Letters Archive
Week Ending November 26, 2007

Dear Chichiri,

How're ya doin?

Moi

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hey all just me again, I'm in math class right now and I got like 2 or 3 minutes to type Weeee lol so hows you all? I'm okay I got kidney stones AGAIN -_- well my birthday is monday and I'm always sick on my birthday so I'm not TOO surprised but ohsy well lol. Sooo... Hmmm... This weekend some of my friends are going to florida as a band thing so I'll be all alne lol. This keyboard SUCKS lol but ja this weekend I'll probably be playing a lot of FEAR and Halo :D WEO but yeeeeaahhhh... One more class left then time to go home WOOT but omg sherman went looking for me yesterday, he like climbed over our feence luckily dad got him back ^^ well I better get going so I'll ttyal maybe write in again tonight well toooodlies :D WORT WORT WORT lol

The Nachoknot

Dear Tasuki,

hey, havent talked with you guys in a while! =3 how have you been tasuki? i almost completely stopped liking FY lol im more of a D.N.Angel and Mirage of Blaze person now lol *sighs* im kinda bored... *huggles tasuki and kisses his cheek lightly* i misseded you!!! *huggles again*

(chibi)-Miyoko_Synthetika-(neko){Collered_by.and.loves_Javier}

ps: i changeded my name cuzz i dun remember what it was before! :P you can call me Miyo haha sorry for the long name lol

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

aww. thanks for all the reply you've sent. i was really touched. im sorry for having some of you offended with my letters.. im sorry. :)

kat

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Goody, goody! ^_^ So anyway, we had rehearsals the ENTIRE day at school for our Quarterly Awards Day, and it had me finish half of my jug of water in a margin of one or two hours--we were dancing so exuberantly that my legs hurt by the end of the rehearsals for "We're All in this Together." I thought I was going to get sick... urgh.

AND so, our Honors were announced as well... I was awarded as Most Proficient in Science and Spelling (how DARE they exclude English? I'm sorry about this, but I'm the most fluent! THE MOST FLUENT! *coughs* Ahem... sorry...) and First Honors! Whee! But this time, I have a twin--Lilian, constant Second Honoree... ah well, doesn't hurtto share the glory, ne?

And so, Storm Watch--it's been cold the entire day we've had a lot of heavy rains--including now! See ya...

SuzakuAngel

P.S. Tasuki, please, I really need to borrow that thing, it's cold here. *yanks tessen from Tasuki; fingers it* And yes, redhead, I CAN activate it. Look at your boots. *points to Tasuki's boots, which have just started burning*

Dear Hotohori,

Yeah, I know. Went in the other day and my cast comes off next week ^^ So WOOT.

Kaori: And he's in a GREAT mood. He's only had a fever once in the past month, so we're hopin' for a good year ^^ He misses enough school. OMG though!! Korin like... attacked me the other day! I was givin' Taki a nuggie and she hopped over from where she was and PECKED me.

I laughed so hard I could have had milk come outta my nose ^^ I feel so loved.

Kaori: Yer bird is obsessed with you.

She knows I'm blind ^^ She protects me from you... Evil sister.

Kaori: Hey now, I do a lot for you ya lil freak ^^

Uh huh... BUt I need to go do some homework for school sooo I'll ttyl.

Kaori: *Smiles a lil* Yeah, we get to go see Naomi and Tsukasa this weekend. She's doing really well and wanted me to tell you all. She's having MAJOR morning sickness though, but other than that, she's fine. And Kanji did the most remarkable thing apparently, but I'll let her tell ya about it ^^ I gotsa go though ^^ Soo ttyl! ^^ *pokes you then skips off ^^*

Takemaru and Kaori

Dear Hotohori,

*glances at the door, sees him doing state paperwork, enters the room anyway*

Sumimasen for the late night intrusion, onii-sama... I see you're busy at the moment, but may I ask you a question? Well, you see, I've been snooping around Youtube a while ago, and I saw this cool FY music video where in you were singing with Tasuki, Tamahome and Chichiri, but I can't remember the title anymore. Anou... what's that song called, and where can I download it?

That's all I have to ask. Thanks for listening, and oyasumi! *bows*

Sode no Shirayuki

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Whoopsiedoodlymackerels, I almost forgot... Ayame-san, I care. My birthday falls on week 10 of school as well, see.

So... Happy Birthday, Tanjobi, Feliz Cumpleanos, Joyeux Anniversaire, Gluckwunsch zum Geburstag, Sheng-ri Kuai Le, Maligayang Kaarawan! (No matter how belated it is.) That's how much I care--I even had to get my almanac just for the sake of writing some of these. ^_^

SuzakuAngel

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Ohh... okay! Who got the most kicks out of frightening kids? One of the Troublesome Three, I presume? (You guys know who you are.) During the party, I didn'y actually frighten people, I just bugged the alumni, batches '06-'07. So, yeah...

Thank you for such wonderful greetings... Anyway, we found this cute little kitten whom I named Neko, seeing as I was completely devoid of ideas (come on, it was evening!). It's a girl, so Mits and I could be in-laws (hehe, kidding! Curse these barriers of possibility...), and she's out in the hut in the garden now, playing with a towel and some crochet yarn in a basket I provided (actually, I provided ALMOST everything she now owns). Her eyes are in a range from blue to gray (sounds like some guy! ^_^), and... she's just so cute. The poor thing's crippled, though.

We had this table-setting project, and we did a sort of garden fusion (inspired by a magazine and a stylist), and we got a perfect score of 95%. Whee! I missed you all so much. *group hug*

SuzakuAngel

P.S. In a desperate attempt to be able to write my gaiden/fic, I started reading your gaidens, and I just have to admit... after reading Yukiyasha Den, I just felt that I would never see Fushigi Yuugi the same way again, it made me so... shaky. o_o Quite a coincidence that I was in the middle of Ep 33 when I read that? About Shugyoku Den-- OMG. About Suzaku Hi Den-- aww. I have yet to read the others.

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Oh O.K Thanks anyway for "Watase Yuu Perfect World". I really tried to find books which would explain a role playing game of FY- but not much luck there. Since there are two companies publishing the same guides of FY, written by John Rateliff, there is a chance to make a mistake and get the wrong edition. Three books that I have only future the game and episodes from 1 to 44 along with the characters of FY. They say that the fourth guide mostly explains the life of the characters in their novels, but I.ve been unable to find it anywhere. Thank you very much for all your help! With love of Suzaku.

Luniana*)*(*

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hey yall just me again, my day today was pretty good, sept I went to make up that math test and omg that was HARDDDDD but I did the best I could so thats all that counts ^^ but yeah I played F.E.A.R. for a bit today and GOD that game is freaky lol XD oh well then today I calculated in my chem class how much water I used water I used this weekend and it was only about 425.5 gallons which yes is alot but it was the lowest in the class so it was pretty cool ^^ Then lets see, well I'm pretty much done with my project for art, though I gotta work on another one tomarrow also >:P lol ohsy well. Oh and the whole thing with Suiren, I guess she's acting all b*tchy because we were playing ditch at my halloween party and I spent 20 minutes explaining the rules and explained them a bit more before we played and even when we were playing, she made a big fuss outta that and she was complaining we were always at out base, well me and elise did walk around and run around a bit and we both have breathing problems mine a bit more severe so I had to take it easy at base once in a while, so then brice was on her team an he said he was getting bored because they're making him do all the running around. So that ticked me off then after Elise told me what Suiren said about caring about her friends its like "how are you caring about us if you're completly ignoring us" then I found out Heather A. told me that she said she wasn't mad at her (heather_ any more and heather told me the only reason why she was mad at her was because she hung out with us -_- I told my parents all of this and my dad told me this "if she's going to act like a child she isn't allowed at a party here anymore" and my mom... Oh my mom is MAD at her. I will of course give her another chance if she wants to apologize I mean I knew here since pre-school or kindergarten but what ever, there's a lot of people mad at her now or w/e and if she reads this thats okay with me.. But anyway anything else new? umm nope well I'm gonna go now so ttyal :D

The Nachoknot

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Monday, November 12, 2007. 4:55 PM.

Alright, alright, hold on there min'na! There's some serious air we gotta clear here.

So things were goin' okay. H3ll I was even bein' nice an' smiley t' 'er even though I still felt betrayed an' outcast. THEN came NachoKnot's Halloween Party. Normally we all have a pretty good time there, I've gone every year without fail an' enjoyed it as best I could. I kept tryin' t' talk t' Ila whether if it was with direct conversation, a quick comment, 'r just restin' my head on 'er shoulder fer a while (an' hey that was the first time in a long while where I could touch her without gettin' snapped at).

Everythin' seemed t' be goin' great until we began this ridiculously confusing game of what I can only assume was a variation of "hide 'n go seek tag". Apparently we had to go after each other, with no one team bein' it, an' of course ya had bases that were deemed safe. First of all, how the h3ll is that really gonna work out?! Whaz t' stop the teams from just sittin' cozy at their bases fer hours?

Of course that's what Ila's team did while mine wandered around the perameters of the playin' field. I ended up at the nearby park an' waited. Waited. Waited. Waited. No one ever came lookin' fer me so I ventured back 'round the other team's base t' rile 'em up an' get someone chasin' after me 'r somethin'! H3ll I was all by myself an' the minute I began to run even a lil they retreated back t' base camp.

Am I the only sane person who sees the impracticality of this game?! I was mad by that point, so I resorted to tauntin'... speakin' my thoughts nice an' loud so they could hear an' maybe get the picture. Then the typical reaction from Ila, "snappy snappy snappy" at me. Given my tone, I deserved it, but I guess I still have the inability to understand the stupidity of the set rules for such a game. A game like that cannot be won, at least not the way we were playing it. I had fun at first, but after everyone just decided to chill at base fer the rest of the night I got a lil ticked. (Okay, very ticked.)

Then after gettin' mad an' speakin' my mind I get easily upset. I went back t' my base then t' see how'd they like it, but I only ended up cryin'. An' here's the real kick in the balls (if i had any), everyone just walked right past me as they went in t' start movies. The cryin' position ain't exactly inconspicuous an' only one person didn't ignore me. All my "so called friends" paid me no mind 'r even bothered t' talk this out with me. I felt like I wasn't even there. I ain't been ignored when I'm cryin' fer so long it was almost a sick nostalgia.

Only one person stopped and asked if I was okay, and I didn't even know her besides her first name. She was the one who comforted me an' let me had a before-end-of-the-term breakdown against her shoulder. That's how you know who your true friends are. A sincere friend CARES about their buddies even if they've had a bit of an attitude.

So I went in the house after I finished my water works, only I couldn't do it. I couldn't get my "i'm okay" act together so I moped. I hate doin' that but when ya feel like ya've been back-stabbed it's hard t' smile. The girl who comforted me ended up takin' me home (i didn't have a ride) early. It seemed t' me that my presense was no longer desired at that party anyway an' cryin' makes me tired.

It was that night that I decided enough is enough. I haven't sat by my "friends" or talked to my "friends" since that night, but I did know I'd have to face Ila in homeroom. I sat in the corner kinda away from everyone else an' I hoped t' god she wouldn't come over by me. I really didn't want to talk to her because I knew the only thing outta my mouth would tick 'er off. I hoped, I prayed, I begged in my head but seein' as I'm the only A-B last name "friend" of hers in our homeroom, she sat down right across from me an' asked me how my weekend was.

I could have faked a smile an' lied. My weekends are never long enough or any fun so I already hated the question. I really do hate it when people ask me that, my response is always the same an' that gets borin' fer me. Self control when my emotions take over is nearly impossible. She had back-stabbed me again an' now she was tryin' t' act nice t' me when she hadn't even apologized fer the party?!

I'm a little kid, I know, but I can't be the bigger man (woman technically) an' apologize first. I know my errors but I'm not sure Ila knows hers. If I apologize first, what's to stop her from snappin' at me again? That's why I don't like t' apologize. What if they're still mad at me? What if they don't wanna work things out?

But during these past few weeks without my usual social crowd I got t' thinkin' it's pointless. We always seem to end up fightin' nowadays. I ain't never gonna have a best friend again but big deal. I survived elementary an' most of middle school on my own an' I can do it my senior year of high school as well. I've been hangin' 'round with the lower classmen an' that's actually goin' good. They seem t' look up t' me an' value my opinions which is a real big boost fer me. I like feelin' useful an' that was a feelin' I just wasn't gettin' with my "friends".

It's still depressin' tho' so I pop a few extra pills t' make everythin' better an' all goes okay. The only thing I have to worry about now is endin' up in a class with 'em. Runnin' away doesn't solve anythin' but I see it more as avoiding conflict. If I want peace, I'm just gonna hafta let it all go... even though it hurts so much. But like I said, meds make it better.

I ain't cried over it since the party an' that's actually pretty good fer me. I'm gonna be eighteen in about four months; an adult. I can't waste my time cryin' anymore.

An' on a last note, I know it's Ila's right as a human bein' t' do what ever she wants but I don't see why she bothers writin' in here because she's not into FY anymore. She dropped Fruits Basket an' other stories as well an' has completely shunned out any new series I try to introduce my buddies to. (I am really the only one who loves Bleach?! C'mon!)

Well, that's my defense. I have my right to be upset, as does Ila, but we're both at fault. Even though my mouth wants to make everythin' her fault, I know my sayin' sh*t like that is part of the problem. She wants t' b*tch slap me, fine. I don't care. So long as I can slug 'er right back fer all the sh*t she's put me through these past two years. I won't pretend to be okay with any of this.

I'm still hoppin' p*ssed when ever I think about it, but it's okay, at least I know I'm being honest with myself which is something I still question about Ila. Or perhaps this is her true identity an' I have no reason to idolize 'er anymore. I'm not 'er twin anymore, but gods it was great when I was; thinkin' the same things an' then freakin' out cuz we "read each other's mind". Ah the good times. That's what I gotta remember, because in a way, she saved my life. Gods only know where I'd be if I hadn't met 'er. Chances are I mighta followed through with a suicide attempt... heh.

Oh well, the hero saved me then walked away t' let me live my life with open eyes. The story's come to an' end. I'm on my own now.

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Yeah, I guess so. We're just too different of people now I think. She's all into the anime thing, and I'm slowly growing out of it. I mean, I still like it and all, but I'm not so into it anymore. Guess that's just a part of growing up. *shrugs* Oh well, I have other friends and I hope she does as well. Other than that, I've been in a great mood ^^ Leave for Florida in less than a week. Sheesh, I'm gonna be 18 soon... Where'd the time go, eh? lol ^^

Ila

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hey all just me, my weekend was pretty good, went b-day shoppin' and I remember reading a letter a lil back and you all were saying grow outta anime and manga. Well I started liking anime ever since I was a little kid like 5 or less years old, I always thought I'd stick with it, but y'know I was going to get a new manga book and I reliezed that a lto of the stories I either hate or they're all some how the same. Usually when I was younger anything that LOOKED like anime got me excited now I honestly don't care. I mean I still like it but reading it doesn't really declare that as reading to me, cuz its pretty much a long paragraph worth of words, I'll still watch anime but I don't like popular animes at all. So then I went to game stop, I was gonna get Halo cuz I LOVE halo but I didn't and nothing tickled me into buying it, seeing a lot of games are alike. Then I went to get a new weapon, that didn't happen cuz I relized I don't need another. So all I got was a transformers bumble bee Tee shirt Trasnformers the movie, then today I went to wallmart and bought the game F.E.A.R and omfg that is SCARY I was SCREAMING while playing it but its fun ^^ lol But yeah I think another way I'm changing is all I use to draw is manga and what not, but now that I know I can draw life like pictures, anime is just too easy and boring for me now, I mean yes I still WILL draw it but I don't know I'd rather challenge myself, and I'm not saying anime sucks its just I'm losing interest. Cuz lets see I'll be 18 in about what 8 days?! And my dad told me the older the get the more your interests will change, and I'm glad I'm changing because its a sign of me getting mature and what not. What else? Hmm... Well I gotta finish eating my ramen and go and finish me homework so have fun y'all lol I'm gonna head to bed early cuz I'm in a bad mood and I have to make up a test tomarrow after skool... OH before I ferget I found out my art teacher has cancer :( I donno what kind but I hope she'll be okay.. But ja toodles

The Nachoknot

Dear Chichiri,

Well... He broke up with me... Told me he's gay... I cried for a while, was upset, and then found out my best gal pal has a crush on me... I kinda like her a bit, too... So now, I guess, we're together... We won't rush things. And a lot of my dreams are now gone. I kinda find it funny. If he ever even wanted to get back with me and I was still with her, that would be fun to explain. We both ended up going to the same sex. >-> I still want to severely injure him. >->

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Tamahome,

*sigh* I thought I had a great fic-slash-gaiden idea, seeing as I felt that there was still somehing lacking from the FY Gaidens list on Wikipedia, so there.

But the ever-carelessly silly moi forgot about the other Gaidens being in trouble of intersecting wrongly with my creation, and now I am stuck in extensive research of each Gaiden to see if I can make it work, something that is hard on my part because I can only use the Internet and not the novels themselves because the bookstores here in the Philippines are in a state of zero FY Gaiden stocks (but there is the entire set of Genbu Kaiden... o_O).

Ah well... maybe I should move on and start my other unwritten fic. This really sucks, I've been planning the ending of this thing for a long time... and it's REALLY cute. T^T I feel so sad...

SuzakuAngel

P.S. On the other hand, I can entirely ruin the plots and just get on with my creation, ne? There won't be much trouble, anyway, seeing as it takes place only at one point in FY time. *flips platinum coin in the air* Because... I don't know... *flips it again* it seems to be my only solution... *flips coin again*

Dear Chichiri,

I'm trying to justify the breakup, other than him being gay of course. I've been crying on and off since it happened. I still love him... But this new relationship and all... Why can't this just be a dream? At this point, I'd settle for it being a sick joke! I love my girlfriend and all, but... I'm so confused..

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Nuriko,

hi Im tasha, I have a dark red dress with black roses... (eye shadow) my friend says go with a bright red but my mom says blood red... I say black. What do you think??

And this is for a movie premire my boyfriend's taking me to...

Please tell me soon it's in 3days!!

I have to go bi bi

Tasha

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

My birthday's on Tuesday.

It's depressing.

Not only is it me being a year closer to dying, it's a birthday that's shared by lord knows how many millions of other people (9 months from Valentine's Day, if you do the math), and it also falls during week 10 (out of 10, plus a half a week for finals) of my school's term.

No one will care.

Ayame

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hi minna!

So here I am again- in front of my computer, researching for this article I'm supposed to write for our school newsletter- and also for a school project. *headache, headache...* (Why do teachers want to torture students who just had their semestral break? It's so unfair!) And since I'm here, I decided to drop by.

I wanted to write to you individually, but I'm on a one-hour limit right now. I have to make the most of it if I want to finish my work right away. Here:

To Hotohori: Arigato for the information on Koyasu-san! And I was able to watch Bleach 146 and 147 to, well... confirm. *bows happily*

To Tasuki: So it's okay, then? I'm forgiven? Yatta! (I promise never to do that again- I'll tell Rukia-sama to freeze Ichigo right now!)

To Nuriko: Long time no see! I don't know if I have thanked you for your 'advice' on my shampoo problem, but thanks again!

To Chiriko: Hi Webmaster-sama! Arigato for making this site! Please say hello to CnA-san for me! *Kyaa he's so kawaii, isn't he?!*

To Chichiri: So, what would you say if I team you up with Miroku from Inu-Yasha and make Senna (Bleach: Memories of Nobody) your student? Ah... no, never mind. Just don't cast a spell on me, 'kay? *runs away*

To Mitsukake: Konnichiwa! *looks up* H-he's so tall... I'm sure I look like an ant to him...

To Tamahome: *hands over 100p, converted to 10 ryu* Sorry, that's the only money I have. Now my allowance for November is gone, but I really need to ask you a question so it's worth the sacrifice. And so, is Hikari a boy or a girl?

Now I'm done, gotta go. See you! *bows*

Sode no Shirayuki

Dear Tasuki,

bwahaha, i found your pocket bishounen and i might say that if you jst preferred to be a girl, you'll be prettier that nuriko and hotohori. haha peace out!

kat

Dear Chiriko,

hi, your site rocks. what a brilliant mind you have. can you please tell me what your real name is? i know that suzaku warriors aren't real. hahah.

kat

Dear Tasuki,

nyahaha, i saw tamahome in bikini pic and it was gorgeous. since i love you so much, wait for my fanart of you wearing a bikini and with your precious fangs emphasized. hahah.

kat

Dear Chichiri,

can i ask you a favor? i know this might be a tough one, but can i have an mp3 download of your song blue freedom, white hope, with Tasuki? just give me a site and it will be very much appreciated. arigato!

kat

Dear Mitsukake,

hi! you are cute and quite mysterious. have you ever felt 'something' to Suzaku no miko? thanks.,

kat

Dear Tamahome,

hey tamahome, i have gold coins here, do you want some.. ill give them to you if you tell me that you love me.. haha kidding.. i just to say that im amazed on how you protect Miaka and oyur family at the same time.. now, give me 2 ryou and i'll praise you more.. :D

kat

Dear Chichiri,

woah chichiri, i like your 'no da' thingy. may i have your permission to imitate you and use no da too? thanks, no da. :)

kat

Dear Hotohori,

waaah hotohori, you are really gorgeous, in fact, i have a crush on you and you are favorite suzaku warrior. can i meet you in person? i look like Miaka and maybe you'll forget her if you see me. :)

I'M JUST KIDDING!

P.S: to 'CHIRIKO' who made this site, i thank you for making FY fans believe that you're somehow real. to tasuki,, your fangs are gorgeous.. i mean it.. haha.. now can you tell me im annoying? :)

kat

Dear Tasuki,

ei tasuki! i've read many fanfics about you and chichiri, as well as with Nakago.. that really annoy me. haha.. anyway, i just want to say hi.. san you give me a hug when there's a chance?

yuichan

Dear Chichiri,

hey i have this big crush on you.. haha.. what are the things that you like in a girl?

shokachan

Dear Chichiri,

what does -san, -chan, -ren and those other &*%&&* suffixes right after names mean? example, yui-chan?

kat

P.S. can you please let Tasuki read this message. I'm sure he'll be surprised that he has a female version of him.. and that is &*%&* me.. :) domo!

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hi. Well, it's nearing the end of another week, now, isn't it? Well, it is. XD

So... CnA-san's and your Halloween pics are better than ever. For maximum enjoyment, I'll try to forget I'd seen the latter before. But the Halloween party must have been cool. (And they say children's parties are the best?) And, I don't know why I'm mentioning this, but I'm typing with my eyes mostly on the monitor. I'm just so proud of it, lol...

SuzakuAngel

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hay! Sorry I have not been here for a while, but this is probably because I didn't have any questions. Well now I have only one. While I was updating my web site I realized that I don't have enough Info on you, so I bought Genbu Kaiden Art Book, The Art of Fushigi Yugi (manga), and Fushigi Yugi Ultimate Fan Guides (BESM-edition) #1,2, and 3, but I couldn't find any more. Due to that I'd like to ask you if there are any other fan guides or books published in Japanese or English of Fushigi Yugi written by John Rateliff or any other author. And where can I get them? Thank you very much. By the way my site will have a total make over soon so don't forget to check it out: www.Suzakuden.com

Luniana*)*(*

Dear Hotohori,

She does, but I'm not 3 anymore.

Kaori: Yeah, but you don't like getting fully dressed when it's cold like you should be doing. (he likes to just wear his sweatshirt, no coat -_-)

^_^

Kaori *smacks him*

HEY! What was that for?!

For being an idiot.

... You stole that offa the Amanda Show -_-

It's true though!!! I gotta get his butt ready to go to school so talk to you later.

Takemaru and Kaori

Dear Nuriko,

There is boy at Parkholme school that I really like as a friend or as a boyfriend. And I don't know how to get Alfonso to like me what can I do to get him to notice me.

AMIE LEE

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Yup. We have 5 deer to make it from, so we're all set here.

But i just haven't had a good day... Was alright but then I went to homeroom and I asked Suiren how she was and she got all b*tchy at me when I was trying to be nice. *shakes head* I just don't get her anymore (I do'nt care if she reads this, to be honest, I don't care if she writes things in about me anymore) We used to be such good friends too. To be honest, I think the only thing that held our friendship together was FY... I hate to say that, but I think that's why we were friends as long as we were... And I've tried being nice to her, but she knows how to push my buttons and what she said to me this morning P*SSED me off. She told me "At least I care about my friends... sincerely" If I wasn't in school, I probably would have b*tch slapped her. She apparently doesn't see me when my best bud is sick and I don't know how she is. She's not in my life anymore, she can't say stuff like that, but if she wants to be a b*tch about things, fine, I"ll let her. I've tried helping, I"ve tried being nice, I don't know how to be around her anymore. I can't say anything without her snapping at me, so what ever. She doesn't want me in her life anymore, then fine. I"m just gonna leave it at that, she wants to talk to me about it, she can, I don't care, but she's not gonna be getting mch from me anymore. And if you wish, words of advice would be helpful because I don't know how to handle being around her anymore. Best thing my dad told me was to just stay away from her and if that's what has to be done, then so be it. But I'm gonna go listen to my music and just not do anything, so bye.

Ila

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hello... *huggz* So anyway, we're back to school, and today was rather... dragging... We got our exam results back, and I must say, they're not that bad. ^_^ I feel a lot better now.

I got myself a new phone last Sunday-- it's a Sony Ericsson K310i, a wonderful choice, and I'm so proudly happy that I picked it. It's got my long-lost love, the MusicDJ, A.K.A. the composer, super-clear videos and images, cute frames for imaging, 15MB worth of memory, and a texting copy-and-paste feature, which is cool. Yay me!

Soo... what exactly did SuzakuAngel do on her last day of vacation? Well, my grandma got the same phone as I did, we went to SM Megamall (one of the 10 biggest malls in the world. All hail!), and I became a lector for the Anticipated Children's Mass in the Chapel of the Eucharistic Lord--such an honor, and I am so proud to have been chosen.

And now... to Sode no Shirayuki-san: This is just so great, ne? Forever, kapatid! ^_^

SuzakuAngel

Dear Chichiri,

Not like that. XD He was joking about a picture of Rae-kun he was threatening to take. Which has led Amber, myself, and Rae-kun to question Ari's sexuality. >-> Though, when he talked to me, he was practically shouting that he liked Rae-kun. No straight guy I know sits there and talks about another guy saying how hot he is, how smart he is... Nor do they joke about getting a naked picture of them. (This was the joke. >->) So now, Rae-kun is nervous in the showers BECAUSE of Ari.

I also found out, my boyfriend is a wuss when it comes to horror movies. Should prove interesting seeing as I absolutely love them. I made the unfortunate mistake of mentioning a few horror movie titles to Ari... Poor, poor Rae-kun... I need to just shut up for a change. Before my boyfriend suffers a bad case of insomnia.

ANYWAY! Ari told me Rae-kun is always talking about me, saying how smart and pretty I am. To pretty much anyone around... Its so sweet and embarrassing. ^^;; I have officially made peace with his love of Halo. But this does not mean I have made peace with those games. No force strong enough in this world could get me to play them. Just watch, one of these days he's going to make me try them. >-> I don't think I could say no... -frown-

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Tasuki,

*throws Cheetos at* o.o

Ayame

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

hello everyone. WEll, opener day of buck season was yesterday and I came out victorious at 10 to 8 :D I got a little 3 pointer and my dad and I were both rather shocked that we saw a deer that early because we SPOOKED 'em outta there when we climbed up the mountain of DOOOOOOOOOOM. And the best thing was, my dad shot his buck 8 minutes after I did ^^. But he's got me beat. He shot a nice 8 pointer. Then I was on my own for gutting it out... I had ta drag it down the hill (thank the gods it was DOWN) and I had fun figurin' out how ta do that, but I did good ^^ So we came home with 2 bucks yesterday. Uncle Don didn't get one muhwhaa ^^

This morning though... omfg am I SORE. It hurt soooo much to get outta bed this morning and down the stairs. THankfully I didn't have to go today though since I got my deer yesterday ^_^ But I saw SO many of them! I saw 15 deer total yesterday. And the last couple I saw were twins (they were younger) and they walks RIGHT past me and didn't even know I was there ^^ SO I watched them then went bk to the house and ja, twas a good day ^^ I'm gonna go though so ttyl!

Ila

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

I dunno why, but I love this. Seems like something Tama-neko might pull.

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

^^ Chichiri, I have been happier than ever recently. The reason being is that I have been constantly talking to my boyfriend. Things have just gotten much better! Admittedly, I recently met Ari.. >->; Though he's told me a few good things, too. ^^ And he was joking around at one point... Something Rae-kun didn't find funny. XD I still think its funny.

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

WEEEEEEEE We got sherman he's sooo CUTE :D :D He's supose to be my dad's dog but he hates dad pretty much lol ^_^ thats okay though ^^ I gots some pics up and then I have to show you a funny ^^ But yupyup I'm feeling better today for the most part I've been getting dizzy spells and everything, like wed I was supose to go to skool, that never happened, but I did go on thursday and I did my Final in math which I'm sure I did pretty good on and my AM Gov. test I think I did okay on. Then I got one grade report and thats fer me world lit class and I gots an A in it ^__^ Best grade in the class SCHWING lol hmmm any thing else new? Well Twiny is out hunting today so I gotta find something to do till dad gets home from work then we're going to watch Transformers cuz we heard thats a pretty good movie. Hmm... What to do. Well I'm working on a drawing of master Chief from halo and god D*mn he's hard to draw!!! ARGH lol but I got the outlining done and just need to finish up the shading. So I can work on that and I think I'm gonna make mac and cheese today. When I was sick I couldn't eat anything but mint ice cream or I'd get SICK lol so now I want mac and cheese!!! lol OH then yesterday we went to wally world (walmart) and I got these REALLY cool x-mas decorations, they're reindeer that are like 8 inches tall and the outside is like a black felty material, I saw them and fell in love w/them XD I just had to get them lol ^^ SOOOOoooo Then they HAD to be playing x-mas music there and now I'm getting all excited! I want it to be 7 days from now cuz we're going to rochester to do my birthday shopping cuz thats the only sat this month that will work then I want it to be 16 days from now cuz then it'll be my b-day ^^ THEN I want it to be the day we get the x-mas tree then I want it to be x-mas break lol XD Oh yeah, thanks givin' in there too lol Well ja heres the links ^^ Sherman pics:

Then the funny:

You might have to click them to make them bigger ^^ Well I'm gonna go do something now so toooodles :D

The Nachoknot^^

Dear Tasuki,

No- I'm really really really sorry about that. *bows, thaws Tasuki, then bows again* There- feel better now? *smiles*

Actually, I didn't want to show this to you, but... orders are orders.

*holds up a drawing pad*

"I've been watching FY for quite a while, and I've noticed that you were a hothead most of the time- getting angry easily, so I decided that you could use some help cooling down. I only freeze people if I have a reason to- if I were really annoyed, I'd freeze that Ichigo instead. (Speaking of which, you do look alike. It must be your hair color...)" -Rukia

*puts down pad* I have to go. Please tell Heika onii-sama hi for me. *bows*

Sode no Shirayuki

Dear Hotohori,

It's All Saints' Day today, so my dad, my brother and I spent the entire morning in the cemetery (Just thinking of it up to now gives me the creeps!). We prayed (of course), offered flowers and candles, then we chatted while eating lunch. It was very hot, and there were so many people! Result: Very tired. And I missed this week's Bleach episode! Just great. *groans*

Never mind that. I can tell my dad to download it for me tomorrow. Anyways, I heard that your Japanese seiyuu (voice actor) Koyasu Takehito is voicing a character in Bleach! *eyes twinkling* Is it true?! *regains energy*

Hm, nothing else. Better get to sleep- I still have to finish the rest of the take-home assignments from school. Oyasumi! *yawns, then slumped on computer*

Sode no Shirayuki

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

YEAH! All hail the Pink Spice DUMBLEDETTE! WHOO YEAH! This is soo amazing... I've been loling like crazy since I found out... waahaa, something to make my day. Although if you're against the coming out, sorreh... O_O

Anyway, I didn't feel good about my grades this last semester. I don't feel like I did well at all, something to make me edgy on my sem break, the last day of which will be Sunday... *sigh* However, I finally finished chapter 14 of my ficcie! I'm more than halfway through!!! I am SOO happy... tissues, please...

Right now, I am checking out the PhiSci website to see if I passed, which I higly doubt due to my ever-enemy, Math... and... AND... the results aren't there yet. T^T I am nervous.

Have a good All Saints' Day. And in advance for All Souls' Day, I wish to express my sympathy to all the dead and the affected... RIP Yuiren, Kourin... *babbles on and on* ((A few minutes later)) ... the canary Nakago killed, every single fishie you and Miaka ate... hmm... the tiger in the forest from episode 10 must be dead by now... the horses you used on your quest for the Shinzahous, incuding the one Tasuki stole food from... *And goes on and on, until every single dead guy, creature and plant from FY and the real world, including every dead Seishi, is mentioned XD*

SuzakuAngel

Dear Tasuki,

Hey!! You don't know Nnoitra? He's one of the Espada Arrancar in Bleach, and I just can't accept that your seiyuu will be voicing that super-hateful creature!

Len-rika

Dear Tasuki,

*snickers*

First Dance, Tsukishirou! (White Moon)

*watches as Tasuki gets covered with ice*

Gomen- Rukia-sama ordered me to do it.

Sode no Shirayuki

Dear Hotohori,

Hello! Hotohori! Konnichiwa!! I was wondering on how you like being on the site? I was hoping that you'll love my fan fic because you are my favorite character! :D I hope you're doing well!

Karen

Dear Tasuki,

But if you eat, the booze doesn't work as well. o.o

Ayame

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hi all the halloween party I think went pretty well, it was fun and all ^^ Sept I got sick and I was REALLLLY sick sunday and yesterday (my dad thought I was dead at one point) but at least now thats passing sept I think it all went to my lungs and I can't stop coughing -_- oh well I would rather have that then it taking me 30 min to get outta bed (I was in sooo much pain and soo weak it took me 30 min really to get outta bed) *sigh* Oh well. I have to go to school tomarrow and thursday (no skool friday) for sure cuz its the end of the term, so tonight I'm renting hotel rwanda cuz we are watching that in class so I don't have to make that up then I'm gonna see on wed I can borrow the one we're watching in 3rd hour so ja or if I can stay after to watch it, which ever. Then I know I have a test in 3rd hour and in 2nd hour sept I think it was today so I have to make that up -_- oh well. I can't help it I got SICK. OH well some good new tonight is tongight is the meet and greet with Sherman the dog we want to adopt HES SOOOO CUTE but yeah I'm sure everything will go fine and if it does we get him tonight ^_^ That'lll help me feel better and abby won't be so lonely lol and WOOT. Hmm... Anything else new? Ummm nope ^^ OH I don't think I sent you mooch's new vid if I did don't click the link if I didn't well then heeeeerrrreeesss mooch http://youtube.com/watch?v=t8YY-H7fbuQ enjoy ^^ Well ttyal^^

The NAchoknot

Dear Chichiri,

Exactly. Mmm, which reminds me... I have to get back to writing Judgement. (@_@ EVIL NOVEL!!) The only reason being is that one of the characters is gay. And somehow, he became my favorite. Is it possible to actually like your characters more than others? o.O Admittedly, at the moment, I only like two of my characters... ANYWAY! I found Amber on dA, which means I don't have to be so upset and can get word on Rae-kun!!! -estatic-

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hello everyone! ^_^ Just letting you all know that I'm doing good with my pregnancy and everything that goes with that ^^ Went in yesterday for a checkup and alls doing good *thumbs up ^^*

I talked with Kaori and Taki and they're both really excited for us. ^^ Taki's a bit bummed out though because he won't be able to see it when it's born, but I promised he could hold it and all that ^^

On another note, Kanji's been getting more and more active with everything, even in town when I go shopping. Normally he'd be hidin' behind me or Tsukasa. *shrugs* Guess he's showing me he's going to be a good big brother ^^

Other than that though I really can't think of anything other than I need to get dinner going. And tonight the baby wants... soup... XD So I guess it's chicken soup and grilled cheese for us all ^^ Talk to you all sometime soon and take care!

Naomi

Dear Hotohori,

Eheh, I wouldn't say it's improving, but it's not getting any worse as of right now. *knocks on wood*

Kaori: Yeah, mom's been PRAYING that he doesn't get sick like he did last winter, but that's about all we can do. And not let him run around outside in the cold without all his jackets on ^^

I'm not three years old anymore...

Kaori: We're only worried about you. If we didn't do any of that, then we wouldn't love you ^^ Anywho, I've started doing a little drawing here and there now ^^ I'm not very good, but I think I'm doing a good job. Taki even drew with me for a little while.

Couldn't see what I was doing, but she said she's seen worse.

Kaori: And I have ^_^ *NUGGIE*

EH!

Kaori: We're gonna go! Pa wants us to go to the store with him ^^

Takemaru and Kaori

Dear Tasuki,

Nnoitra! (noitora) The 5th espada in Bleach! The mysoginist who's clearly an insane nutjob who only fights for the sake of fighting! The espada who beat up Nel! THAT Nnoitra!

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

It's almost Halloween! :D What are you guys going to dress up as?? :3 I'm gonna be a vampiric kitsune, b/c those are just awersome! Things have been going great on my end (I'm catching up with one of my best friends; we haven't seen each other in half a year!), and I'm actually enjoying the single life <3

~Ayako Daidoji

P.S. :] yay for techno! listen to "Spelar DotA" on mypsace it's amazing... I can't believe he's singing about my favorite computer game x3;; <(-^_^<) d(-'_'-)b (>^_^-)> *dance* *headphones* *dance*

Dear Hotohori,

Yatta! It's semestral break! *cheers*

We have one week of vacation right now, so I don't have anything to do- well, we've got some extra assignments, of course, but it won't affect how I spend my fun week (I'll make sure it doesn't.)

If you're wondering how I was able to drop by again, my mom lifted the ban already because I passed the second grading exams with flying colors- and I got first honor (both English and Chinese)! She said it was a gift, but if I slacked off in the upcoming third grading, I'll get banned again. Well, who cares? I'm really happy right now.

(I changed my signature name, if you noticed. I looked up Rukia-sama's soul slayer at Wikipedia and it said that the official romanji for it is "Sode no Shirayuki.")

So, what's new over your side? How's everyone doing? I hope you're all doing well, especially Miaka-senpai, Houki-san and Boushin-san.

Oh, yes- I forgot. Shiho is sending you this red silk ribbon. She says it's a really advanced Christmas gift for you. *hands the ribbon over* I'll give you mine on December.

And lastly, to SuzakuAngel-san: Konnichiwa! I saw your letter to Nii-sama a while ago, and I might as well answer your question myself... I'm from the "Pearl of the Orient Seas." (Gets mo ba?) *smiles*

Well, that's it for now. See ya!

Sode no Shirayuki

Dear Tasuki,

HOW DARE YOU LET CANNA NOBUTOSHI VOICE NNOITRA?!

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Hahaha! Yes, time does fly.

Congrats, CnA! That's great to hear! I still haven't gotten my Bachelors yet (I want to teach high school English) but I just finished my first two years and got an Associates degree. One part out of the way at least, right?

And Tasuki, give this to Kouji for me, please. *hands him a bag of her home made 'chocolate chip and peanut butter' cookies* You can have *one*... but make sure to tie the ribbon back on there like it hasn't been tampered with! :P And give him this for me too! *kisses Tasuki on the cheek before he can recoil* Mwahahaha!

Yuffie

Dear Tasuki,

Eating? *looks at you curiously*

Ayame

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

WHOO ^^ Well I ust got done with my stupid gov paper thats due wed so at least I don't gotta work on it tomarrow ^^ but ja I don't have much to say so BYE :D

The Nachoknot

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Ou-Ou-Outgrow?! NEVER! If I haven't stopped likin' anime/manga by now, then I think it's safe to say I'm in it fer good. Even before I was really into the anime genre, I loved Poke'mon, Digimon, Samurai Pizza Cats (any one else remember this one?), etc. Then again, I love animation in general.

No, FY will always be special t' me cuz it was my official first intro to the otaku way of life. I'm sorry I haven't written in but I just didn't have much t' say... plus with people on here who know me, I'm restricted from sayin' certain things that I really want to rant about but I can't. I'm on bad enough terms with 'em already an' I'd rather not make things worse.

I'll try t' get back here more often. I ain't busy 'r nothin', just unmotivated. Even the characters don't wanna bug ya. I'm in a bit of a slump to. I dunno how I can really describe it but I ain't drawin' as good as I used to, my grades ain't so good, an' I feel so lonely. Ya know, I've felt lonely ever since I went back t' school an' that's about the time my hand started slippin' on me...

I gotta get a best friend again 'r I'll go mad. But there ain't no one at school who can tolerate the real me fer so long. I'm convinced that's why Casie (Keshi) ain't gettin' to close t' me an' I know it bugs 'Lise. Amy (Ayame) is off at college this year an' I really ain't close-close with any of my other friends...

Just someone t' blabber with, glomp throughout the day, im all night, sleep over all the time, etc. I suppose I could try gettin' a boyfriend, but after my homecoming experience I'm even more wary of guys (inappropriate touchy!).

Hoooe, i'm at a loss. Maybe next term will be better. My classes are lighter an' I even got a free period (hafta fill it with something tho). Who knows tho? Maybe I need to throw a party 'r somethin' 'r streak through school painted orange and black (school colors). That'd at least get people talkin, ne?

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

o.O There was an anouncement that Dumbledore is gay. And my radio station is making a big deal about it. >_> And they brought up a good point: Why does it matter /now/? The series is over!! -falls over- I will never understand that woman... /Anyway/, away from that subject... Bah! I can't get it out of my mind now. >_> Stupid station...

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Hotohori,

She's not my girlfriend...

Kaori: They're actually not together, I just like givin' 'em both sh*t about it ^^

And you wonder why she doesn't have a boyfriend. *Smirks*

Kaori: Watch yourself Taki.

*laughs ^^* Well on good terms, I'm FINALLY off my meds from a couple months ago. One less thing to take now.

Kaori: You shoulda seen the look on his face ^^ But we're gonna go shopping. See ya!

Takemaru and Kaori

Dear Tamahome,

Yes sir, Mira-chan fancies you... heehee... ^_^

Anyway, last week, we had a quiz bee in school (again, didn't dance *giggles*), and happily, I won! Whee! There were only two questies I couldn't answer... don't ask.

And, yeah, I know friendship takes time to grow... but, see, I think everyone hates me, and has done so sine 1st grade, and I don't know why, it's not my fault... T^T *clings on to lil' Tamabear*

SuzakuAngel

Dear Chichiri,

I got absolutely no answer. So either he didn't wanna talk or he isn't there. -____________________- Ghosts-Evil.

On another note: I NEED TO STOP BEING SO DARN LAZY! T-T I have a notebook /full/ of drawings that I need to scan. And I keep working on more! xP

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Sup homies? Not much here. Though friday we went bumming and I got a REALLLLLLY nice sketch book it looks like an actuall book, a drawing maniquin, and a Halo book (yes I'm a Halo junkie :D) Then yesterday me and brice took my big swords outside and practiced it was funfun ^^ Then I'm checking into a new karate school, though I really don't need to learn anymore XD but I need something to do and my cousin teaches it so WEE and every saturday there's a weapons class :D Hmm... Oh and I no longer like monster energy drinks, ace drinks are SOOOOO much better :D lol and yeah.. Well thats pretty much all I can think of now so yupyup ^^ OOOHHH yeah one other thing. Yesterday mom called and said that there was this lady using her computer at her office or something on friday and she saw some pics of me, like Sr. pics. and random junk lol and she stoped what she was doing and went by my mom and said "o.. mg.. You're daughter is GORGEOUS (not spelled right propably ^^)" And mom was like "o.. kay..." and shes just all OMG lol so mom showed her some of my pics I drew on dev art and she was like O__o and she said I could do that as a job, she said her bro is like an art teach at a college or something. I'm not trying to brag or nothing I just felt soo important ^^ Cuz I remember when I useta think I was the ugliest being a live and had no talent ^^ WOOOO lol well I'm gonna go so ttyal :D

The Nachoknot

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

As far as I know, she is.

Ila

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Worried eh? Don't be. I just haven't the need to write in anymore... I check the updates just to see if you guys even care an' low an' behold I finally see somethin' relatin' t' my well being.

Sure, I'm miserable as h*ll school and social wise, but I'm okay. Just lonely... really lonely... an' there ain't no one who wants t' talk t' me about it. I sure as h*ll ain't talkin' t' my ma an' I'm not signing up t' see another shrink, I don't need it mental wise I just want someone t' talk to who I feel comfortable with!

No offense, but you guys just ain't... there fer me like I need someone t' be... gods an' it's horrible because you guys are the only ones who'll even listen. I swore I wouldn't cry when I'd finally write about this, but it's just so god d*mn hard not too when ya feel so god d*mn lonely. I ain't got a best friend 'r anyone who can see things the way I see 'em. I try t' set dates fer study groups 'r get togethers but it's never really the same because certain friends o' mine just don't fit the best friend relationship I need

Gods d*mn it, I just ain't feelin' very loved. I've been tryin' t' be real nice t' everyone but it ain't gettin' me no where. Every smile, every hello; just beats in how lonesome I feel. It's my senior year of high school an' my last year t' see my group of friends regularly but... they all jus' leave the mornin' table an' I sit alone until I realize I look like an idiot sittin' there by myself...

I hate this. I really do. I don't know what I'm supposed to do! I'm bein' a social butterfly an' it's not helpin' me! What do I gotta do t' be noticed by somebody?! "I'm here... I've always been here... notice me... somebody notice me... notice my feelings... don't let me hide it with a smile... can't ya'll see how miserable I am?" An' yet... no one notices... no one gives a d*mn... no one wants t' be around me anymore... gods, it's like no one cares anymore...

An'... why did it take you guys so long t' mention my absence...? It's been a few weeks now, right...? Ah, never mind. I'll suffer in silence an' go t' school tomorrow like nothing's happened. I'll smile.. act like everythings normal... an' head off to first hour after all my "friends" have left the table... that's been my life since school's started. No one knows, no one cares, no one does anything about it.

"Welcome to the real world Suiren", right? Gods I hate this...

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Yeah, but yesterday Hunter was in surgery for his back knee, he came home earlier and he's doing really good ^^ He's gimpy, but that's to be expected. Other than that, I got my proofs this morning for my Sr. Pics and I LOVE them! My mom said it looked like I was wearing lipstick but I wasn't ^^ Then dad said I take nice photos so I'm glad they turned out good ^^ Other than that, I'm enjoyin' my weekend. Another week and it's Casey's halloween party. I'm REALLY looking forawrd to that ^^ BUt I need to go practice my audition piece for band XD Ttyl!

Ila

Dear Hotohori,

I know. The broken arm doesn't help though.

Kaori: It doesn't, but you'll get through it bud. You've gone all yer life being blind, a broken arm shouldn't stop ya ^^

And yet you make the hold hting sound less aggrivating than it actually is...

Kaori *shrugs ^^* OH well.

*smiles a bit* But man am I glad it's a LONG weekend! 4 days to be lazy ^^

Kaori: I thought you were going to the park with yer girlfriend ^^

-_- She's not my girlfriend...

Kaori: Uh huh ^^ Sure Taki. ^^

Takemaru and Kaori

Dear Nuriko,

*dances* On Tuesday, mom and I went shopping at an upscale mall. We wandered into a store where you can't really buy a shirt for less than $50... and while browsing through the sale rack, I FOUND A FABULOUS SHIRT IN MY SIZE FOR $19.90.

It was originally $88.

Sale racks = awesome. At least... when the clothes on them aren't size zero to six

Ayame