU will NEVER feel the same.

And I can hear my mom now, yelling at me for being obessed with a character from a book, well my chances with you aren't any greater than my sister's chances with Leonardo Dicaprio. *sigh* Anyways, I was bored waitin' fer updates so I thought I'd write down my thoughts and send 'em t' ya with love as always. But heheh, I ain't gonna go there. Unless ya want me t' be completely honest an' truthful with ya, 'er I can just keep writin' in as a "stupid kiddo."

Bara: And you know she's crazy enough to do that if you singe her delicate feelings.

It's not something I can help! I'm overly sensitive physically and mentally! It ain't all my fault!

Bara: Like how even getting hit with a birdie in badmitton hurts?

It stings...

Bara: Yer such a baby. I mean you cut off all your hair and now you don't even like it short!

I'm working with it! Gonna take some time before I get the style right. It's hard cuz it's too d@mn curly! (Curse my father's curly hair gene)

Bara: YOu look ridiculous! I can't believe everyone thought you had a pro do it when you really just took a small pair of kitchen shears and cut off your ponytail! HAHAHAH!!

I was depressed, I sought a boost, I had been wanting to cut my hair short forever so I did. And now I just have to wait for it to grow out again. But yer right... it is ridiculous and I only feel more ugly than ever.

Bara: Well... ya look more like an ugly boy than an ugly girl. Heh, even yer ma said you weren't pretty! Nope! Not one bit pretty or feminine, just a boney lil tomboy with zits all over the face, back, chest-region, legs, etc. YOu're quite right about ending up alone! You really aren't that pretty in real life! At least in your mind you're cute.

*breaks into tears and runs off*

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

hey, so I joined this FY guild on Gaiaonline.com, and I posted the picture of you in a speedo in the fanart section. And everyone loved it except this one girl who's now mentally scarred forever. I finally made my mark there!! WEE!! *continues reaking havoc on her guild*

Faye

Dear Tasuki,

*stops and tears up* You... You won't give him my full message?? *Looks away and bites her lip*

Faye

Dear Tasuki,

~adjusts her dark brown boots~

That mat be true, but I don't have to agree to putting you in danger. Besides, Chichiri may end up just booting me over there. It'd save you guys the trouble of wandering around the woods and having to hear me bit*h about it.

I've only got a day or so left... I need to hurry!

Miaka-chan

Dear Chichiri,

~frowns~ Please just point me in the right direction, I can find my way from there... wait, you're a mage, ne? Couldn't you just ~guestures kicking~ boot me over there? Not as dangerous and I wouldn't feel as bad about you and Tasuki coming along. I'll loan you come ki if you need the extra boost since you'd be moving three people. ~puppy-dog eyes~ Please!

~ducks behind a hedge, skirt and frilly shirt come flying over to land in disaray. Moments later Miaka-chan steps out dressed in dark brown, knee-high boots, black breeches, emerald green linen shirt with a drawstring neckline, and an empty tessen holster that she has strapped to the outside of her right thigh.~

Okay, I'm ready. Let's get this show on the road!

Miaka-chan

Dear Mitsukake,

I've heard from Casey. I talked with her last night on MSN... but I haven't heard from Sui-chan... so hopefully she'll be at school because I'm planning on going... (depends on the head...) Other than that things have been alright...

Yuri

Dear Hotohori,

*smiles* She's doing better. Even though she wasn't at school today either, she said the day of just being lazy kinda helped... Though she's taken so many pain killers, she's surprised she hasn't passed out into sleep yet... But I will do that for you. I'm sure she'll appriciate it.

Adam

Dear Nuriko,

Hi ya Nuriko hmmmmmm. could ya whip me up one of them nuriko specials?? I can take it unlike some people *tamakins* and ill whip you up a drink that'll put you out in a flash... well it might take an hour or two but hey if it gets you tamakins would be as sick as a dog! in a second or two

sakura

Dear Tasuki,

Hmmm... *quiet...*

Adam

Dear Chichiri,

I only skipped one night, honest. I still don't know if I want my party. Ayame-chan can't come and currently some of my buddies are sick, one has headaches, one can't breath, and mom doesn't like Amber or Heather, she says Casey is okay, she just thinks she's weird. Which in this case is a good thing. But poor Casey is the one having breathing problems. She said she had to go to the emergency room the other day cuz of it! And Yuri's not missed two days of school. -_- So not seeing her makes me sad.

I'm not as bad as yesterday or Monday, but I'm still not feeling peppy 'er upbeat, just OK I guess, though I feel rather... weird inside. I dunno what's going on now...

Suiren

Dear Nuriko,

Nuriko-San!!

it's been awhile since we last talked! i was orginally "Stargirl" but now things have changed! I've cleaned up my act! ^^;;

You're birthday is coming up soon! *nod nod* nine days after my birthday...

Anyho... just so you know, *winks* I'm going to have to give you something for your birthday. So what will it be? Anything your heart desires shall be granted. Although I can't grant you anything that involves love or death of people.

Belldandy: *poofs* A wish? For who?

Nuriko-San! It'll be his birthday tomorrow... why?

Belldandy: *strictened* Oh my... *but expression changes* well then I better start baking a birthday cake! *bows to Nuriko* I wish you a happy birthday Nuriko-San! I'll inform Urd and Skuld right away! *poofs!*

Now named Kelley and Belldandy

Dear Mitsukake,

I"m not sure what it is but my mom is gonna ask some of the nurses today at work so I"ll just have to wait until I she gets home, cause I'm staying home again *sighs* Though I'm not suppose to be on the computer I know I just wanted to check in... And now I'm REALLY worried about two of my dearest friends!! One is Sui-chan and I want to talk to her so much!!! I want to be there for her, I"m here Sui-chan! Don't you EVER think I'll abandon you! You're my dearest friend that I've EVER had! I want to help you! Please remember that!!!

Then my other friend who had to go to the E.R. yesterday! I'm so worried about everyone!! ugh, I need ta lie down... *sighs sadly* I'll talk to you later y'know...

Yuri

Dear Nuriko,

OMG!!! nuriko!!! me and my friend Michelle are so... like... you know soo excited that we can talk to u!!! i've been looking for a website to talk to you!! AAAAAAAAA omg!!i cant believe this is happening!!!

angela

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

oh Suzaku! ur... um.. majesty...? i want to know more about the universe of the four gods but ive search and there all the same... can u tell me more about your self?

angela

Dear Chichiri,

Wait, are you saying that you want to go with me to see Taiitsukun? I thought that you'd kinda just give me directions and send me on my way, I didn't think that you meant to go too.

I couldn't ask you and Tasuki to go that far for me, I'm not even from your time line. Why would you be so helpful to someone you just met?

Nah, I can't ask you to do that Chichiri-sama, just give me directions and tell me somewhere I can get out of these uncomfortable girl clothes and back in to my own outfit. I feel bad enough that I spilled my guts to you the other day and that I "fangirl'd" Tasuki, I couldn't ask you to willingly put yourselves in danger on my account.

So, where can I change? These girly things are really uncomfortable!

Miaka-chan

Dear Tasuki,

YAY! I'm an understudy for one of the best solos in the show!! It's funny!! XD

I'm thinking about getting my majors in art after I gradute to teach college... Or the thing inbetween majors and PHD or... whatever... ><

Anyways, that's all for now!! Give Kouji a kiss for me, m'kay?

Faye

Dear Tasuki,

NANI!?! I won't do anything bad... Don't trust me?

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tasuki,

I'm gonna tell you the same thing as Chichiri; you guys can't go with me, it's too dangerous! It'd kill me if anything happened to you guys, so I'm not going to let you guys come along.

No if's, and's, or but's about it! Just give me directions and I'll be on my way.

~tugs at her skirt~ How do females in the world manage wearing this kinda crap? Skirts and dresses... yuck!

Miaka-chan

Dear Tasuki,

Tasuki yer so great and funny! i love yer litto accent!

angela

Dear Tamahome,

tamahome! i haev a question for u... and i hope im not offending u in anyway... but what do u love more? miaka or money?

angela

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

how come we cant ask Miaka a question? and Yui too?

angela

Dear Tamahome,

*twitch* Baby names... do I look like a baby to you... O.o...

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Hotohori,

Heh, the chances of her seeing a doctor are very slim... Her dad is making more of a joke about it! When we had to go up for dinner (I was down here with her keepin' an eye on her) and her dad pounded on the floor, I look over, she's holding her head nearly redused to TEARS! He's not doing anything about it! Her mom on the other hand is at least trying to help but there's just something her family doesn't understand about BEING QUIET!!! this morning her sister like pounded on her door while she was sleeping so she could let the cat in.. My god I thought she was going to kill someone... Though she wouldn't have had the energy to anyway... *sighs* I just wish there was something I could do to help her out... but she doesn't care to have anyone around her right now so I'll just leave it at that... But I need to go work on a few things... ttyl

Adam

Dear Chichiri,

I KNOW EXERCISE IS GOOD FOR YOU D*MNIT!! But even today in PE i didn't feel any better, I feel horrible! When i came home I cut off all my hair because I wanted to feel better about myself, but I don't! Nothing works! I still feel ugly and worthless and stupid. And I'm gonna have to look this way for my birthday!! And I don't wanna see my stupid therapist! I ain't supposed to see her till the 22!

And my parents were hittin' me just cuz I refused to take my stupid 10 miligram pill last night! When ever THEY don't get their way they get angry and I get both emotionally and physically hurt. And right after I got thrown off my bed mom said "You didn't get hit" In that, you tell you die kinda voice.

I'm not gonna have my birthday party either... I don't want my friends around my siblings and my parents, plus they don't even like Amber-chan or Heather-chan. It's better if I not be so selfish anyway. Who am I to want so silly and childish as a birthday party?

I'm such a baby, I can't stop crying... and I haven't eaten anything decent in two days, just small things here and there to settle my stomach, but even though I know I'm hungry, I don't feel like eating. My stomach and my head hurt... and even my chest aches.

If I suddenly stop writting in it's probably because my folks shipped me off again. They threatened that last night all because I wouldn't take my dumb pill! Either that or I've gotten up the guts to take my life and end all this suffering already. I'm so god d*mn tired of having to go through all of this. School, homelife, all of it is horrible and I can't burden any of my friends with stuff like that, what kinda friend does that? 'Course then why am I bothering you with this? I'm really so so sorry, but I can't take it any more!

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Do you know anything about an anime called "Kyo Kara Maoh"? I was wondering if it's worth buying or not and if it's subed or dubed. Thanks.

~Ayame~

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

No, this is my junior year. I can't wait until next year though. I'm so exicited and nervious and sad. Casie R. get's to be in marching band with Yuri and I this year, it's my last year of school (yeah and so sad), and I'm off to college in about two years (Yikes!). I'm just going to make sure that I have as much fun as possible and that I spend a lot of time with my friends.

I saw a AMV a little while ago on FY. It was GOOD!!! It was so hilarious. The music sork of/kind of went well with it. The song was called "So Many Men". The title fits but the rest of the song not so much (My God! FY would be sooooooo hentai if the song fit exactly! lol. I bet Sui-chan would like that though ^_^ j/k.)

I'm sitting in the library right now with my stack of books and them I'm going to head over to a local comic store to look at manga. It's sad. I've gone through my friends whole manga collection and her New Type mags in about 2 months and she has a big collection. hehe. I'm running out of stuff to read because I've read everyone elses and there isn't any new stuff out. Oh well.

Later!

~Ayame~

Dear Mitsukake,

And it hurts like a SOB!! *sighs* but there isn't much I can do right now, I just hope I don't pass out, I'm the only one home right now... and I can't walk 5 feet without getting light headed! I can't think straight, I've been losin' my appetite and now I'm just making myself breathless again! *calms down and sits quietly for a minute* And to tope that off I am very sensitive to light and sound.. I had the tv VERY low of the volume earlier and omg I just wanted to throw something at it... but I wouldn't have had the energy first of all and grrrrr... i can't walk up or down the stairs without my knees feeling all shakey and I swear I'm just gonna SNAP at someone here! I DON'T Want to miss anymore school!! (yeah sure it's only been a day but I can't afford to miss math!!!) And now ARGH!! I'm going back to sleep... and I don't care if it's only 4:30... want sleep! *goes to couch, nearly collapsing to the ground and lies down all grr like...*

Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

Heh, you're getting better... *smiles*

Adam

Dear Mitsukake,

Hey Mistukake... ugh, it's only 9:18 in the morning and I feel like I'm gonna pass out *sighs...* I feel horrible right now, sure I got to stay home from school but still.. that 13 1/2 hours of sleep didn't help one bit! I go to bed early and doing that made it worse! EVERY time I'd move my head would be like pulsating! And my mom I know won't take me in to see anyone unless it continues -_-... grrr... a stupid head ache since Saturday has been like, "AHHHHHHHHH" for me... *grumbles* Though hopefully I'll fall asleep later watching INuyasha or Avatar... (I'm sure I will, if I can sleep 13 1/2 hours straight pretty much it shouldn't be too hard) but god, I just feel horrible... and pain killers aren't working one bit... grrr... well I'm just gonna work on something here on the computer quick then hope my mom goes to the store so I can go lie down on the couch and watch Avatar... Talk to you later...

Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

*Sits back and watches, letting him figure it out...*

Adam

Dear Hotohori,

No she hasn't but she's not going to school today, I think she's just gettng something to eat then going back to bed for a while... BUt from what she told me, no form of pain killer was helping and her head would just be pounding everytime she moved last night... And she's NEVER gone to bed before 7! (Least from what I've seen) And she's still gonna get more sleep! I'm really starting to worry... She's also had REALLY bad back pain and she kept getting light headed in band yesterday and she nearly snapped at her dad last night for feeling warm... She never gets like that...

Adam

Dear Chichiri,

~bows deeply~ Thank you Chichiri-sama!

I would greatly appreciate any help you could spare me. I dunno about going to see Taiitsukun though, he's the dark side of the coin in my world Baba is the light side, but you know this world better than I do so I will take whatever advice you give me.

An onyx fan might be hard to find in this world but I hope that with the little bit of time I have left we will be sucessful.

Arigato gozaimasu!

Miaka-chan

Dear Tasuki,

~wide smile~ You will!? Great! Have any ideas as to where to find that Tenkou chick... erm, wait Chichiri said that Tenkou was a guy in this world. ~feels strange thinking of Tenkuo as a guy, shudders in revulsion~

And the tessen is mine, not Tasuki's. Why would the Shounin need a tessen? It's my job to protect him not the other way around! ~grins~ I can see why you would think it belongs to him though, since in this world it belongs to you.

~grins~

Thanks Tasuki-sama!

Miaka-chan

Dear Tasuki,

~watery smile~ I realize that I'm not your Miko... heck I'm not anybody's Miko! In my world you are the Shounin no Suzaku, and I am the wing seishi, formerly known as Gena of the Mt. Reikaku bandits. ~flourishing bow~

Sorry that I didn't introduce myself properly when I first "fangurl'd" you, but I was so happy to see my Shounin (priest) again that I kinda freaked out.

Sorry for being a bother... er, I mean for not introducing myself properly and for bawling in my last message to you, you must think I'm a cry baby or something. Sorry again.

Miaka-chan

Dear Tasuki,

Sorry it sounded like I was complainin' 'bout ya savin' my a*s. I wasn' complainin' 'bout that, I was sayin' that ya should try ta be nicer ta th' girls. Both Miaka-chan and V.M., well V.M. went and had Taiitsukun reincarnate 'er in ta Miaka's world, so's ya won't be seein' 'er again but Miaka-chan is in a real predicament!

Seem's that she's th' wing seishi in 'er world and ya are th' priest! They don' get Miko's they have priests, ~sniggers~ I c'n just see ya in those ceremonial clothes that our Miaka had ta wear! ~rolls on th' floor laughin' his a*s off~

Go chat wit' 'Chiri 'bout Miaka-chan, she really spilled 'er guts ta 'im a lil' while ago. Later!

Kouji

Dear Chichiri,

~watery smile~ Thanks for listening to me Chichiri-sama, but I won't be here long enough to build a new friendly relationship with anyone. I've got two days left to find... erm, what I'm looking for, and so far there is no sign of, um, it.

If I can't find it my world will cease to exist so I fear that I must fore go friends in favor of completeing my mission.

Things are so strange in this world; take you for instance. In my world you are married to Kouran, have three children and are a wizard in training.

Tamahome is... well, she's (yes SHE) kinda in love with Kouji, and joined up with Mt. Reikaku bandits to be near him.

Nuriko and Hotohori are ruling the country of Konan as husband and wife, yes I did say wife. In my world Nuriko is truely a woman!

Mitsukake and Chiriko are pretty much the same except reversed. Chiriko is the elder of the two and always the cool head in the thick of battle, while Mitsukake is barely 14, small boned and frighteningly fragile.

And Tasuki, well... Tasuki is the Priest of Suzaku and I am the wing seishi. Heh, see what I mean about strange! This world makes no sense!

In this world my brothers and sisters are not who I know, but Tasuki is the only one who, for the most part, is still the same. Here he has my tessen and is the wing seishi and it kinda made me smile to see him being his usual bad-a*s self, with the powers of a seishi and the will and strength to use the tessen. I admit I did fangurl him a little... okay, a lot! So it's my fault that he hates me. I do understand that the Miaka in this world is the miko and that she and Tasuki don't have that kind of relationship, but I am weak when it comes to my Tasu-chan and I couldn't help myself! ~sighs~ Oh, well. Serves me right for getting the tessen lost.

Speaking of the tessen, that happens to be what I am looking for. That demon chick Tenkou walked off with it a few weeks ago and brought it to this world as a means of forcing my world to dissapear by merging our two worlds together. I.E. Bad things a commin', run for cover!

Any idea as to where to look for that Tenkou chick?

Miaka-chan

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Well the thing is, my I always play forward in outdoor season, just goalie in indoor. The say I'm too 'go at it', but I think they're not enough 'go get it'. And the forums, maybe they like making a newbie feeling bad, those jerks. And my deviant, I have updated tehm, but they still judge me on the past.

Oh well... I tried to see it other people's way, I really have, but I just don't understand anymore. I used to be a person who knew what they were going for, what they wanted in goals and high moral. But I just don't seem to understand what it is I'm after anymore. I second doubt myself alot lately and it's quite annoying. I don't mean to, but something inside me just does. Nothing makes sense anymore.. I just... *walks off* I just don't understand anymore... *starts to cry*

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tasuki,

Heh well don't look so down about it... Wanna take over now? *holds the controler out to him...*

Adam

Dear Hotohori,

Really, what epeisode did you see?! Tell me just a little bit about it and I'll know what it is--.. ow... *rubs head* ugh, oh forget it right now, Adam'll talk to you about it, I'm going to bed *walks off*

Adam: Poor girl.. it's only 6:30 and she's heading to bed... I don't get it... She's had a head ache since Saturday and she's been getting light headed, specially in band... I'm gonna go see if there's anything I can do for her... Talk to you later...

Adam

Dear Tasuki,

Well since Amber-chan likes Tamahome, she hates Tasuki. That's how it works I guess. *shrugs*

Bara: Aren't I a sexy beast?!

*slaps him*

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

'Course I don't wanna molest young anime characters *grins* Ya wait till they grow up a bit. >_< Oh I'm so nasty.

Anyways... I was having a good day. Got to school a bit late cuz I stayed in bed a lil longer than usual. 1st hour we're watching an R rated movie. So far I've seen bloody killin's, racial insults, and there was a sex (more like rape) scene. 2nd hour I was singin' my lungs out! 3rd hour I just coasted through. Lunch was okay, though I didn't have anything to eat. An surprisingly by 4th hour I was happy to be in P.E. All was going well, I had been so peppy and cheerful and the world was good.

Then mom an' I went home and she just had to start talking about the Japan Trip. Apparently I could go to the meetings as a former member, but no one ever told me. And when I went in 8th grade, I was the black sheep on the trip. My homestay partner (who I was FORCED to stay with) was a really spoiled brat of a 10th grader who only got to go on the trip because her family had hosted students from Japan for a few years. She lives by my grandmother btw.

She was a total b*tch to me! The first night of our homestay she got 'sick' and so we couldn't go anywhere. Second day was chasing around Sendai for a few hours, then by the 3rd night, she LEFT the house we were staying out to go to another house that was housing some of the other girls on the trip. So I was all by myself. My homestay mom was really nice and so was her daughter, but their English was hard to understand, and as much as I already didn't like Sarah, she at least could speak the smae language I could! (this was back before I learned a lot more about the language)

Then mom asked me about Track. I decided I didn't want to join the team. I'm not good enough and I'll never win, so there's no point of pushing my body so hard and getting no where! (Which is what happened with me in 8th grade when i joined the Track team) So then mom said "oh, but you're mental health is so important, if you don't do something you'll get more depressed!" It wasn't what she said though, it was HOW she said it. Now I'm feeling like it's all my fault I'm sad and worthless.

I broke down into tears and then she's yelling at me for being happy one minute and crying the next! It's not fair! I'm doing the best I can to be happy! I really, really am! It's hard though, cuz I still feel so empty and meaningless. And now I'm relapsing because I'm thinking about it. Already, as I type, the tears are swelling up and rolling down my cheeks uncontrolably. I felt so happy this morning but now... I just wanna die again! I'm thinking about suicide again! I know I shouldn't! But those thoughts are there and I'm so scared of myself when I get like this!

For Suzaku's sake I don't wanna be like this! I can't take much more of this Chichiri!!

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

AWW, but how can you not think he hot!! He's so smexy (for an anime char.)! Yeah, your right, he is interesting, very. So funny! Always getting drunk (then pulls out a random striped tie and ties it around his head) and eating dountnuts. I love all the random and funny faces he makes... kind of Tasuki!! (jk Tasuki! *hugs*)

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tamahome,

You really have you mind set to 'Miaka', ne? 'Mika'... That's a sad name (not really, but not that original). Good think Miaka named your guys' baby. Cute by the way! ^^

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tasuki,

ano... nothing... yes... just some harmless flirting... :D

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tasuki,

*twitch* Geez Tasuki... I don't think we'll need THAT much booze... *twitch* Oh well... Ok, so the game is 'Fish til you're drunk (and/or pass out from excessive drinking)!!'

Here's how it goes: For every fish to catch, you drink that much booze depending of the fishes weight. The first person to get drunk, is the winner! So, who's in? Tasuki? Chichiri? Anyone else?

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

My god am I bored. School is almost always boring though. It's Monday so I'm still not quite awake and it's 3rd period (we only have 4 periods a day). I won't really wake up until 4th period. Lunch is next! I'm starved. I don't get to eat until 1 freakin 30! And school starts at 9. drools Why must the smells of the other lunch waves torment me sooooo! Oh Sh*t! I have my band lesson in like 5 minutes. I better go. Now I get to be the first in line for lunch b/c my band teacher lets us out early. Hehe Later!

~Ayame~

Dear Nuriko,

Oniichan this has been a horrible week... I found out I failed the level 3 JLPT by 36 points and Just when Spring Break starts I found out my teacher died. He was one of my favorites too... I'm going to try to go to his memorial service oon Thursday... and were having one with Asian Studies that I'm going to (even if I have to skip class) It's so sad... he was fine Monday in my Peace Studies class and happy he was going to talk about Chinese nuclear weapons on Wendsday... but he cancled class... But that class has 7 other teachers in it... I'm worried about my Chinese Civilizations class... I need the class to graduate but he was the teacher...

Stine

Dear Tasuki,

Fer a guy that can't stand seein' a woman cry ya sure do a good job of makin' 'em do it. She told me she was just gonna see what yer reaction was gonna be then lemme go with out takin' the tessen or th' kissin' she was askin' for in return.

In fact she told me just a few minutes ago that she really didn't wanna be with me... she wanted you but now that she knows ya hate her she's thinkin' of askin' Taiitsukun ta reincarnate 'er in Miaka's world just so she didn' have ta keep rememberin' that ya hate 'er.

Never thought I'd say this Genrou, but ya hurt that girl and I doubt that she's ever gonna be th' same. She was actually a sweet girl, if a little insecure an' grabby.

Later.

Kouji

Dear Chichiri,

Hi, sorry to bother you but is there anyway I can ask for some advise? ~sits down by a lake and draws her knees up to her chest, looping her arms around her shins~

Um, this girl I know is trapped in a world that isn't her own and she's all alone and afraid. She finds her friends and she becomes happy... but not for long. The people she thought she knew, don't know her and she's having trouble adjusting to the new relationships she'd having to deal with. The man she loves in her world is duplicated in this world but... he doesn't love me, I mean her. Says that she's not his miko and he would never feel that way about her even if she was.

I guess I'm asking if there is any way to make it stop hurting.

Oh, nevermind. Forget I said anything.

~stands up and walks away slowly, head bent and shoulders slumped~

Miaka-chan

Dear Tasuki,

~Composes herself and bows to Tasuki~ I am sorry that I have become a bother, I really had no intentions to become such. I am suffering a case of home-sickness and had thoughts to alleviate it by bantering lightly with you. I see now it was presumtious of me to assume that you were anything like the Tasuki in my world and for that I am deeply sorry. I have offended you and am truely sorry. I will not bother you anymore with my teasing and overly friendly attitude.

Instead I will try to establish a distant, yet friendly, rapport with the other seishi for the durration of my stay in your world. At the end of my visit I will write to you all and bid you farewell.

Again, I want to say how sorry I am in having bothered you needlessly.

Sayonara.

Miaka-chan

Dear Tasuki,

~Eyes well with tears~ That wasn't nice, Tasuki.

~Runs away sobbing broken heartedly~

Teary eyed V.M.

Dear Tasuki,

~pouts~ Ready to get rid of me already? ~straightens her shoulders~ Fine. If I am that much of a bother will leave you alone.

~bows deeply~

Sorry for having bothered you.

Miaka-chan

Dear Tasuki,

Oi, oi! Did Chichiri tell ya the funny story that happened to me at lunch last week? Oh you'll love it!

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

I took Chouyui-san's advice and calmed myself. Spent a whole hour in the bathtub this afternoon and then did some cleaning. Why is it I like cleaning so much anyways? *shrug* Oh well.

I think I'll light my honeydew candle and continue working on my pics. I have the cutest pic of Tasuki carryin' Murin-chan! KAWAII!! And lil Hikou with his "pretty flower" and oh he's so precious I just wanna molest him!

Eh-hem, well... not really, that's just what my friends and I say when we see a cool/cute/sexy image or drawin' of an anime character, we're so weird. Ayame-chan seems to drool the most over my Tasuki pics... *crinch* Yuri just likes all my pics. Casey likes the naked ones cuz she's a perv. Heather likes Tasuki pics too. Angela is totally into Hotohori and Amber-chan gets crazy when there's a Tamahome or Nakago pic anywhere.

Funny story time! Tell Tasuki this too! At the lunch table me an' all my buddies were talkin' then Amber-chan piped up "who wants to kill Tasuki?" and a few people raised their hands. Then Angela-chan defended me and said "who wants to kill Tamahome?" and EVERYONE (but Amber-chan) raised their hand! HAHAH!! TASUKI RULES!!

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Hmm... maybe the e-mailing is just slow. Ya got the other pics she sent ya weeks ago, maybe you'll just have to wait a lil while, but I'll try sending it again.

Bara

Dear Chiriko,

ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU CHIRIKO-KUN!! So when I sing it do I have to say all those masu's? I know sometimes ya don't speak some of the japanese.

OH! And I'm gonna try and do the next two verses on my own! So I won't bug you till then, okay? ^^ *hugs* Thanks again!

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

*Chuckles* Well what can you do about it?

Adam

Dear Hotohori,

FAAAR beyond Excellent! I can't wait until the 17th!! The new episodes start and Zula can do a lighting bolt attacky thing! But what I don't get is Aang, Katara and SOkka are all up in the north pole and now they're gonna have to go ALL the way back down to Omashu! Oh well, had to learn Water first then earth. Oh well. I just kinda think it's funny that Bumi is gonna teach Aang -lol- Man Bumi's funny ^_^ But now Zuko and Iroh are on the run from Zula... grr on Zula.. but like her Uncle, she can do the lighting bolt movey thing heheh. I swear you could ask me ANYTHING about Avatar and I'd know it!

Haku: Believe her.. she's a fanatic

*Smiply smiles*

Yuri und Haku

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Minna... I get the feeling at alot of people don't like me. Normally, I wouldn't care, but it's more people than normal.

First, there's my team mates on my field hockey team. We got a new goalie, so I can play out cause I was the goalie, and like everyone was yelling at how I should play. Thanks guys, but I know how to play the game, it's just I haven't played out since last season and I'm just an agressive person who isn't scared of the ball (directed to them).

Secondly, people from the alberta-anime forums and Otafest forums (umm... those are like anime forums for the conventions here in alberta), like flame me alot. Sure I make mistakes by double posting or a simple spelling mistake, but hey, I'm only humen, ne? Not everyone can be perfect. People look down on me alot lately and he's really dragging me down emotionally. I'm like starting to hit a major depressive state and frankly, I don't like being depressed, it's well... depressing, no da.

There's not many cheerful things around me anymore (sure Kiba's great, but even he has his limits on my happiness level). People (on the AA and Otafest forums) (mostly the artist) are like "Your art sucks, you'll never sell anything in your first year at AA/Otafest. It's too childish from what I've seen on your deviantart account". Well news flash, those pics are old... like REALLY old. Like try 5 years and more kind of old. They're judging me on past things, and I tell them that, then they twist their words and make me seem like the bad/rude guy.

I don't what to do right now. I was thinking I could just ignore the world like they ignore me and hope for the best. That's seemed to work out before. I guess loneyness is a really REALLY good path for me to take right now. Just sink away in my foolish humanly mistakes, ne?

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tasuki,

Flame wars? Me? ;>>

I'm so happy... I registered to Gaia, and found a guild where they have requirements like... "decent spelling" and stuff like that... I fit in so well! X3

And I'm not sick anymore! Weee!!

Faye

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Minna, I finally found FY: Eikouden!! Without having to order it over the internet (cause my mom won't let me). SO I special ordered it, and it'll be in in a week or two! So excited!!

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

WHO THINKS VASH IS HOT!!! :D *cough* A part from all of you, of course... :D Now I think you guys will say, 'We're all guys so we wouldn't know', expect Nuriko ^.~ But PRETEND yer all guys; what would you think of Vash the Stampede from Trigun (if you haven't seen/heard of him before, shame on you, go google him, lol)

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tamahome,

Mika? That's too close to Miaka, only off by an 'a'... And too girly. Hmm... I need a cool name... something super unique...

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tasuki,

...*eye twitch*...hee hee...^^;... you weren't... supposed to hear that... yes... I meant to tell Chichiri that... *twitch*... ANYWAYS!!!! Off we go! *grabs him by the arm and drags him off*

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tasuki,

Yo Tasuki... I have an idea to make that drinking game funner! Oi Chichiri, bring those fishing poles!! And Tasuki bring some sake... and LOTS of it! :D

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Chichiri,

She's feeling better... but she still doesn't want to talk with you because you're being a "meanie" She doesn't like criticism... which will be hard since she's a writer and an artist and a lot of people are garenteed not to approve of her work.

Suiren: But it hurts a lil more when ya got an attachment to someone. I shoulda just told ya right away before we got ina relationship.

Well now, you're going to talk now?

Suiren: I gotta do it sooner or later. I gotta stop actin' like a lil kid and more like a responsible youth.

Heh, well I'll let you two work this out.

Chouyui and Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

No, that's me with my cousin Chris and my two Onee-chan's Ani and Ceci. Suiren-san sent that one a few weeks ago, but she sent my makeover one just yesterday.

Bara

Dear Tasuki,

~grins~ Aidou can't have 'im! He's mine! ~cuddles Kouji closer and hides him from Tasuki's view~

He likes me ya know, look! ~shows Kouji drooling from his place squashed against her breast, a slight smile and a dark blush on his handsome face~ See! What guy drools and blushes over a woman that he don't like? None!

~mutters "Just like you did ta Miaka" under her breath~

Please remember the 'trade' I offered ya, if Kouji wants ta get away and ya want yer aniki back, ya'll trade with me. ~devious smirk~

I'll be waitin' fer yer response!

~smooches Kouji on top of his head then frowns as she notices that his nose is bleeding~ D*mnit! That's th' third shirt this week! He always ends up havin' a nosebleed all over me... ~looks confused~ Wonder why that is?

V.M. and Kouji

Dear Tasuki,

~tacklehuggle"Miaka-Attack"glomp!~ THANK YOU GEN-CHAN!

~kisses him softly on the cheek~ I just like petting your hair, it's soft and silky and I like the way it looks; shining nimbus of molten red-gold!

~smiles slightly and almost drools, snaps out of it after a few insipid moments~

I'll be sure not to cross whatever bounds you place on our 'I-get-to-pet-my-sweet-Gen-chan-and-he-won't-fry-me' deal.

~twirls strand of hair around her finger~ Can I pet you now?

An ecstatic Miaka-chan

Dear Tasuki,

~smacks Tasuki's hands away from her Kouji~ Th' only way yer getting 'im away from me is to make a trade!

~sly grin~

I'll trade 'im back to ya an' I'll leave ya alone 'bout bein' in love wot Miaka if ya let me borrow th' tessen fer a week and ya let me smooch ya a few times.

Sounds fair ta me! So wadda ya say, Flame Boy?

~Kouji nods head vigourously~ "C'm on Genrou! 'ts fair! What's a few days of borrowin'' th' tessen? She don' smooch that bad, actually kinda nice just d*mn embarassin' that I can' stop 'er when she does it!

~V.M. pats Kouji's head~ How sweet of you ta say Kouji love! ~smooches him again and giggles at his blush~

Cards are on th' table, th' choice is up ta you!

A devious V.M.

Dear Tasuki,

Well he's been the only male born into these people for 100 years... And it's said that that one male is suppose to be a king or something like that. I didn't really pay attention to what it was saying... You'd have to ask Yuri about that but she's sleeping right now with a killer head ache so I'm just gonna leave her alone... *continues playing the game, having Link run around in Kokiri forest, just having him do simple moves and tricks* Heh, only thing I hate about Link in his younger age is he can't use the hover boots or his sweet mirror shield.

Adam

Dear Hotohori,

Hotohori... Avatar kicks @$$!! It's the best show I've seen on Nickelodian! they FINALLY came up with a show that teenages (well people of all ages) Can actually enjoy! My dad even likes Avatar for heavens sake!! ^_^ And we both enjoyed the DVD much! Now I have those 4 episodes right on hand if I need to look something up for my website, and I FINALLY figured out one of the games that Iroh plays in the first episode with the wooden cards and what not! I figured that out! (GO ME!) Then all I want to figure out is how the heck ya play Pai-chou (I dunno if that's how ya spell it...) ANywho yeah... *nods* (lol) I'm gonna go lie back down now, I still feel sick from last night. Byes! *goes backdownstairs*

haku: poor girl... She got sick last night off of something and she's had a head ache and she said she ot really hot but was shivering.. (how the heck does that work?) And yeah... hope she gets better...

Haku

Dear Chichiri,

Why is it you're the most touchie-feelie with Miaka? Out of all the warriors, even Tamahome, you are always holding her close when danger's around.

Now some people may say that Tamahome's in danger of loosing Miaka to you. Care to defend yourself? I shall send every screenshot I have as evidence! Infact, I think I shall.

Bara

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Yay!! My fanart is finally up!! Arigato minna! *hugs all*

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Chiriko,

Okay Chiriko! This is the best I could do:

I completely and utterly suck at this! I wish I has a sensei to help me!

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

Are you gay?

A person

Dear Chichiri,

Yuppers! That was working Chichiri! Though we've been getting along all day now! But I'm gonna go watch me new DVD! Ttyl and thanks!! *BIG hug and runs off*

Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

Well in the beginning the point is to collect all of the Spirit stones, Water, Earth and Fire I believe. You get the 'Master Sword' that allows you to travel 7 years ahead in time. Well before all of this happens, there's a guy named Ganadorf (I think that's how you spell it) Who was born into this clan of all women... (that'd be creepy) and he's taken over the land of Hyrule. Now Link is the supposed savior of time or something like that, and after he gets the sword he must go to these six different temple. Spirit, Shadow, Water, Fire, Forest and... *thinks about this for a minute* One sec... and then Light. Each of these has a sage in which protects the temple. So after you collect those you must free the sages and save the Princess Zelda! Which I am currently in the process of with Yuri... Though we've been working for the Ice Arrows as of now, but that's besides the point. So now to show ya little on how to play.. *grins a bit and starts playing*

Adam

Dear Hotohori,

*Smiles* I did! Yuri-chan, Jess and I went to the mall today! It was so much fun!

Yuri: Yessums! I got things I want! Got a new wrist band, pants, a gift or two then the Avatar DVD!! WHOO! *goes and watches it*

She's in a much better mood ^_^ But I found one reason she's been snippy, her wisdom teeth are comming in and she's been crabby about that otherwise it's just been her sister. -lol- And the scary thing is, Yuri and her sister were actually getting along... They haven't faught all day it's been nice!

Yuri *runs over and stands behing him, putting her arms on his head* You gonna come watch this with me or not?

Heheh, I'll be right with you Yuri.

Yuri: K! *runs upstairs*

*Chuckles* Well I'll talk to you later. Seems I am going to be watching Avatar: The Last Airbender. Have a good day Hotohori!

Haku und Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

I'm sure what he doesn't know won't hurt him! ne? So you got some fishing poles with ya?

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tasuki,

Nothing. We can just hang out. I'm not gonna do anything dirty to you, your my hero after all!! ^^ So about that game... how about a drinking game!!??

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tamahome,

I don't know... I was thinking Kiba... but I named my dog that... so I can't do that... ^^' ano... I don't know... hmm...

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Chichiri,

And she responds with:

"I don't f*ckin' need to take none of this f*ckin' sh*t from some f*ckin' ahou monk with no f*ckin' sense of imagination."

Well... I didn't think that word could be used so many times in one sentence. *sighs* Gomen nasai on my behalf, she's having a very rough time with those nasty stomach aches of hers. I'm sure once she's feeling better she'll be her normal kawaii chibi self. But of course nothing beats a big warm hug ^^ *hugs Suiren*

Chouyui

Dear Tasuki,

She just sent it in! I like it... but it still doesn't capture the real me.

Bara

Dear Chiriko,

Me and my dad finished watching the show last week and i aready want to watch it again. My favorigt charecter is you. Your so cool!!! I am surfing the net often looking for pictures. But i am not finding alot of pictures of you when you were a baby in the show. also i am trying to find dolls of you but that is not going well ether can you sujust some websets for me. Please!!! Also you may stike this odd but i am very sure that if i ever have a baby boy i am going to name him chiriko. That is why i am looking for dolls for in the future. Sorry this letter is probley a bit freaky but your so cool and your my favright charecter!! I am using a name from another anima i like sense i can't use chiriko because it would not sound right.

Miriya

Dear Hotohori,

Doc pours the juice, and hands Seikun a cup.

"My mother is doing much better now. She has spent months in the hospital from the stomach problems and the car accident. She almost died four times in the past six months. Which is the main reason why I haven't been around."

Doc sips her juice.

"I hope Ryuuen hasn't made himself a pest while I was gone. He may go a bit crazy now that Doug has proposed to me in RL"

Doc picks up the pitcher and offers a refill.

"Here is my question Seikun. I was wondering would you arrange for Sora to enter the army training school? He wants to be a soldier. I don't want to have him vanish into nothingness when I wed."

Docsama

Dear Tasuki,

*stressmarks pop up but obliges to Tasuki and hands him a bottle of sake*

^_^# alright then onto our talk. You see... I have my tendencies of torturing my fellow dearies... like Keiichi for example. Very fun to bother but very hard to get him angry... but then there comes you. *smirks* shocking you, beating you up, having you get lice... oh yes... major classic. *chugs up more swings of sake*

But habits like those die so young ne? Well anyway *throws her empty glass bottle and eletrify it, turning it to ashes* I need to clean my act up if I am to qualify myself as a full goddess like my little sister, Belldandy and besides... *winks at Tasuki* if I am not mistaken, I skimmed through the archives and found one of your letter that you like my character.

So lets make up a truce. If we both stop our ways of torturing one another unless we really do piss each other off, we become comrades. How about it? *wraps her arm around Tasuki's shoulder, holding up a new bottle of sake* Truce?

Urd

Dear Tamahome,

~hands over 2 gold ryou~ Mou! I see that money's still yer first love. ~fanged smirk~ Some things never change. That's what's so great about ya, everyone knows that yer first priority is makin' money but they can't help but love ya since yer such a nice guy about it.

I only have one complaint 'bout ya but it ain't really that important so I really shouldn't have mentioned it.

Anyway, give Miaka a kiss for me and tell 'er that she needs ta look at other men just ta git ya riled up once in awhile! (j/k 'bout tellin 'er that but be sure ta kiss 'er reall good fer me Tama-chan)

Kouji's oni-chan Genrou

Dear Tasuki,

Aho! Ya must've been talkin' 'bout somethin' else when ya told Chichiri that ya felt bad about what happened at th' inn but that... erm... nevermind. I'll just leave ya in yer denial. Ya seem happier that way.

Oh, and so's ya don't go gettin' no ideas 'bout 'rescuing' Kouji from me, lemme tell ya that he can't escape and that he's in a safe place... may not be happy 'bout it right now but he will be!

~Kouji's eyes go wide as he listens to V.M.'s evil laughter~

Kouji: Genrou! D*mnit, help me!

V.M. and a tied up Kouji ^_^

Dear Tasuki,

Can I borrow you until I find my Tasu-chan? I swear I won't bite unless you want me to! ~laughs at his dumbstruck expression~ Just kidding Tasuki! I won't bite, heck I won't even hug you unless you say it's ok. I just miss my Tasu-chan and you are so like him, since in a way you are him, that I can't help but pet you from time to time.

Much Love!

Miaka-chan

Dear Chichiri,

Uh... I regret to inform you Chichiri-san that Suiren-san no longer wishes to communicate with you. Gomen... she's just being difficult.

Chouyui

Dear Tasuki,

~frowns~ D*mnit, Genrou! Do ya know how long it took ta git away from that woman? ~sighs~ I swear she has glue like hands! I was d*mn near mauled ta death and ya just smirked at me and said I was doin' fine on m' own!

If it wasn' fer th' boss liken' ya I'd kill yer sorry scrawney a*s fer leaving me alone with that... that...! O_O; I gotta go, she's lookin' fer me! ~hides~

~V.M. walks in~ Hey, Gen-chan. Have ya seen Kouji? He kinda escaped me earlier and I can't seem ta find him.

~closet door rattles~ Oh! Nevermind! I found him! ~stalks over to the closet and drags Kouji out, snuggeling and smooching him in to unconciousness~

~grins at Gen-chan~ Thanks for bein' a pal and not helpin' him escape. He don't know it yet but he's gonna marry me one day. Mark my words!

A Happy V.M.

Dear Tasuki,

Hey guess what?! I'm getting a hair cut and this cool lookin' chain necklace! Suiren says she's gonna try and NOT make me look so much like you. So I guess I'm stopping with the blowin' my hair back. And I think I'm getting highlights if I'm a good boy. I still don't get any more piercings... *darn* but as soon as this happens, Suiren'll send ya my pic!

Bara

Dear Hotohori,

Or maybe its something you need LESS of.

bara

Dear Hotohori,

hi hotohori... thanks for remembering me!! i just hope that tamahome did too... wanna know my secret? just ask nuriko... but you will have to pay her a one night stand... isn't it a bargain? a good one in fact... sorry if i'm like this nuriko took me to the bar last night and we went there again a while ago... *hicc* =P

miaka

Dear Nuriko,

hi nuriko... remember me? i was the drunk girl beside you yesterday at the bar... just wondering how you're doing? love the tips you gave me... they really helped hotohori remember the beautiful me the real me... but it didn't work on tamahome... what went wrong? need your reply asap... thanks!!

miaka

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

can i make a wish? i wish that tamahome remembers me... i want him to remember the fun times we had... please grant me my wish... if you can't remember me, i'm the one who summoned you...

miaka

Dear Tasuki,

hi tasuki... still keeping up the flames? remember me? if you can't look back to those precious moments we had... hope to hear from you soon...

koji

Dear Tamahome,

hi tamahome... i just want to know if you can still remember me... well can you? i have searched the oceans and mountains to find you and yet here i am right now talking to you but still unsure if you can still remember me... can people with amnesia remember things clearly? it just slipped my mind... i'm sorry to bother you if you can't remember me.... i didn't mean to waste your precious time...

miaka

Dear Chichiri,

Chichiri!!! omg, I NEED your advice!!! I don't know what to do with my sister anymore!! I've gone to my panrents, I've tried ignoring her stupid little arrogant attitude! I don't know what to do anymore and it's driving me up the wall!!! (I apologize to Hotohori for how I've been acting... gomen) But I can't stand it anymore!! My parents have been talking to her about it but she just won't quit! I realize at 13 kids are like that but I wasn't THAT bad when I was 13!! And ARGH I'm just so stressed out now I can't think straight, I've secluded myself even more I don't know what to do anymore Chichiri! And if you're thinking about a coucelor I REFUSE to talk to those people!! So don't even suggest that! My parents have done nothing, I've at least TRIED to do something about it but she's getting out of hand!!! What should I do?!

Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

Heh, I'd do more than try... Yuri'll go out on a field day if you fry it. I wouldn't have much of the problem but I live with her so yeah... Do more than try. *smiles and shows him what every button does etc... and starts up a new game for him* Have fun.

Adam

Dear Hotohori,

Long wasn't the word... BUT she was asleep before I was. Though when I went downstairs, she was playin' her guitar and talking with her friends on the computer... She said nothing to me... *sighs* I'm sure she'll calm down soon enough... Other than that she's been alright... *kinda starts chuckling* I'm sorry, Yuri's dad got a new cell phone and he's going through the ring tones, they're rather funny.

Yuri *up now...*

*glances over* Morning...

Yuri *nods as in a "Morning" and gets something to eat*

*looks at her sister* Whoa... she's tired... she's got black circles under her eyes! Wow... y'know, sometimes I hate being alone here with the two of them... Though I get to play "Peace Maker..." but I should probably get going, need a shower yet and I have to eat. Have a good day your Highness

Haku

Dear Tasuki,

Yep, i've learned my lesson. Next time something sais picante, dont go putting Japanese hot sauce on it XP.

FireGoddess

Dear Tasuki,

Now... I shall... jk..wanna play a game or something?

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tasuki,

But... you are in my world... :D Ashite'ru!! *hugs* *steals* Sayonara minna, I'll be borrowing Tasuki!

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Chichiri,

He doesn't have to know... yes... *shifty eyes*

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tamahome,

I hate my name. Like I said, so professional. A spanish queen? *twitch* Like a said, professional, royal, 'pretty', etc, blahck... I like yer name, it's fun to say. SOU KISHIKU!!! *hugs*

Kiba no Okasan

Dear Tasuki,

Aw, and I thought chicks dug the pervy thing. Suiren loves Shigure from Furuba and Miroku from Inuyasha. *sigh* I'll figure it out.

Bara

Dear Chichiri,

I don't see the prob. My folks are 18 years apart an' int he olden days several girls married young to older dudes. But yeah, I still think it's weird, I did want her to be considerably older, but than how could I have her be Kouran's incarnate? I didn't wanna kill you off so ya could be born together, cuz that wouldn't of worked out.

Need i be criticized about a simple thing like age difference? It ain't that wrong. It's kinda cute actually if ya think about it. I haven't actually written in Kinhou's appearance in the story, the fact of it is I had planned on you not gettin' married. But I'm only making myself look bad by changing every little thing so dang often!

I ain't gonna go back on Kinhou. I'm starting to reconsider it thanks to you (and you inspired me to create her too!) so it's really all your fault. I'd never force you into love because I understand the whole "I love Kouran forever." ARGH!! You love messin' with me I swear! WEll she's stayin' and that's that!

Kinhou: Oh dear, Chouyui-san! She's going to flip out again!

Chouyui *smacks forehead with hand* Ughh...

WELL I HOPE YA AT LEAST APPRECIATE THE NEXT VOLUME BECAUSE BOTH YOU AND KINHOU GET YOUR EYESIGHT HEALED!! I'M WAY TO P*SSED OFF TO CONTINUE!! CHOUYUI-SAN YOU TELL IT!! *storms up to room*

Chouyui *clears throat* well uh... okay then. Well I believe Volume 6 begins with the two year wedding anniversary of Kinhou and Chichiri. As stated earlier, Kinhou's not been feeling very well, and while out on their dinner-date, she collapses. After she wakes up, she starts rambling on about a flood, a betrayal, and all events that sound VERY similar to what happened in Chichiri's past. He finally realizes it's Kouran reincarnate and it's a precious moment. ^^ *heart*

"The power that brings sleeping spirits awake does not come from the memory... it comes from the heart of someone who loves others" - Chichiri, Eikou Den; Part 2.

Oh I just love your quotes Chichiri-san! I have another one too!

"This scar is a part of my life no da. I am who I am now because of it. And it's better I stay like this so that I don't forget Hikou or Kouran no da... I'll use the water for some other time no da..." - Chichiri, Eikou Den; Part 1.

I'll explain more on that next time. Suiren-san wants me to keep these letters shorter, so I'm leaving this at this right now. Farewell for now.

Suiren and Chouyui

Dear Tasuki,

*walks in woozily and sees Samantha's letter* Fangirls tryin' to get ya with the damsel in distress thing? *rolls up sleeves* Don't worry, I'll go take care of it... *starts to hobble off*

Faye

Dear Tasuki,

You're right... Maybe I'm delusional... I've been sick lately... it's awful.. I keep feeling like I'm gonna puke, but I don't need to... XP Hope I don't get you sick...

Faye

Dear Nuriko,

YAY!!

Bara

Dear Hotohori,

What's that?!

Bara

Dear Tasuki,

Guess who's back!

*leans on Tasuki shoulder, swinging a bottle of sake around*

hows my dear ol' drunkie, lady killer, loud mouth, obnoxious, selfish sake drinker, brain dead pal doing?! My dear friend it has been too long since we last encountered with each other!

*drinks up a bit of sake* say... ya know.. we have gotten off to a rotten start *looks at Tasuki's direction* how about we start things over eh? and DON'T give me that look! it isn't the sake talking here! *smirks* so how about it?

Urd Goddess Second Class Limited (still -_-') License

Dear Tasuki,

Alright, hold on... *puts the game in and starts it up*

Adam

Dear Hotohori,

Continuation of the last one I'm sure... *sighs* It just never ends with those two... Well this wasn't exactly pleasent... alright, both Yuri and I have just got done eating dinner, all through dinner Jess was making snippy little comments...

Yuri: And if I wouldn't get in trouble for throwing food at her, I'd do it.

You should act 16, not 6...

Yuri *GLARES at him, stands up and walks off, saying nothing more*

What? *sighs* She hasn't been in a very good mood as you can tell...

Haku

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

*sigh* I need help! The school year is almost 3/4 over and I have NO freaking clue how to prepare for my senior year. I have no idea where I want to go to school or what I want to study or do after college. I can be a major reck sometimes when I think too much about it. I'm going to take my ACT in April or May so I'm set there.

If I could pick a dream job and just do it, this is what I'd do. (If you can't tell, all my dream jobs have to do with anime or manga. ^_^ lol)

1) Get my stories drawn (by someone with talent. I can just make something that kind of/sort of resembles a person and I can't do guys to save my life...) and get them published. I love to write and my imagination is huge but I need to bump my writing up a level or two. This is my greatest dream to walk into Barnes and Noble and see the story I created on the shelf.

2) Be a voice actor. This is something I thought would be soooo much fun to do. I'm not the worlds greatest actor though... I guess I could do it if I really tried really hard.

3) Work at a big name in manga like Tokyopop, Viz, or New Type Mag. I don't know what I could do though because I can't translate Japanese to English. Though some day I would like to be able to. (not seeing it in the near future... hehe)

4) Work for an anime company like ADV films or Funimation. Also here I'm not sure what I could do but I would like to know what goes on behind the sceens to dub an anime.

If you have any ideas what I might be interested in terms of this line of work please let me know. Arigato! ^_^

~Ayame~

PS. WOW! Sui-chan you write a lot! Now if only you could write that much for your stories when your on the computer. LOL ^_^

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Ello Here is a question "If you could marry anyone, who you marry?"

Stormia, the wind

Dear Tasuki,

Yeah, in your universe I guess your Miko was a bit looney over Tama-chan but in mine you ended up being the one who always saved the day. You loved me... well, I guess I should say that my Tasu-chan loved me, but now I'm stuck in this strange universe that makes no sense and I don't even have my koi to help me... ~pouts~

My Tasu-chan loved me... and you hate me. Do you see how strange that is?

Pouting Miaka-chan

Dear Tasuki,

Right, right. Sure you didn't love her that's why ya blushed so darkly when ya kissed her. Hikou 'splained that the spell worked only with emotions that were already there. Took emotions that would have been pure and gentle and turning them in to something more sinister.

So not matter what you say, Mr I'm-a-Tough-Bandit-and-I-Hate-Girls, ya did love her even if ya didn't want to admit it.

~Kouji flails helplessly~ Kouji: Genrou! D*mnit! Give a guy a hand!

~V.M. smirks and hugs Kouji tighter~ V.M.: Mine!

~smooches Kouji and laughs when he faints~

Later Gen-chan

V.M. and a smooched Kouji

Dear Tasuki,

... That would be the controler Tasuki... *shows him how to hold it* So which game? Zelda or Racing...?

Adam