Letters Archive
Week Ending December 31, 2009

Dear Hotohori,

-smiles and sits down on the steps in front of the throne looking up at him kind of sadly-

I got myself into a mess Papa... and don't quite know how to walk away. It's so complicated yet, I don't know how to resolve it... I stay awake all night thinking about it and my sleep has all but vanished since this is happening. My folks don't understand no matter how many times I explain it, and since I've met you you've given me such fatherly advice that it's like I can tell you and you'll somehow understand.

-rubs her eyes fighting off tears-

Sadly men have lost their kindness about them father and aren't like you. Heh... I was pretty much a fool to fall for someone who never loved me for me...

Aishizu

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

-nods to Nuriko and sits down hoping they can help in some way-

Okay, so as I'm sure you guys noticed I haven't been around lately, I kinda got myself into a mess of sorts. There was this guy, I met him at a local anime convention... we had talked on the phone and dated off and on for almost a year now going on two. Heh so this guy proposed to me... I of course declined because in my heart it was way to soon to be diving into something like that. So we tried our hand at living together... it went... okay for first four months then things started falling apart at the seams.

He started bashing what I liked and made me feel stupid for some things I like, I of course paid it no mind cause I usually am adapt to bullying. It grows past that... this guy then started downing my family and made me feel like white trash, he was a military child so naturally he was born with a silver spoon in his mouth. Inadequacy is how I felt at this point. Deciding I could no longer take this... rash life and myself having awareness that it was a control issue on his part I left the apartment and moved back in with my parents.

He floated around for two months after then went back to Virginia, thank Suzaku for that. Only we're still kind of dating but our fights are increasing and I feel such pent up resentment that it's lashing out full circle now and I don't know how to control myself, he's telling me that everything is my fault and that I start it all. It's weird because I have proof [Thanks to MSN Messenger and it's ability to save conversations] that I have done nothing of the sort. I'm really just at wits end and hoped that since you all are brothers to me, Hotohori of course being more of my father could give me some advice on how to walk away from this. Heh I'm not the strong willed type though I wish I was...

-looks down a little trying to hide her tears-

Ugh.. maybe I was an idiot...

Aishizu

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Ei!! :) Took you guys a while to come back! Missed ya all! Hm, nothing new, except that our exams were stretched until almost Christmas Eve! *argh* Anyway, I shall bring over the gifts after they have been wrapped. Send my regards to everyone and to CnA-san! ^^ Ciao~!

Sode no Shirayuki

P.S. Sode no Shirayuki (me) <--- addicted to her Bleach anime canon namesake (the REAL Sode no Shirayuki) ^^;;

Dear Chichiri,

Why do you hide behind your mask...? You shouldn't have to. I think you're handsome, as do many other girls. I just love your personality and I think you're soooo awesome. So... will you be my friend? (Please, I'm not trying to scare you, sorry if I sound weird. OK, no sense hiding it. I am weird!!! HAHAHA!!!) Also, I like that power you have where you "freeze" people. Will you teach it to me? :)

Christy

Dear Chiriko,

Spanish I is doing good! I'm passing with A's, not failing any tests, or quizzes, and the oral exam wasn't too hard, nor the written exam! :)

Umm... Yeah. That's all I have to say, for now. I hope u and everyone else have a wonderful Christmas and a Happy New Year!! -Feliz Navidad y Feliz Ano Nuevo! (Spanish for u guys :p)

Brit-Brit

Dear Mitsukake,

So, golf regionals... My two coaches didn't even stay with me for the whole tournament, and I was so mad! They stayed with the senior, and the MVP... e_e I did 109, which isn't too shabby since I've never played there, ever (except to practice, and that was when everyone did horrible and I did fantastic!), and we didn't make state this year... It was a disappointment, but the lowest score was 70 something, and it was muddy, long, and painful...

This golf season has been the best so far for me! I'm "Most Approved" again, for the second year, and I'm proud of it! I knew I was gonna have it again, and I'm gonna practice earlier (in June, and not late July) and hope to take my nine hole match score from 55, to 45, and take my 18 hole match score from 109, to 90-99. That's a HIGH GOAL there, and I'm worried... I think I can do the the 55 to 45, but the 18 hole one is another story... Well, gotta get ready for Christmas over here!! :p Ttyl! :)

Brit-Brit

Dear Hotohori,

Yay! I'm glad u guys are back!! Here's what new:

Talk to u later! :)

Brit-Brit

Dear Chichiri,

What should i name my cat? I thought i should name it after my favorite anime character but i have too many to choose from. and my friend likes you... a LOT!!!! -_-;

Haruki a.k.a. CHOCOBOZ RULEZ!!!

Dear Nuriko,

My hair ALWAYS frizzes, no matter what!!! Even when I use anti-frizz, it still frizzes!!! Do you know any way I can prevent this?

Christy

Dear Chiriko,

Ne, Chiriko-bozu!! *flies towards the young seishi and gives him a tight but non-suffocating hug* It's been such a long time since I've last seen you! How's my little genius been doing? *giggles as she reaches out and pinches his cheeks* You're still as cute as always, ISN'T THAT RIGHT SKULD?! :D

strong>Skuld: *comes out from behind Kelley as a rosy blush appears across her face* T_T Please don't embarrass me anymore than you've already have...

Oh come on, LIGHTEN UP!! That's what the season of giving is all about! Being merry and just having a jolly good time! Oh yeah, speaking of seasons of giving... *cups her hands together as a faint glow of aquamarine shimmers together. A small bottle with a dot of green light flies around inside. A large red bow is tied around the neck of the bottle* This is your present for your birthday! I'm so sorry we never got the chance to start the celebrations... seeing as everything just got into a big pile of mess... *sweatdrops at the thought and laughs weakly* Well this is one of my wish giving traits. A faerie in a bottle! Right before you release the faerie at night, you silently say your wish and it'll automatically come true once you set the little thing free! It probably won't make up for missing out on your birthday but this was the best I could think of... so on behalf of us goddesses, we're really sorry!

Skuld: *bows deeply* We didn't mean to miss it on purpose!

*kisses the top of Chiriko's head* We still love you and next year, for sure, we're definitely make it on time! That's a promise! Anyways, I'm sure Skuld wants to give her your treat by herself so.... *winks* I'll leave you two to yourselves! *poofs away in a puff of smoke*

Skuld: *rubs the back of her neck, the blush never leaving her face* Ummm... ano... HAPPY HOLIDAYS! *holding out her arm, she hands Chiriko a plastic bag decorated with stars filled with a snowy looking confection. Curled ribbons of green and red tie the bag together* It's called puppy chow. Kelley and Belldandy taught me how to make this the other day and I thought you might like it. It's chex mix coated in chocolate, peanut butter, and powdered sugar... I hope you like it unless you don't like sweets... *her blush deepens* >////<

You're favorite Goddesses Kelley and Skuld

Dear Nuriko,

hi-hi, Nuri-chan~! How are you? Wow, it has been a while, ne?

A lot has been happening over the last few months, so I'd like to present to you the good, the bad and the ugly that I have dealt with.

The good: I turned 24 and received some lovely presents... Dad got me two Neoromance Festa DVDs, two Neoromance CDs, a Cafe Kichijouji de CD and the boxset of Gakuen Heaven. Pa got me Land Before Time movies 1-6 and two Beatles CDs. Tash gave me season 5 of Angel on DVD. Jason gave me Yu-Gi-Oh! 5D's cards, and with birthday money I received from Lora and Aunt Wendy, I bought the Loveless boxset and volume 7 of La Corda D'Oro manga.

For Tash and I to celebrate our birthdays, we went to a couple of horror-themed cabaret restaurants: for our shared party, we went to Dribs and Drabs, it was rather amusing, especially when we started singing along to the adults only version of The Twelve Days Of Christmas. For Tash's 21st, we went to Dracula's in Melbourne. That was way better, and the show was just amazing!

I have also been checking out new anime, and have fallen in love with Kuroshitsuji. My fave character is Sebastian, he's just so awesome! I would also like to declare I have finally seen all four of the Neoromance series, I watched Neo Angelique ~Abyss~ seasons one and two after finishing Kuroshitsuji. My fave characters are Rene and Hyuga.

The bad: I underwent mood swings again, not sure what targeted them, but I was even yelling at my grandfather. I apologised to him for that, and explained about my mood swings.

The ugly: Aunt Wendy had a heart attack on my birthday. She's alright now though. She was with Uncle John on a holiday and she started to feel chest pains. Uncle John suggested she go to the hospital as she has had heart problems in the past, but she passed it off as nothing. The pains became worse and she was taken up to hospital. She had two blocked arteries and so had stents (they're like straws to help blood flow through the arteries) put into them and was home that same day (about four days after having the heart attack). We went to visit her this morning, and while she did appear fatigued, she was alright otherwise, and was eagerly awaiting our arrival.

Well, those are the main things that have been happening. I'm going to end this entry with a quick "Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year" if I shouldn't get back to you by then.

See ya, Nuri-chan

btamamura-chan

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

-clears her throat politely-

Before I dive into this mess, I need a sweet young man... whose good with relationship advice.

-looks at the seishi-

Well guy's, anyone wanna help this veteran of your site? XD I need unbiased opinions and you guys are the best I know.

Aishizu

Dear Hotohori,

-sneaks up behind him from behind his throne and gently places her hands over his eyes.-

Guess who? ^_^

[Like you would remember me..? :D]

Aishizu

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

It's been cold and stormy ALL DAY, guys. It's really terrifying--I'm really grateful that we live up in high ground.

See, when I woke up this morning, it was already cold and dark. At 9:00 AM. A little while later, it was still dark, and I was thinking, "This is 10:00?" But boy, did it ever get worse. The rain went on the whole day, and I've been seeing news bulletins of floods ranging from thigh-deep to houses' second stories--some people have had to go all the way up to their roofs. It reminded me of Hurricane Katrina, though I wasn't there. Major roads were closed off, and cars have drifted off--I got teary when I saw a guy on TV who was riding his wheelchair through the flood. Two regions--one being the place where I live--have been placed under a state of emergency. I kept praying for divine intervention and such...

Mom and I are quite lucky to be up in a mountainous part of one province affected by the calamity. The rest of my family's safe too, but my cousin's car got filled with water. Yikes.

SuzakuAngel

Dear Tamahome,

Hi there. Just had to drop by again for this bumper sticker I'd like to share with you--Mom saw it before and would shell out huge money to have it (no pun intended). It's this: "Go ahead, hit me. I need the money."

Hope you have fun with that! ^_^

SuzakuAngel

Dear Nuriko,

hi nuriko-sama!!! i won 3rd place in english declamation in our school... ^_^ i think its enough,,.. can i call you oneechan???

jacky

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

xD So, my class has got six books to choose from for our book report. Those who got "Arabian Nights" were named "Arabian Knights", those who got "Black Beauty", "Black Beauties"... and guess what my group got?

Time's up. It's Moby-Dick. No prizes for guessing how I responded to that. ^^ By the way, I've got sore throat and fever right now... >.<

SuzakuAngel

Dear Tamahome,

*smirks* Hi... no hard feelings, but have fun guessing who's obsessed with whom. xD http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5396045/1/

SuzakuAngel

Dear Tamahome,

Hi Tamahome.. You're my favorite character in Fushigi Yugi.. You're so cute and handsome... (haha) I like you very much!!! ">">">

jeenie (:

Dear Hotohori,

hi emperador hotohori! you're good looking!!

jeenei(:

Dear Chiriko,

hi chiriko.. you're so cute..

jeenie(:

Dear Mitsukake,

hi mitsukake.. i like you're powers. Just help other people who are sick... that's a nice job!!!

jeenie (:

Dear Nuriko,

hi nuriko.. you're very strong... i like you bcoz you look like a real woman..

jeenie (:

Dear Chichiri,

hi chichiri! you're a nice character in fushigi yugi.. hey, uhm how did you get you're powers?

No Name

Dear Tasuki,

hi tasuki.. you're very nice and funny..

jeenie (:

Dear Nuriko,

HI!!! IM JEAN CHO YOU ARE MY MISSING SISTER!! IM HOPE I SEE YOU IN PERSON!!! I LOVE YOU SISTER!!

CHO

Dear Tamahome,

HI! GOOD DAY!! THIS IS RICA TSUKAHARA!! YOU KNOW MY FRIEND FEBY IKIUCHI WE LOVE FUSHIGI YUUGI VERY MUCH I HOPE YOU ARE COME IN THIS WORLD!! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! TAMAHOME PLS ANS THIS LETTER I WROTE THIS IN MY HEART!! LOVE LOTS, RICA I WISH WE'RE MET SOMEDAY YOU'RE MY DESTINY!!!

TSUKAHARA

Dear Tasuki,

IM FEBY IKIUCHI!! FROM PHILIPPINES YOU KNOW ME AND MY FRIEND RICA LOVES THE FUSHIGI YUUGI SO MUCH!! WE VERY ADDICTED IN YOUR MANGA SHOW AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! AND MY FRIEND RICA TSUKAHARA LOVES TAMAHOME SO MUCH THATS ALL!! I HOPE THAT YOU ARE GOING IN THIS WORLD I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU!! YOU'RE MY INSPIRATION!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! (WO AI NI TASUKI)

IKIUCHI

Dear Tasuki,

hey genrou! still remember rei-rei?

aidou

Dear Nuriko,

Hey Ryu, started back into Japanese this week. Hopefully everyone will stay healthy enough so I can get better grades. Since today is Sept 11th. *leaves a lit candle for Jamie*

Docsama

Dear Nuriko,

pls translate this to japanese...

tnx!

qwertz

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

*sigh* The weather's perfect for lazing around, my grades are satisfactory, and I'm sitting with the second cup of chocolate-chip cookie dough ice cream I've had in my life. ^_^ Yay!

SuzakuAngel

Dear Hotohori,

*reluctantly hands your crown back and leans back against the wall* I'm a mess... remember when I told you when I went off the Prozac for anxiety? I'm back on it because I found out that I'm dependent on it.

My body can't produce enough serotonin on it's own, so I have to take a stabilizer like Prozac to keep the levels up. So right now I'm miserable. I'm anxious 24/7, my appetite is down, my sleep cycle is messed up... For now, it's just a waiting game.

I never thought that I was actually born with a deficiency. It never struck my mind that I would be dependent on medication for the rest of my life.

*hugs you* Needless to say, I feel cr*ppy.

Linds

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

*reads your answers to her previous questions* Tasuki, I guessed your major or hobby would be something like mechanics, Mitsukake, I guessed you would drive a van, and Tamahome, I guessed you would drive something like a Honda Pilot.

As for bunking arrangements, Nuriko, I'm surprised you wouldn't choose to bunk with Hotohori. And Mitsukake, I figured you would bunk with Chiriko instead of having the poor guy sleep alone. (you strike me as the older brother type to Chiriko)

I think it would be pretty cool if I ever ran into you guys at De Anza College. Oh well...

Linds

Dear Nuriko,

Yeah, I make sure to take breaks. My fingers cramp up sometimes and I have to give them a rest before playing again for a few minutes.

Of course, I haven't played in a while. I have a serotonin deficiency, and with my serotonin at a very low level (I went off the Prozac for my anxiety and OCD and went back on it recently) I'm always anxious, my sleep cycle is messed up, my appetite's down and I'm having panic attacks more often.

I'm a mess. I can't really do much but wait for the levels to go up. I just hope I can back into sync before my fiction class starts.

Linds

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Okay my best friend and I have been doing these American Idol Reject dares on myspace.com. They're quite hilarious. And everyone needs to answer this question. Okay? Sound good? Let's go. If you can sing any American song there is what would it be? I'm gonna put out some songs for you guys...

Okay those are the song choices I prefer you guys to sing. What would you really sing? Let me know

Shukumei

Dear Nuriko,

uuuuhhhhmmmm...

nuriko-sama... could you translate this to japanese,,,,:

thanks!!

qwertz

Dear Hotohori,

Alrighty, its gonna be a long one...

Everything over here is doing good. Golf has been fantastic! Second yr. and I scored a 57 for 9-holes and 110-for 18! I'm so happy! :) But, i decided to go to regionals, and i have never seen Perry Park at all! yikes... But, I'm gonna go so tht my mom and grandma would shut up saying "it'll make u a better golfer" and "It's a good oppununity for u". yeah, i got another year and they think it's my last year of high school... okay... But, they said they was going to TRY TO MAKE IT, so they better cause I kicked some sorry butt when they are there! :p

School's fine. I almost failed my first Geometry test, but I retook it, and idk wht i got... Better than a 71 i kno for sure. But, smart people have their off days as well...

Umm... The thing with Jacob, it's... distasterrific... His brother got in the middle of the most horrible thing we both ever did, he insitigated me, and his bro knows all about it... yesterday was when we was suppose to go talk everything out over dinner (what the- yeah i know). Luckily, it didnt happen b/c John, jake's brother, had to fix some stuff out, and I sighed happily. I was scared to go b/c i didn't want john to be mad at me. Jacob too, nonetheless... Idk... I was happy, but my grandma wanted to know what was up with me and him (i mean, the yahoos, or the jack@$$es-grandma called them both that) and asked if my mom to watch us. I couldnt even be alone with them, and my family is involved! Yikes... The thing is is that I don't think we're friends anymore... Jacob and I. He doesnt talk to me, if he does, its b/c he HAS to, not because he WANTED to. We dont say hi, or bye after schools started and finished, and it really upsets me. We had an 8 yr friendship, and he had to mess up everything!

I might of loved him, but thats outta the question now. He said that we COULD go out in the future, but, i doubt that now. In chorus, he's with two other guys who are my best friends, he flirts with anything that has boobs! This new girl, Samii (with two i's) is asleep as we was watching some boring movie. Jacob, the daring idiot he is, goes over, leans towards her lips, and she wakes up, scared to death! I would have slapped the jerk, but she's now scared! I told her to be careful with him b/c he's crushing on u and dont let him fall for u. I've told that to every girl, and idk if they listen to me. He's flirting with ninth, tenth, and eleventh grade girls while I SEE HIM DO IT!!! UGH! It makes me mad that he's taking advantage of these girls, who half of them are my friends, and they just laugh, smile, and drool over him! Wht does everyone see in him?!?!?! Men... NO offense to any of u all! :p Since the cats outta the bag, I think I'm just being... crazy. Is he TRYING to make me jealous? B/c i can make him jealous within a heartbeat. All i need is a guy, a pic with him, and his jacket and BAM! I've got a boyfriend and he doesnt have a girlfriend! Thts wht I wanted to do to him, but it's silly, right?

Oh well... I gotta head to bed. At least i got monday off from school. Thank u GOD for LABOR DAY! Time to get my beauty sleep.

Brit-Brit

Dear Chiriko,

I hate Spanish I. I hate it so much I just wanna yell!!!

The first couple of days was fine, it seemed fun. Then came the worksheets. She doesn't like the book, for some freakin' reason, and everytime we get a worksheet, it's in spanish!! wtf!? We don't even kno spanish, and here she is giving us worksheets in SPANISH! We're only teenagers, and we're not borned with this! And, why is it that the ADJECTIVE comes BEFORE the NOUN?! ex-the tall girl -the girl tall la alta chica -la chica alta

And, why is it that if ur a girl, u gotta change the first word, and the adjective, along with the noun, to an A?! I already mastered english (JK), and i gotta learn another language?! I knew I should have taken the online course... dang it...

The only good thing I came out of spanish I, so far is: the alphabet, singing happy birthday, and saying colors. Yep. Nothing fun over here in the eastern half of America... Oh, i mean, Americana, or Estadios Unidos. (Another reason why i dislike spanish I) Sry to take this out on ya, i need to vent and... yeah... I'm just frustrated! We're in I, not II! Geeze... It's giving me a headache...

Brit-Brit

Dear Mitsukake,

Hiya!! Great news: The blisters have healed and its like they was never there before!!! I'm so relieved! And i have regionals at the end of september! yikes... yep... I'm gonna be so exhausted...

Oh well... But, thats basically all the good news I have for u! TTYL! :)

Brit-Brit

Dear Nuriko,

i want to see you and your all friends too you know what i like you very very very very very very very much much much much much

mecho chan

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Oh, they'll build a new one. Though in which mall we're not sure. For now we'll be skating once a month in Mall of Asia. :3 And thanks for the luck wish.

This action-adventure-fantasy thing I'm working on is going pretty well. ^_^ I'm still building up the plot, but I'm happy with it so far.

SuzakuAngel

Dear Nuriko,

hi-hi, Nuri-chan~! How are you? I hope you're well...

I'm feeling alright now, thanks. I guess it was because my great-grandmother's birthday was approaching. She would've been 100 years old on the 3rd of September, she passed away in late-October back in 1996.

I know, right? That is a very amusing mental image! Yep, Canna-san is Randy's seiyuu! *re-reads comment about the wind Tasuki controls and dies laughing*

There are a few FY seiyuu in Angelique: Touma Yumi (Yui's seiyuu) voices Seijuu no Uchuu no Yume no Shugosei Mel, he's a member of the Fire Dragon clan. There was also Seki Toshihiko (Tamahome in the book + CD dramas) as Shinchou no Uchuu no Chi no Shugosei Luva, Tobita Nobuo (Tomo's seiyuu) as Shinchou no Uchuu no Mizu no Shugosei Lumiale, and Iwanaga Tetsuya (Tomite's seiyuu) as Seijuu no Uchuu no Midori no Shugosei Sei-Lan. Um... I write the full titles because there are two main cosmoses in the series, both with their own shugosei (though that doesn't happen for Seijuu no Uchuu until the Etoile storyline...).

They have a lot of wonderful seiyuu in Neoromance series! It's partly because of seiyuu I decided to check them out (with Haruka, I found one of the songs while seeking songs by Seki Tomokazu, Ishida Akira and Hoshi Souichirou). Then, I read a lot of entries about Angelique and decided to check the seiyuu list (Seki Toshihiko, Koyasu Takehito, Yuuki Hiro?! *goes to watch*) and it was almost the same with Corda, though I was unfamiliar with a few of the seiyuu.

I still watch the live events when I can, whether I buy the DVDs or find vids online. I love how in the earlier events, the seiyuu were referred to as "surname-character-first name", but they soon stopped that. I think that may be because the Haruka seiyuu had more characters each time a new game was released (example would be Okiayu Ryoutarou no longer just voicing Akuram, but in Haruka 3 also voiced Hakuryuu and Kokuryuu). An example I would use would be Canna "Randy" Nobutoshi. Also, they only had select seiyuu attending each event, so sometimes they'd have those who were not guests provide voice-overs, either as their characters, or themselves (in the second Neoromance Festa, Seki Tomokazu and Ishida Akira were not guests, but they provided narration for the live drama, not as themselves, but as Tenma and Yasuaki).

Ah... sorry about that, I do tend to go on when talking about Neoromance as you have probably already noticed...

In fact, I'd better stop the letter there before I manage to convince you I'm a Neoroma-fangirl beyond saving. Plus, my family is going out for dinner to celebrate Father's Day (I got Dad a lunchbox with a cooler of his favourite Australian football team, as well as a hilarious keychain of Monty Python) since the actual day will have all places packed and no tables to sit.

See ya, Nuri-chan~!

Btamamura-chan

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Olivie: *watches most of the seishi follow Marcel's example* Hey! Where are you...? *sighs* Not just Marcel-chan, but them too? *turns to remaining seishi* Oh, that would be wonderful~! I have so many plans! Hey, you have great taste in fashion, maybe you could help design some outfits?

Marcel: *hiding with other seishi* That was close... Huh? Doesn't he mind the idea of Olivie-sama putting him in a dress?

Olivie and Marcel

Dear Nuriko,

Well; I've told her numerous amounts of time to call her own boyfriend. And that I'm trying to save money for a car. But it doesn't go through to her thick head. When she has money, she wants to spend it. I don't mind hanging out with her or anything but the whole idea of texting me at 4:00 in the morning or 11:00 at night is ridiculous. Now my other friend since elementary school caught up with me and is doing the same thing except she's texting me weird stuff. I want the text messages to stop! They're annoying!

Shukumei

Dear Mitsukake,

I'm a nervous wreck.

In fact I've been anxious for over a week now. After going off my Prozac for my anxiety and OCD for 6 weeks, I started having panic attacks several times a day.

I went to see my psychiatrist and he notified me on how the Prozac helps serotonin bind to receptors in the brain for a period of about 45 days before it leaves the body. So when I was off the meds for a couple weeks, I felt fine until about the sixth week.

I'm back on the medication, and I'm hoping that it still works. I've heard of cases where people went off Prozac and it didn't work when they started taking it again.

Right now, not so many panic attacks, but my body is still in an anxious state. My appetite is down, my arms and legs feel weak, my palms sweat, and I still have some anxious thoughts in my mind. It wasn't as bad as a few days ago, so maybe it's working?

I'm not really fond of this anxious feeling. Wish it would go away...

Linds

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Whee! How's grad school been so far? I actually remembered that when the week began, so yeah... xD

Four schoolmates of mine and I participated in this World History and Current Events Quiz Bee. We left the school at 8:00 AM and arrived at the venue in 30 minutes. The school was huge! And in my opinion, ridiculously so... there were lots of staircases twisting around the building but which all seemed to lead to the same place. ^_^ We had fun running around and trying to get ourselves lost.

*smirks* Don't give me that look, we did review! Thing is, we were taking pictures and playing Silent Hill while we were at it. There wasn't much to review anyway, 'cause we didn't have many books with us, so we just ended up asking one another questions--Luigi messed around by making some facts up. Ice cream was also involved.

There were nine schools who participated in the contest, but my team alone was... well, shamelessly optimistic. ^^; We kept writing random stuff on the boards while answering questions and relied at some points on our instincts--would have worked, only we didn't trust them all the time. :3 We ended up, obviously, not winning, but it wasn't really our fault! We DO know some stuff about World History and Current Events, what we knew just didn't happen to be the answers to the questions. And, see, all the participating schools were asked to submit questions for the game. Only two were picked out of our list, and most questions came from the host school and a formidable college. >.< It's so unfair I could puke. Maybe they thought they could pick on us because we were newbies--the competition only started last year, and we didn't join until yesterday.

It was all fun, though. ^-^ We're gonna take this thing more seriously next year... and good luck and have fun in grad school!

SuzakuAngel

P.S. The Megamall Ice Skating Rink is GONE, guys. I practically grew up there, what with Mom taking lessons each Saturday of my childhood. Though I got teary and Mom actually cried, we had fun skating on the last day, and--check it out--two new maneuvers! \^o^/

Dear Tamahome,

*shrugs* Made sense at the time. Blades out of knuckles, dagger out of wrist. Bullet wounds heal immediately. Lost memories. I like getting kicks out of this. xD

The Theorizer

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

*mic*Hi! Can I ask you a question? What would you do if you've been reborn into a... (drum rolls) WOMAN?

Curious One

Dear Hotohori,

Wow, I don't know what made me write this fic, but it turned out okay... You've heard the song "El Tango de Roxanne" from Moulin Rouge, right? Anyway, I hope you enjoy it.

Linds

Dear Chichiri,

x__x Today started out pleasant. I spoke with my therapist, and then we picked up a PSP and Dissidia. Happy happy, right? Of course, until I take a break and take care of the horses and find one who's legs are messed up. Guilt trip time. On top of that, I found a roleplay forum I fell in love with, but... I feel like an outcast, because I love Japan...And it's making me miserable. (One member constant uses "weeaboo" and I find it an offensive term.)

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

I have a couple questions for you all, most of them are based on modern world type stuff. Hope you don't mind answering them.

((yeah, just random questions... have fun!))

Linds

Dear Nuriko,

hi-hi, Nuri-chan, how are you? Good? I hope so...

I woke up feeling depressed this morning, but after seeing some very funny Angelique posters someone on livejournal made, I started feeling a bit better.

I wanted to show this to you, it's an AMV I made a little while ago. It's Angelique, focusing on Shinchou no Uchuu no Yume no Shugosei Olivie. The song used is Otome Ranman, your song. For the credits, I used Gold Rush ~21st Century's~, it's Olivie's song from the Twin Collection OVA, and is performed by his seiyuu Koyasu Takehito. I hope you enjoy watching it... even if you're unfamiliar with the characters.

I haven't had much else go on the last few days, so I'm going to cut this letter short today. (Not very talkative either...)

See ya, Nuri-chan~!

Btamamura-chan

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Olivie: *looks over each carefully and nods*

Marcel: ... Olivie-sama...?

Olivie: *claps hands* I just came up with a great idea~! <3

Marcel: *thinks* Is now a good time to panic?

Olivie: *holds up seven red dresses, each of different sizes and styles* If you wear these and some make-up, I imagine all of you would look wonderful~! <3

Marcel: *thinks* Yep, time to panic...

Olivie: *points to Tasuki* Okay, you there with the red hair! You'll be first to try it on~!

Marcel: *turns to seishi* Run while you can, Olivie-sama is serious! Once he gets an idea into his head concerning what people should wear, there's no stopping him! Run away!!

Olivie: Oh, Marcel-chan, you don't have to be so mean... after all, I do find perfect outfits for you, don't I? Oh, speaking of which... *holds up green dress* you just have to try this on~! <3

Marcel: ... Olivie-sama... *backs off and runs away* Quickly, if you don't want Olivie-sama to put you into a dress, follow me!!

Olivie: *sighs* Now, where was I? Oh yes, you with the red hair! Want to play dress-up with me? <3

(What will happen? Will Tasuki allow Olivie to put him in a dress? Will the seishi retreat with Marcel?)

Marcel and Olivie

Dear Nuriko,

You're good at giving advice, so might I ask what's the best way of telling a friend of mine to back off? See after we got together again for the second time she's been driving me nuts with text messaging at 4:00 in the morning, asking if I'm awake. She than proceeds to beg me to go out with her and her boyfriend. I feel as if she's rubbing her boyfriend in my face. I don't have a boyfriend and want one. And the other thing is that p*sses me off is she says she can't make phone calls out well; obviously she can because my phone picks up her calls as missed calls and she can text out. She has me call her boyfriend for her to tell him things. Than later when he's online he tells me he's depressed and fears that he may lose her and I text her and told her and she had the nerve to say if he hasn't already. What kind of friend/girlfriend is that? Than we went to universal city walk, he pays for her meal, and two piercings which were $100.00 each! One on her lip and one on her wrist. Now tell me something Nuri-chan, isn't that using someone in a way? I also need to know how to tell her I'm saving up for a car but she wants to constantly go somewhere and spend money. I keep telling her that I'm trying to save for a car but it doesn't get through to her. What should I do? What should I say? I need help nuri-chan!

Shukumei

Dear Tamahome,

TOOYA IS WOLVERINE! Or Wolverine is Tooya, I don't know...

The Theorizer

Dear Chichiri,

*nods at your answer about being Hotohori* Yeah, I figured. I'd go nuts too if I had to sit in a palace all day with nothing to do. Many people have asked you this, I am sure, but just how in the world do you get your bangs to stand up like that?

Linds

Dear Chiriko,

Hi, sorry if I haven't been talking to you much lately. *sweatdrops* Have you been in the palace several times? (before the series and your appearence in the anime/manga) And if you have, did the palace guards stop you every time because you're so young?

Linds

Dear Tasuki,

I got a quick question for you. If you lived in my world, would you drive a car, or ride a motorbike? (Harley Davidsons all the way!)

Linds

Dear Hotohori,

*gives a playful pout at your " I'm beautiful when I snore" comments* I know you were just teasing me with that. *reaches up and grabs your Imperial Crown and hides it behind her back* Oh, what now, what now? ^^

Linds

Dear Nuriko,

I'm sure he is. Reminds me of how my friend/brother figure Andy likes to pick on me by deflecting my teasing comments. *rolls eyes*

I'm glad you liked my analysis ^^

Ah..hmm... there's nothing to do around here. Well, except maybe to get started on an art trade and not be procrasinating by playing Guitar Hero all day.

Linds

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Today is the school's celebration of Filipino Language Week (Month, actually, but that's the literal translation, and we condensed the celebration anyway). We'll be partaking in a choral recitation contest, and while I haven't really seen the other high schoolers' performances yet, I have a good feeling about my class. Wish us luck! ^_^

SuzakuAngel

Dear Chichiri,

I think the full title is Mobile Suit Gundam 00? The newer one? o3o; (...Sad when I don't even know the name. ;-;~ ) She and I are gonna cosplay Tieria (Me~) and... Neil Dylandy? Or is it Lyle... The first Lockon. D< (She just wants a Haro.)

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

^_^ We won third place in the choral recitation thing! It's not up to my class's usual standards, but it's good enough for me!

See, this is how the day played out: Everyone was in black. Seriously, only the Juniors didn't wear black for their presentation. I was commenting on how much I-Christopher Marlowe looked as though they were going to present a "Thriller" dance number, 'cause in addition to the black, they all wore make-up and had black and white gloves. But their presentation was cool. And so was that of the other freshman section, Rudyard Kipling (mine last year--CM didn't exist before). It was actually more or less a competition among both Freshmen sections and the Sophomores. RK got the gold, and CM got the silver--the Juniors' and Seniors' presentations weren't so polished. But, hey, my classmate won first place in the slogan-making contest! ^^

By the way, I got Mom's digicam confiscated. *sweatdrop* But it wasn't entirely my fault! See, I asked G-chan to take a picture of someone for me since I knew she was the only one who could take it for me. Thing is, they saw us, and the camera went straight to the office with a dozen other gadgets. But right there and then, I had a plan: Use what little acting skills I had to cry over the camera and get it back. And you know what? It actually worked. Everyone but one got their things back. xD

Sooooo, yeah, that's pretty much it. :3 See ya soon guys!

SuzakuAngel

P.S.Awww, dang. It's the end of the month. *hugs everyone* Ganbatte... again. x3

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

my mom did said that i should ignore them but its not working... how i wished tasuki was there when they are bullying me... teachers??? well i did told them but i think they just shrugged it off because until now they aren't doing anything... what should i do??? wahhhh,..

jam2