Letters Archive
Week Ending November 11, 2006

Dear Tasuki,

Glad ya like it. ^^ ... *sigh*

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

I never take any sort of painkillers, makes me feel like a weakling, not to mention the more I take more often, the more my body gets used to them, actually making me a sucker for pain. I don't take any cold/flu/etc medicnes either, same reason.

Paku Romi

Dear Nuriko,

Sunday, November 5, 2006. 9:10 PM.

That's what I've been thinkin' but it'd have t' be near future because I looked the same as I do now. Besides, he looked relatively young... about oh... 15-25-ish? I can't narrow it down any farther because he LOOKED young but was really mature. I'm at the point where I'll consider anyone, but I have this whole thing with havin' a guy in my grade level 'r older, but I'm drawin' the line at anyone more then 10 years my senior.

My mom an' dad are 18 years apart, my elder sister and her husband are about 15 years... it's CREEPY. I don't care how they hooked up in the middle ages, I want someone who's gonna be around about as long as I will! Sure age shouldn't matter, but it does! I'm sorry. My folks look gross together. My pop is 62 an' ma is gonna be... 44 this year I think... i dunno she's been 43 for at least 5 years now.

I really hate it when I say "what I want" in a guy because I kinda feel like I'm discriminatin'. But I know he has t' not smoke 'r drink 'r litter. I don't care how many tattoos 'r piercin's he has either (ma says I can't date anyone with so much as a pierced ear!) An' this is where I feel like I'm really being mean because I'd like someone my own ethnicity... but it's not like I live in a place where there are lots of african americans! An' in minnesota ya can't tell because we're all blue. (it's so cold here...)

Ah I dunno what I want! With my friends all I care about is that they're nice an' like me fer me! But I can't go sayin' I want a bucktoothed hillbilly with a lazy eye an' a third nipple! I really feel so shallow when I care about how someone looks... but I don't want my kids t' look like that either! I'm such a bad person for sayin' these things but I just hafta get it off my chest...

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

What does Ganbatte kudasai mean exactly? -nervous laugh-

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

its good to be back OMG I found a Fushigi Yuugi Game in japanese lookie!! http://www.toysnjoys.com/fushigiyuugi_importgames_ps2.html

Kasumi_Yamegomo

P.S. TAMAHOME YOURE STILL MINE D*MNIT!!! AND TASUKI IS MY BACK UP BOY!!! MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! =^.^=

Dear Tasuki,

I just had the best weekend of my young life... O_O

Faye

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hey everyone. How're you all doing? Me... I'm really tired and sore lol.It was opener day of deer hunting yesterday and myself, my dad and my uncle went out. Grant it I had to wake up at 3:40 AM! But the deer didn't know we were there. But I got a lil nubbin buck, and then a nice eight pointer. I also won the bet between the three of us! ^^ So there's an extra $10 in my pocket. Heheh, but ja, it was nice because after I got my two deer, I left my dad and went and sat down by the field at my cousins place.. I layed down and took a nap for about a half hour ^_^ man was that NICE! Didn't know if any deer came, but I woke up to a gunfire and sure enough, it was my dad lol. but the weird thing about all of it... We filled up on the opener... That's 4 deer and they were all shot within 4 hours.. Talk about luck lol. ^^ But ya, other than that, my uncle shot a lil 10 pointer (my 8 pointer beat his with the spread muwhaha) and then my dad shot a lil 6. Though he lost half of his rack lol. Broke off when he fell down apparently. *chuckles* But other than that.. I'm really sore. Mainly because a couple weeks ago I fell down the stairs lol, so I'm sore from all the walking I did yesterday. Especially walking up the hill of DOOM which we have renamed Mt. Doom! lol but other than that.. schools been going pretty good... I have good grades so ja.. I'll leave it at that for now! See ya!

Yuri

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

I finally got off my lazy @$$ and cooked for the first time since I've been here. I made the only thing I can make: an omelete. Seriously. I burn everything else. Except cereal, but that doesn't involve heat.

..holy cr*p, figuring out the stovetop was an adventure in and of itself. It took me almost a half an hour to do that. x_x;;

Do you happen to know how to make anything that's easy and cheap? Or should I just go back to eating cheap udon, curry, and noodle bowls?

Ayame

Dear Tasuki,

TT.TT Tasuki-chan... My teeth hurt... TT.TT I have braces... I've had them for a couple of years now... but you see, they're not the old school train-track ones... they're the 'invisible' ones... And every so often, I change them to one that's slightly different from the last... And I changed one on friday... and it hurts sooo much... Normally it only hurts for a day or so, but they still hurt and it's been two days... It hurts to eat... TT^TT FOOOD!!!

Why am I complaining to you? Because not only do I love you, but you have fangs...^^ XDD

TT^TT *buries face in his chest, crying... me wantss fooooddd... TT^TT*

Paku Romi

Dear Tasuki,

'Ere's a present fer ya. http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/42522898/

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

Maybe. I'm kind of.. New to having a deadline. I really should end up trying it more often, time goes by quicker seemingly, but the thing is, I think its ruining me very slowly. I keep writing myself into a corner. (Which is sad considering I have only written 2 hundred something words.) Anyway, time to get back to work. -sighs- This will be the death of me...

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Nuriko,

Sunday, November 5, 2006. 12:15 PM.

Ah Nuri-chan I dunno... but I've got a boy who can't believe I'm single. His name's Barry an' he's a curly haired blonde boy in the eighth grade. He thinks I'm supa cool. ^^ So if there's a kid out there who's my brother's age an' thinks I'm an awesome girl then there's gotta be someone more my age who thinks the same thin'. I sure hope I meet 'im soon. I've felt worthless my whole life an' I just wanna feel like someone wants me. But maybe I'm just bein' silly again...

But I can't get this guy from this dream I had outta my head. In all the dreams I've had, I know everyone in them. They're either kids from school, actors, anime characters, etc. But this guy I didn't know! It's so creepy...

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Yeah I did actually. I wasn't going to at first, as I had not for the past like 8 years or whatever. But I managed to con my mom into not making me work that night and my best friend called at 8 and told me to get into a cosplay. And I'm like 'WHAT?! O.o I thought you were going with someone else!' But we and some other friends ended up going. We only went for a couple of hours in the freezing goodness of the night, but it was still alot of fun. I went as Edward Elric from FMA (My signature cosplay ^.~) and yeah. It was funny, cause not only did I get alot of compliments of my suitcase (The one I use for my Edward prop)... instead of a bag... but I also said Arigato instead of Thank You, and people thought I was soo cute!! ^^ Even though I'm sure I'm a little too old to be trick-or-treating. I only got a little candy... (but it's not about the candy, it's about having fun!)

I've noticed, that there's less and less people doing Halloween nowadays... So sad... I loved halloween as a kid, but never really got to go out and celerbrate it because either my mom was working or it was too cold or I couldn't go out cause it was too dark or had no one to go with... But I think I'm gonna go all-out next year!! ^^

Paku Romi

Dear Tasuki,

If he comes near me again, I'm calling the police. That's all there is to it. No matter how many times he says he's sorry, no matter the amount of cards, letters, flowers, candies, and phone calls he sends me; I'll never forgive him for doing that to me.

In the ten years we had been together, he'd never touched me in anger. I don't know if it was stress or the alcohol I could smell on his breath that made him crack and do such a horrible thing to me, but I can't forgive him.

Kouji's still here, I can't bring myself to talk just yet so I know he's frustrated with me. I can't help it though. I have nightmares about the day Terry came over and I know Kouji's heard me crying because I wake up and he's holding me, petting my hair and telling me that it's going to be okay. I don't think it'll ever be okay again.

All of the pictures in my house of Terry and I together and him alone have been put in the attic; I can't see them without shaking in fear. Just seeing his face takes me back to that day and I cringe.

This will be my last letter for awhile; I need to get my head back together. Get the panic to go away.

Terry; if you read this I want you to know that you killed whatever feelings I ever felt for you. I can't see or talk to you so please stop calling and stop coming by. You scare me.

Miaka-chan

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Saturday, November 4, 2006. 3:15 PM.

Well yeah! She's only 15 months younger than me! An' she's more of the lovey dovey gushy gooey romantic than I am. She thinks she's all that too an' I'm just a lil... ARGH!! I hate my sister. Even in my dreams she takes what I love! It drives me crazy!

I tried thinkin' about who this guy could be tho', I didn't recognize 'im at all an' it was hard to get a real good look at his face. I'll try drawin' a rough sketch of 'im, but he ain't anime, movie star, 'r anyone like that. Maybe it's a preminition of my first love... who ends up bein' stolen by my sister than me. That's really gotta suck fer me. Even in my dreams boys don't like me... I think i'm gonna cry. Am I really that pathetic?

I think I'd be a great girlfriend! I'm funny, playful, spunky... guys like that right? But then again most guys want pretty girls... I'm a zit covered bean pole with boney butt an' no bust what so ever. *doom* Normally I really don't give a d@mn about how I look because I realize it's hopeless, but when I'm loosin' in a frickin' DREAM that really tells ya somethin! But I can't stand regular bras cuz they're itchy, I don't like to eat a lot, an' no matter how many drugs an' lotions I use my acne never gets any better.

But I suppose I shouldn't be thinkin' about love when I've got school t' worry about... but I'm the only one of my buddies who's never had an official boyfriend! Even Yuri went out with this one guy fer a bit. I don't wanna seem like the desperate type either but I wanna be ready t' start a family in about ten years! The window of optimum opportunity is quickly closin'! People tell me I'm cute but I don't see it... sure I'm petite with a high pitched sneeze but when ya throw everythin' else in there I'm not much of a girl at all.

And of course there's no positive reinforcement from my folks either... *sigh* Well I gotta get goin'. Talk t' ya'll later.

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

I have finally manged to dedicate myself to my writing! I spent three hours writing last night. (Though, it didn't help much.) I think I can do it, permitting my family decides to actually let me get done with my work, but chances of that happening are slim to none. I figure if I force myself to write to a certain number of words, then I'll get it done. Other than the ever present fear of not finishing, I'm doing great! For the most part anyway.

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Chichiri,

I've only ever used self-discipline when I was trying to beat a certain video game to see the secret ending. -nervous laugh- Needless to say, my prioties are messed up. Current word count: Too small and embarassing to say...

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Tasuki,

Okay, Tasuki, take it easy, I'm sorry. *shakes your hand* I didn't give the FD 900X anyway.

Nikkou no Tenshi

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Y-you... you guys didn't post my new song. *pouts; sulks in a corner*

SuzakuAngel

Dear Tamahome,

I know that. I'm just running out of hot stuff to use as twists for my fanfic, so I came up with that crazy notion. Something about, erm... blood relation, maybe? Well, look for my fanfic in the future. You'll see what I'm talking about.

Nikkou no Tenshi

P.S. My fanfic will be posted as "Memory's Betrayal" or something like that, but I'm also coming up with two others called "Beyond the Reach of Faith" and "Alternate Destinies". I think "Alternate Destinies" is kinda cool, it involves the Phillipines (thought that, as an FY-fan, I should "put a little bit of me" into my fics, ne?). ^_^ ...but you WILL put Nakago's body in a Barney costume afterwards, right? I'll just be DYING to see that. XD

Dear Tasuki,

She is over 18.. She's actually 21. And I am 18, so I am not sure if I could really be qualified as a child anymore. I did threaten to call the police on her though, and that is when she said she'd knock the cr*p out of me and kill my dog. After that she even called my mom to say the same exact thing. I've let my dad know time and time again what she does... but he just doesn't do anything. It's like he wants me to be the parent of her and I don't really know how to do that. I don't know how to be anyone's parent, let alone my psycho sister's.

Anyway, I've told both of my parents that if I feel threatened, I was going to call the cops.. but they both told me no. I mean, that wouldn't stop me in a crisis, but for once I'd like them to at least support me in something other than being different than my sister.

As for family therapy, I doubt that I could get everyone involved to go. We've all been to therapy separately..except for my sister, that is. My dad is always too busy though.. and my mom lives far away from us now. And my sister would never commit to it.

Thank you for your advice though, it is nice to get another point of view on this sort of stuff instead of just the people involved. I will try for the family therapy though. I mean, if I keep on asking, they have to get tired of me at one point and cave in.

Kasti

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Saturday, November 4, 2006. 2:00 AM.

Now I've had weird dreams before, but no dream I've ever had has been quite like this.

Okay, so the setting is a mix of my high school and an ol' english castle. It's covered with greenry an' all sorts of pretty flowers. So it's all one of those girly romance stories at first only I have no idea who the guy is I'm in love with. He had dark brown hair an' a tenor voice. But before any thing good could happen my lil sister barges in on us an' steals 'im from me! Next thing I know I'm gettin' all kick@$$ in my school tryin' to elude these crazy demons while tryin' t' get this guy back from my sister!

I'm just confused... how can a fluffy romance dream turn into a nightmare? Why was my sister there? An' who the heck was this dark haired guy?! I mean I was crazy fer this guy... he wasn't anime 'r anythin', he was a real person! I think he was a bit short an' scrawny, but he was really cute. Stupid girly dreams! I actually liked it a lil bit... ARGH!! I need to wash away the icky romance with a scary scifi thriller. D@MN IT MAKE THE FLUFFY LOVE GO AWAY!! GET IT OUTTA MY HEAD!!

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

I've got a new song... got inspired by my staring at the evening skies last night with my sister (yay, she's finally here!). I was trying to compare the constellations to yours, but it was, funnily enough, cloudy in the southern skies and CLEAR in the eastern skies. Catch my drift? XD

Anyway, here it is...

I

II

CHORUS

III

*Repeat CHORUS*

*Repeat I*

*Repeat CHORUS*

*Outro*

I haven't exactly got a title yet, but I have the melody. Hope you like it! It's dedicated to you(since I got inspired by your constellations), my family, and my friends. ^_^

SuzakuAngel

Dear Tasuki,

Hey Tasuki. I knew that she loved him, that's why I left. I just got sick of hearing about how sweet and adorable he was and just had enough. She was MINE, d*mnit! I was P*SSED that he took her from me without even trying; then he pulled that "I'm so lost, Mi-chan, hold me?" bullsh*t and it got worse!

Every word out of her mouth was about how bad she felt for him, how she wished there was something she could do to help him, how good of a friend he was. She even BRAGGED that he'd seen her naked! Telling you guys that sh*t, and LAUGHING about it when she told me really p*ssed me off. But the real frosting on the cake was the letter about her "weekend with Kouji" and how she had to fight to keep her hands off of him. That would make any guy blow up!

I do regret what I did, I can't take it back but I have called and apologised. Of course I had to apologise to Kouji because he wouldn't put her on the d*mned phone!!!! She knows what I was apologising for, just wish I could stand to see her in person but I don't want to see that fearful look in her eyes again.

I'm going to work. I'll talk about this later.

Terry

Dear Tasuki,

Wow, I guess it has been a long time since I have been on here. With moving and all, it has been really hectic. I guess I am glad to be a new place though. I actually feel as though I kind of call part of it as my own. I haven't really felt like that since my parents divorced.

My sister though, she's one of those people that drops out of highschool so that she can do drugs and drinking.. and other stuff all day. She finally graduated later because she went to.. gah, GED? Or something. I don't really care to be honest. Maybe that's my problem, I don't know.

She left when I was about 12, or my parents kicked her out, and she has been a mess ever since. She's so... rude though. And a pathological liar at that. But on the side of that she is abusive.

All day today, she has been threatning to hit/kill my dog, and even once threatened to hit me. Peole have the right to feel safe in their own home, right? With her around though, I honestly don't. I keep telling my dad this and he won't do anything besides talk to her, but then she goes around and does the same stuff again.

She'll have friends over and lock my dog and I in my room, she'll throw stuff at her and so on. My sister wants me to trust her but I just don't think that I can anymore. I mean, when someone abandons you, hits you, lies to you, treats you badly and etc. is it really safe to let them back into your life.. family or not?

Kasti

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

SOMEONE IS USEING MY NAME AGAIN!! ...i dotn like that ~ i mean, even if u haev bf trouble like me u dont have to use me or my name and get answers!

angela (im me!!!)

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

I'm in Kyoto until December 18th. I think that's probably long enough to see a lot of things...

Granted, I'll be taking a 300-level Japanese class at the same time, which is going to kill... *dies*

I think I'm going to have to say "thanks but no thanks" on the contact. I did something like that when I was in Beijing, and it felt really weird (I'm not a very social person, particularly around people I really don't know). x_x;;

Oh, and will do on the Suzaku cell phone charm. ^_^

Ayame

Dear Tasuki,

Thursday, November 2, 2006. 7:50 PM.

I woulda wrote in at 4 when I got home, but I wanted to upload my new artwork so I could show ya. Alrighty, let's see what we got...

Chouyui: Now really Suiren-sama...

An' I still love ya in yer original form. Check it out Tasuki, this is BEFORE Chouyui shaved his head an' put on some weight!

Chouyui: Suiren-sama please, you're embarassing me... Oh, hello again to you Genrou-san! It's been quite a while since I've been here. How are you? You're not disrespecting my Suiren-sama are you? *cracks knuckles*

.. yeah I should warn ya Chouyui's personality has become a bit more protective. Bodyguards. . sheesh.

Suiren and Chouyui

Dear Tamahome,

Okay, Tamabear! What if one day in your married life you wake up to find out that Miaka isn't beside you only to find out that Nakago kidnapped her because she was the Shinzahou of Seiryuu?

*Pant,pant* LOL. Look, I know you'd pound Nakago into a million tiny pieces and put his remains in a Barney costume if that happened, I just want to see what else. (My best guess is that after the above reaction, you would put the Barney costume in a treasure chest-- not that he's precious, but oh well--, toss it into the ocean, and leave a note beside the chest on which is written the lyrics to "My Way" and "We Are the Champions". XD)

Nikkou no Tenshi

P.S. And I also know that it MAY be impossible for a Miko to be the Shinzahou of another guardian, but it's really got something to do with my fic. BWL

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Yeah, but being the FY stars, I thought you'd know because you'd organize them... although I WAS once struck by a crazy notion that you MIGHT be staying in the Pearl of the Orient right now. ^_^"

Nikkou no Tenshi

P.S. "Pearl of the Orient". Isn't our country's title beautiful? ROTFLMAO. Well, I'm writing a fic of FY involving the Philippines. Thought as an FY fan, I've got to, uh, plunge myself in a fic or two, right? *wink, wink*

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

The girl's got her ways, and I just don't know how she does it...

SuzakuAngel

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

yes yes I use to post a Yui but now its Kasumi. its kinda my screen name for another site called Gaia.

Kasumi_Yamegomo

Dear Chichiri,

Luck's what I'm going to need. And the will to leave my Playsation 2 alone for an entire month. Despite the fact I wanna beat Okami... Anyway, I think someone's gonna have to come in my room every five minutes to make sure I'm writing, otherwise I won't even hit the ten thousand mark... -nervous laugh-

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

hello everyone!!! i need some help and i was hoping if you can help me. everything is so much more completcated though!! today, i went over to my boyfriend's house and he like tryed to kiss me on the lips (he thought that i said that it was ok to get kissed by him!!) omg.. yes i know and then he asked me what he could do to me and not? because i got so nervous i couldnt think, and so i said i didnt know, but then he wanted to to now, so he pushed me onto his bed and started "touching" me. i said no and he did stop but he just did some other things that kindda made me feel uncomfortable... like kissing me on the neck and yea... i told him no and he stoped but then he hugged me onto the bed and held me close... and that still iddnt feel right to me... and im just scared that our relationship will get broken like last time (we broke up a few weeks ago.. i dont feel like explainging.. so yes... I LOVE HIM!! its just that im not ready to get kissed and everything right now... can you help me?

angela

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

wow just wow its been forever since I have posted here. Gomen just been busy. and Tasuki is still a Fang boy, and I will leave it at that thank you AND GOOD NIGHT!!! *had to much sugar or not enough sugar*

Kasumi_Yamegomo

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

*Puppy eyes* When and where do cosplays take place in the Philippines? *Batters eyelashes*

Nikkou no Tenshi

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

*Am deeply touched* Aww, you don't need to thank me, thank Suiren, she's the one who told me all that stuff anyway. ^_^ *Points to Suiren; Suiren takes a little wave and a cute little curtsy* It's all from, uh... experience...

Speaking of experience, we watched this "horror" movie called "Barang". It's about a witch who takes her victims by feeding them spiders and all sorts of stuff... err... I was so totally used to all the horror thingies that moviemakers do (e.g. the unknown person behind the mirror when someone bends down) that I wasn't spooked at all... -o-... in fact I just made fun of the WWWWWWHHHOOOOOLLLEEEE movie. And that's why there were quotation marks typed along with horror. Not scary, but ick... make my sister watch it though, at first she'll say she can get through, but in the end, she'll ask me to sleep beside her that very evening. ^_^"

SuzakuAngel

P.S. *Am shocked* YM is short for "Yahoo Messenger", a branch of Yahoo, which, we all know, is a very popular website. It enables people to have conversations like Instant Messaging, chat, conference, etcetera. You have to be 18 years old but Nikkou-chan just won't listen... she's got her OWN account... -o-

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

I've been pretty good! How have you guys been?

And Thanks!! ^^ I'm quite proud of my Anlu cosplay, it's like my 3rd one (I think...) ...or was it 2nd... >.> Anyways, no I didn't go to AnimeExpo because I live in Canada. The cons I can attend are Otafest, Animethon, and Nishikaze. But one day I'll be able to go to the bigger US cons.

Yeah, he's getting big (for a small dog.. XP) but I think he was the little runt of the litter; he's so much smaller than other Shiba Inus I've been. He was pretty tiny as a puppy compared to his sister. I swear he's defictive because he can be so silly sometimes. But I'm still proud of him, he's learn a couple of the basic tricks (like sit, paw, sit pretty, and speak), but he still hasn't learn that 'come here' doesn't mean 'run away from me'... ^^' XP

Paku Romi

Dear Tasuki,

Wednesday, November 1, 2006. 4:30 PM.

Well my Halloween was spent sitting on our porch handing out candy and doing my homework via my laptop until 8 o'clock. My hands were freezin' an' my toes went numb, but the night was really quiet fer Halloween. After 8, it was like everyone vanished into thin air. It really wasn't THAT cold out an' I didn't even see any of the elder kids, like kids my age, out an' about. I woulda gone but I had homework. XP

I ended up ditchin' my kimono for a heavy trench coat an' a mangy wig. I sat out there as a pirate talkin' t' any kid who came dressed as one. There was one lil kid I carried a conversation with. He was so cute ^^ but then there was another pirate, a friend of my brother's, who kept stealin' candy! Ar! The man was a stealin' me booty!

I myself haven't much of any treats at all, just a few lil crunch bars an' some skittles. They won't last me three days. -_- An' whaz worse, I hafta go t' church t'night cuz it's All Saints Day. If I hafta go t' church, why couldn't I have school off? Other religious holidays like Christmas an' Easter get off, so why not the 1st? It's the day after Halloween an' kids have been out late in mostly cold weather an' when they get home a majority binge on their haul! It don't make sense...

Well tomorrow is the end of 1st term. I'm pretty much caught up with everything so I just want it to be over already. I'll have Friday off, but I might end up with homework for Spanish since it's a 2 term class. *sigh* An' I can't even remember what my other 2 classes are besides Spanish an' Choir. I'm guessin' one would be an english class... but I ain't too sure. I think it's Creative Writing... but I guess I'll have to wait until I get my schedule for 2nd term.

Well anyways I have homework to do and laundry to fold (because my siblings are too 'busy' to help) so ttyl

suiren

Dear Chichiri,

I don't think she has... She may have, I don't know. All I know is it's giving me a headache keeping up with her...

On an even worse note, National Novel Writer's Month started today, and I joined. You have to write fifty thousand words in thirty days. -blinks- Okay, maybe that isn't such a bad thing... I'm just scared I won't finish. ^_^ Course, if I don't get to work, I may never finish like many of my fanfictions. Which reminds me, to celebrate in December, after the hectic November, I'm going to be writing a Fushigi Yugi fanfiction. Hopefully anyway... Anyway, gotta get to work, sayanora!

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Nuriko,

whatever happened to doc-sama? isn't she still around?

NurikO_o

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Minna! Hisashiburi'da!! I've missed you guys!! I like fell off the face of the world there for a while (a loonngg while eh?) Sorry for my absence. ^^' Alot has happened since I've last talked to you guys. I can't remember all that's happened since, but I do remember this:

Nuriko, Tasuki, remember how I was supposed to do a cosplay of you guys? Well I forgot... actually... I kinda failed/forgot. ^^' But I will do them eventually... >.> I might do the more femimne verison of Nuriko and I might do the OVA2 verison of Tasuki.

As far as FY cosplay go, I've only done Anlu (aside from the failed Chichiri one.. Can't remember if I showed you it... but it fails so much I'm not gonna show you.. XP) Anyways, here's my Anlu one (on my dA account). ^^ And also, please check out my other cosplays. I only have 3 posted up there (but I'm done my Envy and Edward [Pride] ones as well, just no pics of them yet).

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41098439/?qo=13&q=by%3Ahyokenseisou-cosplay&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/41098588/?qo=12&q=by%3Ahyokenseisou-cosplay&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps

Kiba's doing well. He's so big now!! ^^ Well.. as far as Shiba's get... XP But he's at least twice as big as before. ^^

http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y96/hyokenseisou/Kiba/IMG_1986.jpg

Anyways, I could write on and on, but you have other letters to respond to. So with that said, I shall bid you my farewell til the next time and I missed you guys!! I promise to visit more often!! ^^ *hugs for all* Ja ne, minna!

Paku Romi

(P.S. I used to sign as Kiba Okaasan.. or something like that, but I'll just sign with my real name cause it makes my life easier! ^.~)

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

lo. no no! he's teh same person! and yah, we're back together, and we've talkd about our feelings for each other, and we're boyfriend girlfriend now! though we still have so feelings that aren't that clear, we realli do liek each other

angela

Dear Tasuki,

I can't leave 'er here alone, not after yesterday.

Seems Terry's been keepin' tabs on 'er through you guys an' was real p*ssed about 'er last letter to ya's. T'say th' least, she ain't gonna be back here fer awhile.

Th' b*st*rd showed up here yesterday a'fore I got home from work, I dunno what all he did to 'er, but I don't like it. She ain't said a word since I came home yesterday an' hadda drag Terry outta th' house by his hair. He wasn't hittin' her or nothin' he just said he pushed 'er down and yelled at 'er a bunch.

Th' way she's actin' ain't makin' me believe 'im. I didn't see no marks on her, but he had a real nice scratch on his face and there was blood under her nails. I don't wanna think about what he could'a done to her. He said he'd been there fer an hour; a LOT c'n happen in an hour bro.

I tried askin' what happened to her, she just cried and hugged me.

That scares th' sh*t outta me bro.

Kouji-kun

Dear Tamahome,

you idiot!!! why did you have to be soooo selfish?!? you stole miaka from hotohori!! how could you!??!

idiot-kurochan18

Dear Hotohori,

why didn't you steal miaka from tamahome?!?!

idiot-kurochan18

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

W0000t! I'm in Japan, pirating wireless internet (because I can't figure out how the h*ll I'm supposed to get my DSL working).

We went on a tour of Kyoto's famous sites today... the Heian Shrine, Kiyomizudera, Kinkakuji, and Nijo-jo. The first and second were cool... I got a fortune at the shrine that says that I'm supposed to have good luck (yayness!) and I found Suzaku cell phone deelybopper. *gives each of the Seishi one*

Kinkakuji was pretty much just a shiny building. The gardens were pretty, though. ^_^;;

And by the time we got to Nijo-jo, everyone was pretty exhausted. The nightengale floors WERE cool, though...

Anyhoo. Yeah. Anyone else got any impressons of the above-mentioned sites? o.o;

Does CNA want a Suzaku cell phone deelybopper, too? ^^

I apologize if this got sent more than once; the wireless connection is pretty bad... so bad, in fact, that I actually got disconnected halfway through sending it!

Ayame

Dear Chiriko,

Aww, Chiriko, I feel so sorry for you... *hands you three cans of Reliv NOW For Kids; three 300gm packs of Milo chocolate drink, and a piece of paper stating the instructions on how to consume* That's what made me taller! ^_^

SuzakuAngel

Dear Tasuki,

Pfft. Never mind, Tamabear's got a Fire Deflector 900X anyway (given by SuzakuAngel).

Nikkou no Tenshi

Dear Tamahome,

Chill out, Tamabear, you've still got a Fire Deflector 900X (the one SuzakuAngel gave you). ^_^

Nikkou no Tenshi

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Good day, minna! I would like to help out one person who has a question about FY's English version, Nomad.

This is to...

Nomad!

Yes, there are two Ensglish versions of Fushigi Yuugi.The "Curious Play" version, the one presently being aired by Animax, is the first English dub of FY that Pioneer made. However, Pioneer seemingly received too many complaints about the dub that they had to renew it. Yes, the voices used in the two different versions, in comparison, seem different, but, as I was told by dear Suiren, another fan of the show, the different voices of each character were each done by one person. For example, in the first version, Bridget Hoffman was the dubber of Miaka. In the second version, Ruby Marlowe was Miaka's English voice. But Bridget and Ruby are just one person. Just thought I'd like to help out since I was in the same situation once.

SuzakuAngel

P.S. This is to... Suiren! Thank you for helping me out when I had the same problem with this topic. ^_^

Dear Mitsukake,

You should totally be in a band. You'd be perfect: the next Adam Ant!

personinamardigrascostume

Dear Chichiri,

It's alright for the time being now. I managed to talk her out of it by some miracle. -sighs- Being her friend is an emotional roller coaster...

But now she's back to her perky self and bugging me to death, so it's gonna be a while before she tries that again. And now I can go through the rest of the month and the majority of next month without having to worry about her life and my weight and sanity.

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Tasuki,

Monday, October 30, 2006. 5:30 PM.

Hai, hai Tasuki-sama, I've listened t' the CD an' could ya do me a favor? Stop actin' like ya huggin' me could be the last thin' ya ever do! I ain't that bad, am I? Yer really pushin' it... I'm p*ssed off at a lot of people fer various reasons, but mainly just my mother (as always). I'm feelin' a bit tired tho' an accounta I stayed up until 2:30 watchin' this movie called "In Dreams" Fer scary factor I give it a 2 outta 5, but overall it was okay. I'm just happy there are horror movies on tv fer the next few days. Halloween is the best. ^^ "Shun the non believers! SHunnnnnnn!!!"

Okay I think I've got that outta my system. I've finally been able to finish up most of my projects that were do an' thanks t' all the school threats we've been gettin', there's no time fer a big third project in Ancient History. Thank the gods. I hate history projects, not because I don't like history, but because that's all they have us do fer the most part. I haven't had a single test all term an' it's over on thursday. Hard to believe... I'm 1/4 of the way thru my junior year. 'Dey grow up so fast...

But right now all I want is t' do my homework, have dinner, watch Heroes an' get to bed (after a shower of course) By the time ^ you can tell today was one of my appointments with el stupido therapisto. Oh how I loathe her... sugary coated personality *shudders* Super Happy people p*ss me off! An' there's a difference between actin' like a cheery nutjob (like me an' my friends) an' genuinely bein' a cheery nutjob like my therapist. I swear upon Tasuki plushie that I will kill the next super happy optimist that tries to "brighten up my day". (I am truly this ticked at people like this)

Well that homework ain't gonna do itself... tho' I wish it could. *sigh* Okay, homework-dinner-homework-fanfic-Heroes-shower-fanfic-bed. That's m' plan. I've been so good about writin' lil bits in my fic. I think I will get Part 1 done by the end of the year. Hurray! But now onto the shackles that surpress this young tomboy's happiness. To the history book!

Suiren

P.S. All you super happy genuinely cheery nutjobs better leave me alone! I'm not kiddin'! I will rip out yer spinal cord with a spork an' use it t' bind yer body as I cast you into a sea of hungry pirana!

P.S.S. I hate Mondays...

Dear Tasuki,

I might get cast in the odd couple as one of the pigeons sisters. I think I have about a one in four chance. ^^

Faye

Dear Tasuki,

so hows it been going? Been awhile since we talked and i just started wondering where the h*ll did you get your fangs from their hot but hey cant keep a girl wondering can ya?

Love your darling sister

nazuna

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

I've tried that already, she just refuses to listen. I couldn't get any sleep after she told me and I've been losing weight from worry and depression (Weight that I so dearly need!) I've told my parents but they think she's just bluffing, but I know she's not. This isn't the first time she's seriously considered this, but last time I managed to talk her out of it. She kept telling me to not worry about her, and do what I told her. Just make up some lies to myself. I don't know what to do, for myself or for her anymore.

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Tasuki,

Mi-chan's last letter... O///O

Huh? 'M I crazy? That can't a been my Mi-chan... she just don't talk like that. ~reads letter again~ O///O

Aw sh*t! Now... aw man! How'm I s'posed t'act 'round 'er now?! @o@

Kouji-kun

Dear Tasuki,

Hey bro, how's it hangin'? Long time no talk. I know Mi-chan's been keepin' ya's up to date with th' happenin's 'round here; th' cr*p with that bubble headed jerk Terry, th' problem with Celeste an' me, an' so on, so I ain't gonna bore ya with re-hashin' it.

I just came by t'see how my bro was doin' since I ain't yapped at ya's in so long. I could go back an' read what all's been goin' on but I'm too lazy just now.

Me an' Mi-chan had lots of fun at th' day spa I took 'er to this weekend; helped us get some thing in per-spec-tive. Lookin' back at things with me an' Celeste, I realize I wasn't th' best guy out there fer her, ya know? Thinkin' a Mi-chan th' way I do weren't fair t'Celeste or me. I'm kinda afraid stayin' here with Mi-chan right now, she's been actin' weird an' I'm seein' things that I know can't be there. Strange things like; her watchin' me, doin' everythin' she can t'please me, sittin' a little too close, smilin' a bit too seductivly... sh*t man, I'm only human!

Ugh, I gotta hurry up an' get my own place an' fast! I'm afraid I'll do somethin' t'hurt our friendship if'n I don't!

Arright, I'm off t'work. Chat at ya later, bro!

Kouji-kun

Dear Chichiri,

CHICHIRI *tackles* how are you? *steals mask putting it on her face* whats this thing made of??? I LOVE YOU MY BROTHER!!

nazuna

Dear Chiriko,

I'm growing taller!!! ... YES!!!

SuzakuAngel

Dear Tamahome,

Well... snap, I forgot what I was supposed to write! ^_^"

Oh, yeah, I remember! If you haven't built your OWN house yet (you know, like, you're just in a condo or something), I would willingly be your personal interior designer! I've learned a lot. My mom likes my idea for my dream house, and she's a BIG design enthusiast, so I guess I can say I'm good. Falalalala...

SuzakuAngel

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

I *puff* finally found a good picture of Miaka to use as my display image for my YM... she's so beautiful! (And, since we look a LOT alike, so am I. ^_^)

SuzakuAngel

Dear Tamahome,

Yes, they do... I was talking about the video called "Charlie the Unicorn"... If I thought that your repetitive name-calling with Miaka was annoying, it was much more annoying to hear things like these again and again:/p> "Hey Charlie!"

"Yeah, Charlie, wake up, Charlie, you big sleepyhead!"

"Yeah, Charlie, CandyMountain!"

"Yeah, CandyMountain!"

And what's worse is that they have these wheezy girlishly annoying voices going like "Hey Charlie!" and stuff... bah... I'm having nightmares... *runs hand through hair exasperatedly*

Oh, and one more thing. My dear cousin Akumu no Akatsuki would like me to call you "Tamabum"... all because she doesn't like "Tamapussy". ^_^"

Things have been really weird lately...

SuzakuAngel

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hello! I would like to make a few acknowledgements to the following people:

To Raira-chan: Hi! Now, I've introduced you to the seishi. Be nice to them! ^_^

To Nuriko: The denim rule I was tal

To Tasuki: YOU'RE going to burn my Tamabear? Not on my watch. *takes out chainsaw; sprinkles DIAMOND POWDER on the chainsaw's blades; slices Tasuki's tessen in half; turns dangerously sweet* Buh-bye, Tasuki! *walks off*

To Tamahome: No fried you on the menu anymore, Tamabear! ^_^

To All the Seishi: Thank you for wishing me fun at the Halloween party. *sulks* But the anti-pervert strategy didn't work... the most evil person in school stared at my legs as I did the turning-jumping 45 kick to add pizzazz to the party. >.<

Nikkou no Tenshi

Dear Tasuki,

Ah, such a nice, relaxing, totally hot weekend... er, not totally hot... erm, uh... *nervous giggle* Well, I only looked and I didn't touch. Granted that we shared a room (with dual beds mind you), I actually didn't think that I'd actually walk in on... well, it's fair I guess. He's seen me naked, why not me seeing him, ne?

Okay, fine. He's very, very good looking and he was a perfect gentleman the whole time while I was fighting tooth and nail to keep my hands off. That's so scary! I'd been with Terry so long that I thought it was impossible to want anyone else; Terry was my first and only boyfriend from the time we met in high school. He'd dated before but nothing serious, I'd never been interested (yeah, strange for a 16 year old girl @_@ I know.). But now... now it's like I can't keep my hands from reaching for Kouji. I'm shocked and surprised, to say the least, especially since I've never even looked at a guy other than Terry. (Tasuki doesn't count, he's every woman's fantasy ~_^)

Ooohhh! I'm so confused! Do I stay away and make sure that I'm not just doing the rebound thing or do I say 'screw it' and grab a handful of that very nicely shaped backside that Kouji totes around with him?

Yes, it still hurts to think of Terry (I'd be worried if it didn't) but when I look at Kouji... maybe its infatuation, maybe its because I know he called out... maybe I'm just really messed up in the head and am a hentai over his delicious... er... him. ^^;

Shoot me?

Miaka-chan

Dear Tasuki,

Too late! It was yesterday! ^^;

Faye

Dear Tasuki,

Sunday, October 29, 2006. 7:10 PM.

Yeah well I'm givin' up on them. I hate my ma an' my councler an' they ain't makin' my life any easier. I was just threatened that if I get anything less than a B in my classes, my @$$ is grass. Gods I HATE her, she just yelled at me to finish my stupid homework. I was gone two days, excludin' the weekend I still have 2 days to work on stuff. Ya know, I'm so p*ssed right now I wouldn't mind "getting rid" of them if ya know... it weren't fer those stupid laws an' stuff. -_-

Well I better get t' that homework...

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

A friend of mine has got me worried, she's tried doing this before and I know it's not for attention. She's trying to comit suicide because of her family. I've tried helping her, but nothing works. I was hoping you guys could give some advice to deal with this.

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

*groans* we're together again... everythng worked out i guess... he told me he had a girlfriend in china, but she didnt give him the same feeling that i gave to him... *sighs* i want to ask him so many things... i just dont know how. im scared that we're gonna break up again... things were ralli terrible last time.. we both cried ourseleves to sleep... i'e asked a lot of my friends and ppl and they all said things related to what u guys said too.. but we realli liek each other

angela

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Are there two English dub versions of Fushigi Yuugi by any chance? I recently watched a streaming episode (dubbed) of FY and the voices were different from the ones on the show I watched on local TV (in my country, it airs under the title 'Curious Play'). I'm also confused since Chichiri doesn't attach "you know" at the end of each sentence like everyone says he does (in the English dub). Thanks!

Nomad

Dear Tasuki,

Another homecoming without a date... AND it's my last one... Ah well.

Faye

Dear Tasuki,

Saturday, October 28, 2006. 1:00 AM.

Well I won't argue. I'm too tired.

Alright, now t' catch up on what ya've missed out on in the past couple of days. Well Thursday I stayed home from school, sick, an' slept the entire day pretty much, Then I did the laundry, cleaned my brother's room, an' tried my best to tidy up my sister's side of our room. (to no avail as she is the messiest of us all)

The ma comes home an' tells me the school was in lockdown because there was a nut job threatenin' t' kill people. Friday was the same deal. The guy had a plan an' was gonna come in an' kill some teachers an' stuff. Scary stuff... but I stayed home Friday as well because of axienty. It's so weird, there's been so many school shootin's in an' around Minnesota in the past couple of years. T' think one almost happened at MY school (and it still might as they ain't pressin' charges against the kid). I can honestly say I'm scared to go back to school... the last way I wanna go is via a bullet.

But tonight is Casey's 3rd annual halloween party so I've got fun to look forward to, an' Ayame an' Keshi are comin' back t' my house fer the remainder of Saturday an' into Sunday. So that should be fun, but I haven't felt like doin' much with my friends lately... I feel so out of it. Oh well, Halloween is upon us. It's time to scare lil kids an' take their candy. I still need a costume by tonight...

Anyhow, it's late an' I'm sleepy. So I'll talk t' ya later, okay? G'night.

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

But you were lost I'm sure of it don't you belive me ^.^ should I tell you my name first. My name is claire anyway whats you favorite food please please please tell me please please please.

Claire

Dear Tasuki,

Tasuki-dearest... you're always lost. XD

Actually I dropped in, not to tease you but, to let you know that I'm going away for the weekend with Kouji. No, it's nothing like that. He's taking me to a sort of relaxation spa or something. Says it'll be good for both of us to be able to get out and relax away from our problems so that when we come back we can focus on things better and maybe come up with some answers.

He's eating again, thank the gods, but seems to have developed this phobia of being alone. <.<....o.o....>.>

He's slept on the floor in my room for the last three nights. He's been having some really bad nightmares, too. And he just looks so pathetic that I can't tell him to sleep in Terry's old office anymore. *sigh*

On the upside, I've discovered that Kouji is a very comfortable pillow. Last night I fell asleep watcing a movie with him and woke up cradled in his lap, his face against the top of my head and snooring for all he was worth. I didn't realize he could snore that loud! Oh gods, he's loud... but I was too comfortable to move. Woke up this morning still in his lap, don't know how I got back to sleep with as loud as he was snoring, and he was hugging me like a teddy bear. It was so cute! I've never seen his face look so soft and relaxed... *smacks self* Nope, nope, not gonna think about that.

So, er... have a great weekend! ^-^

Love you guys!

Miaka-chan

Dear Chichiri,

Are you in love with Mitsukake? I think you and him would be a very cute couple x3

Miss Sweetpotato

Dear Tamahome,

Haha. I watched the youtube link in one of the messages sometime before. Cursed Candy Mountain... it would've been cute if Charlie and his deluded pals drowned in a pool of chocolate syrup and were eaten by evil strawberry muffins and then the muffins are thrown in a big pot of black-colored water along with the rest of those stinking singing candies on Candy Mountain. XD

SuzakuAngel

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Halloween party TONIGHT!!! Yes!!! I'm going to be this sassy witch wearing a sparkly blue and black skating costume(improvisation, no da) and a purple and black witch hat, and they'll be going along with a pair of stockings(shake off the pervs) and my brand new shoes. Then, during the party, there'll be a jamming session of the students with the band. I'm seriously hoping to get Best in Costume this year, I mean, has there ever been a sassier, more bubbly witch than *strikes a cute pose* yours truly? XD.

Anyway, Suzaku Seishi, meet my classmate Rairakku Koneko Oshii! She really loves lilac, and, Tamabear, though your eyes aren't lilac, they sometimes appear to be so, so she loves your eyes.

Raira-chan: So what? I love merely his eyes, you love HIM!!!

*Sweatdrops*

Nikkou no Tenshi

P.S. Yay! It's been officially proclaimed by Glamour Magazine, I'm correct about the denim rule, Nuriko!

Dear Tasuki,

I'm OD'n, man!!! It's all the guac!! Too much guacamole!! Ya gotta help me!! *froths at mouth*

Faye

Dear Chichiri,

Thanks for what you said Chichiri. ^_^ I told him I have a boyfriend already,and although he seemed a bit depressed about it, he understands that we could just be friends. I appreciate your help, it feels great to ask someone to help me instead of constantly being asked myself. ^_^

Kaguya-Hime

Dear Tamahome,

-o-... My FY dreams just get weirder and weirder with every night that passes...

SuzakuAngel

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hiya!!! Did you guys see the Filipino version? Did you like it?

Nikkou no Tenshi

Dear Tamahome,

TAMABEAR!!! *glomps* Aww, it's you!!! Tamabeary!!! *pinches your cheek once again* I drew my first picture of you with Miaka yesterday!!! Whee!!! And...

Random Person: As always...

*Sweatdrops* Yes, ahem... you looked GREAT!!!

Same Random Person: Great as in charming, gorgeous, heaven-sent...

SHUT UP!!! *whacks the random person on the head*

Nikkou no Tenshi

P.S. Aww, TAMABEARY!!! TTTAAAMMMAAABEEEAAARRRYYY!!! My Tamabear!!!

Dear Hotohori,

Hi, Your Highness!^_^ It's Nikkou-chan, or Niky to SOME of us... *looks dangerously at SuzakuAngel* I am so pleased to be in your presence... ahem... please pardon the formality despite my, uh, cheerful nature... XD. However, I would like to make a few acknowledgements...

To Kristene Mary V. Atienza: Yikishness! We are both Filipina FY-fans! And you're a year older than me... TOTAL omG...

NTK (my initials)

Dear Tasuki,

HAHA! Got ya there!!! Thought you'd die because of me, huh? Not a chance mister, not a chance... although... *whacks you on the head with your own tessen* DON'T TOUCH MY TAMABEAR!!! *suddenly turns creepily sweet* Buh-bye!

Nikkou no Tenshi

Dear Tasuki,

No, really, I'm serious... *takes out chainsaw and begins the chase; gets one of SuzakuAngel's Fire Deflector thingies*

Nikkou no Tenshi

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hello!!! I'm back! ^_^ Okay... so SuzakuAngel's just being plain dumb... however I shall respond to her call... SuzakuAngel-san: Yes!!! Yours truly! Nah, I didn't really miss you... XD just kidding, grlfriend...

Nikkou no Tenshi

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Whoa all of you are older than me even Chiriko! You guys can be my older internet siblings! That'd be awesome! Do you wanna be my older internet sibs since I only have an older brother and he is pretty busy in college. And Yeah, He's not exactly free... Anyway, let's see now, I met lotsa friends that love anime and a lot of them loves Fushigi Yuugi like me and they said to me to tell you guys "HI AND I LOVE YOU GUYS!". And yes we do luv ya guys! Anyway... Its almost the Sem-break here so Il be dancing my pants off for a week but... we have this fr*ggin project which is due right after the Sem-break which is a video production but my groupmates there dont cooperate that much so... WISH ME LOTSA LUCK since I really do need to put my grades up and that project would just pull it hecka down!

Jamie May

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

*cries* im so happy that i meet u guys. u were the first people that taught me how to love peple. and i loved u guys first! *sighs* i feel like crying in front of him face... to make him feel bad... but.. i dont know... if i still have feelings for him... i love him... but the way how he said that he would find another girl so that he could forget this ever happened just p*ssed me off right off teh charts! i need to talk to my counciler... i need to talk to someone i trust.. well, i've already talked u to guys but yah..

angela

Dear Tasuki,

*groans* awww man... this week is the WORST!! i have this math cross exam thingy tomorrow and then right after that a science test about cells!! and i still dotn know what cell memebran is... the mainthing that is bad about today is that.. not exacppt but, well, u know that i met a realli nice guy thats in grade 12 and well... we were friends.. but then suddenly like after a week to started to become closer.. so close that he said i love you to me on the internet! i love him too, but im still not sure what type, the friend love or the relationship kind... now its so awkard that we cant even talk to each other without my freinds there to talk with me!!! ...i need to tell him that i love him but as a friend but stronger... *sighs* i dotn get how we ever liked each otehr in the first place...

angela

Dear Tasuki,

OH GREAT!! now that i told him that i i love him more then a freind should but not enough to be his girlfriend, he just leaves me and goes and look for another girl that give him teh same feeling that i've gaven him!! oh god!! *cries* what!! i still have some feelings for him, but he just goes ans say "im gonna look for someone else that loves he now" oh god... this sucks... my life is completly wreaked now... i've practically broke one of the most best relationships i've ever had!! oh god... i dont know what to do now... i ralli dotn know... i know this is part of life... but so soon... i get slapped on teh face with reality... i dotn know what to say!! i have school to worry about but with this problem in teh way.. i dont know how im gonna face anyone... i loved him.. i realli did.. but after he told me he loved me... well.. i dotn know, my love for him just changed dramatically... i didnt want to be near him as i did before, i felt shy and nervous then ever around him and i didnt want to talk...

angela

Dear Tasuki,

Wednesday, October 25, 2006. 5:40 PM.

... Well what ever, my mind is thinkin' in spanish cuz that's the homework I just completed. Now all I gotta do is draw fer the rest of the night, my flip book animation an' my misc. what ever picks that I draw fer fun. Plus I wanna work on my web site a lil. I got over 645 visitors now. ^^ I'll put a link up fer feed back once I finish part 1 'r get close to it. I'm makin' steady progress.

How hard can transulatin' be? It'd take me a while t' find out what it's sayin', find the kanji online, put it into a translator, an' form it into english. An' like I said, I'm gonna ask Allie-chan t' help me out since she can read kanji an' stuff now. Plus all those online Mikos that do translatin's ain't done nothin' in months 'r years so some fangirl's gotta do it! An' why should it cost anythin'? Ya can find anythin' on the internet now-a-days. Plus I have my Japanese penpals just an email away if I need clarification. Whaz so hard about it? But then again I ain't ever translated a book... just some spanish short stories.

Lucky fer me my ma got home early so I don't gotta do no cookin' 'r tutorin' my lil brother. I don't care if I'm the oldest, my siblings don't listen t' me anyways an' they seem t' get along just fine without me. How comes other lil children will listen t' me but my own flesh an' blood won't? -_- I guess it's easier to charm kids ya barely see.

Guess it's back t' the drawin' board an' such. I'd rather lie down an' go t' sleep tho. I'm tired an' achy an' there's nothin' good on tv tonight. Heh... that an' taco night doesn't sit well with me. Not because I get gas 'r anythin', but my other younger brother (the smart n' athletic, egotistic one) has the worst stench in the entire house. He beats out my other brother, the dogs, an' my dad combined! Thus our house is filled with scented candles... but we have t' be careful where an' when we light the matches. I'm in fer a smelly night...

Suiren