Letters Archive
Week Ending September 9, 2006

Dear Tasuki,

Being a senior is weird... But I got to go in freshman day and see all the chilluns and bribe them to join drama... ^^

Faye

Dear Chichiri,

Thursday, September 7, 2006. 4:25 PM.

It's weird. I don't feel quite right but I don't feel what I'd exactly call "sick". Ma thinks it might be anxiety due to school an' that may be true, but I just finished my 3rd day back an' I haven't even gotten any big "it's gonna take me hours to do" homework. I've got a lil Spanish an' I gotta find a buildin' fer a project in Ancient History. I'm gonna do a castle from Japan, I can't remember the name of which one it was, but I'll find out an' tell ya soon.

Drawin' is goin' okay. I'm takin' it very slow so the teacher thinks I'm puttin' in more effort on each piece. I'm just rusty so I'm tryin' to make it look good, but after today I declared the first sketch done an' went onto my chaulk rendering. Next is oil pastels... very messy.

My stomach keeps playin' games too, one minute I feel like I'm gonna loose control of my bowels, the next thing I know I'm fine. I've been really warm too... but the temp is goin' up an' down like crazy so it's hard to dress accordin'ly. Fall better speed it's @$$ up so I can ease inta colder months an' not be roastin' every single frickin' day. My chest pains are makin' me a bit snappy... but I suppose that was obvious.

But on a happier note, I'm drawin' some totally brand new characters for my own story. I have an openly homosexual musician named Kouya, an' a few other lil kids I'm workin' on. No real description yet but I'm workin' on it. Akurei no Assassin isn't exactly laid out completely but as with all my fics it's comin' slowly but surely. Given how much I write maybe I'm better off just drawin' it out as a manga... oh well.

I better get to that homework an' try to stay awake. I ended up fallin' asleep the other day after I finished my letters to you guys. I woke up at 9 exactly for Law and Order an' fell back asleep shortly after 2. I'm gettin' so messed up... I wish I could hurry up an' master astral projection so I could leave my body fer a bit. But I've been told it takes years of practice... *sigh*

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Wednesday, September 6, 2006. 11:20 PM.

Uh... I still don't see why yer embarassed. I certainly wouldn't be embarassedif you started talkin' about parts of yer anatomy. A body is a body whether yer male or female. It's totally okay with me, but that's not an excuse to be vulgar. An' it's not like I was tryin' t' put ya in an umcomfortable position.

But seriously, the better I get at understandin' the human body, the better biologist I'll be. I really should learn not to laugh at the names of reproductive organs... if I can't get thru a science class without gigglin' at p3n*$ there's gonna be some problems. Hehe... okay, I really got start growin' up. I'm gonna be an adult in less then two years an' out on my own preparin' fer my career as a Genetic Biologist. ^.^ I'm gonna cure a genetic disease! I'm gonna cure a genetic disease! (<- My goal before I die)

Okay then, on to my genetic plans. I'm probably gonna get totally mad scientist on myself. If I never do find Mr. Right an' I do want kids, I'm either adoptin' 'r usin' that artificial insemination. I'm such a nerd... I believe in aliens an' ghosts too. I wish I could have an "experience" tho'. I've had a few freaky things like hearin' our piano playin' at 3 AM but that's about it an' even then I think that's only in my head after a long day.

Speakin' of ghosts an' such, CnA lives in L.A. 'r around that area right? Ever been to San Diego? I wanna go there an' see the Waley house. It was once voted to be the most haunted house in America. I also wanted to see New Orleans but Hurricane Katrina ruined that dream of mine. An' I've wanted to see New Orleans since I was a lil kid. Major bummer. I also have this life long dream to see Egypt. Hopefully I'll be able to have a fair amount of cash in my pocket in the next ten years so I'll be able to see all these places.

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

my second day wasn't realli bad. at this highschool, there's this prgram where grade 9 10 11 and 12's students join (its called the link crew) to help the grade 8's or other people. its really cool. every grade has like more then 10 members! there realli helpful and they're all outgoing and talkable too! my leader wanted me to talk more so i guess i should do that? im pretty quiet i guess...

angela

Dear Tasuki,

Hey, I haven't talked to you in over a year or so. So I doubt you remember me.. but... I WUB YOU!!

Anyways... Tasuki, Tasuki... Is it possible to get you to go out on a date with me anytime soon? That would rock. Hard.

Until you reply ^_~

cutepiku

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hello there all you spiffy seishi. I have a question for you that I hope you can help me with.

I am going to be moving away from my parents for the first time in June. I'll be in an apartment on my own out in British Columbia, thousands of kilometers from my family at home in Southeastern Ontario. I have an Aunt, Uncle and cousin in BC to watch over me and help me along, but this will be the first time that I am mostly all on my own.

I'm wondering if any of you can give me some hints.

What kinds of things can I ask for at Christmastime or for my birthday (in December) that I will need in a new apartment? Anybody know how to ship my belongings across the country cheaply? (I have alot of books and a computer and stuff like that...)

Has anyone here ever transported fish on an airplane? @_@ Do you think the airline people would let me bring them as a carry-on?

So many things to think of!

Any advice?

Zippy

Dear Chichiri,

Wednesday, September 6, 2006. 4:45 PM.

Who ever said I was droppin' out anyway? I still wanna education cuz I need a good one to make lotsa money. But I've been feelin' so outta it lately I just can't seem to git with it. My stomach, my back, my "chest"... ugh... an' I'm so tired right now. 'Course it was a long humid day in school. Maybe it's just stress... tho' my "chest" has been hurtin' fer a week or so... such matters are truely unwanted at this present time.

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Wednesday, September 6, 2006. 4:30 PM.

Yeah I know Alec is smart. (Alec : Konnichi wa Tasuki-kun deshi!) XP Plus whether ya like it 'r not I can't help that I'm anatomically a female an' that my only current irritant happens to be my chest. If I have a problem I'll b*tch about it, ya should know that by now.

An' turnin' red my @$$. Why the heck should YOU be embarassed about it? I'm not embarassed by it so big deal. Tho' I had a rough time playin' the stupid "trust" game where ya fall back an' hope the guy behind ya catches ya. Angie was behind me an' when I fell back her arms came around my chest an' a yelped a lil bit. I wonder if somethin's wrong. I take good care of what lil I have there so yeah... maybe I slept funny 'r somethin'... I dunno. All I know is that I can't touch 'em without wincin'. (An' I ain't grabbin' at 'em either so don't even go down that road.)

Anou... it's been pretty warm up here in Winona tho this mornin' was really cool. I went to school in a sweatshirt an' sweatpants, now that it's later in the day I'm gettin' to the sweatin' part. I'm also feelin' tired right now... I fell asleep a lil after 1:00 an' got up at 7:30. That's my usual durin' the school year anyway... maybe I ain't used to be 6 hours yet 'r maybe I do need more.

I'm also cravin' tangy flavored foods... after the sweetness of havin' chocolate fer a week I tend to want somethin' with some flavor in it. I ate a lotta radishes today. I love radishes. ^^ They taste so good when boiled with ramen fer about 1 minute. Try it sometime. I am a lil hungry but I'm gonna try an' wait until supper.

I'm just... feelin' heavier every passin' moment... my back feels like it's gonna snap, my shoulders an' neck ache, my legs are sore, an' I generally feel pretty wiped out. I don't think I had much homework so I'll try an' sneak in a nap 'r somethin'... course now my stomach is startin' to hurt. I wonder what's up with me... I've been feelin' really strange lately.

Suiren

Dear Chiriko,

O hisashiburri desu ne, Chiriko!

I just came back from downloading a lot of Japanese enka songs. Here in my country, these songs are really so hard to find. Do you also like Japanese enka? Is enka easy to find in Japan? thanks

Richard

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Greetings from university (again.) It's been a while since I dropped by. I'm finally made it to my last year of studies (sorry, Chiriko, eventually I have to graduate). Over the summer, I worked at two libraries and found both of them to be stellar. I'm finally confident that I've made a career choice that I can enjoy, and that's a boost in confidence.

Since it's been a few months since I last visited, I wonder what's new in the Humble Cyber Abode and its inhabitants. Suiren is prolific as ever, in a good way, no doubt, no da.

Thought I would check in at the least and say hello to CnA and all of you. I'm not ignoring you, I promise, but I haven't really had much to write about lately.

Silver

Dear Tasuki,

Tuesday, September 5, 2006. 11:40 PM.

I still don't know what I want to draw for Miaka Nee-chan. I'm thinking somethin' along a humerous kawaii style 'r somethin', but as you can see by my dated time ^ it's late an' I'm gettin' too tired to draw, but that's not gonna stop me.

On a happy note: I think my breasts got a lil bigger. Like a milimeter but still, i can feel it... cuz they keep achin' like a b*tch. I sure as h3ll hope it's growin' pains... i dunno what else it could be but they've been hurtin' fer a while. I miss bein' able to sleep on my stomach... *tear*

Anyways, I should get back to drawin'then head my lil @$$ up to bed... an' boy did I realize how small that part of my anatomy is today... I knew my butt was boney since I have so lil fat on me but I hurt myself sittin' down on a hard surfaced chair! I suppose I should be grateful I can even fit in chairs an' desks nowadays... obesity is a real problem in the world. I get cr@p fer it tho; cuz I'm the kinda person who can eat what ever I please an' loose weight cuza it! I am hated by dieters everywhere...

South Park's startin' so I guess that's it fer tonight. Oyasumi atashi no daarin

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Tuesday, September 5, 2006. 5:30 PM

I know that's how it is, but that don't mean it ain't supposed to hurt me. Maybe she was just like one of those steppin' stones. I really learned about just bein' a better person from bein' buddies with Yuri, so it's not like it's been a waste. An' it ain't like I hate HER, it's the way she acts sometimes which is usually why I say I hate someone. It ain't them as a person, it's their attitude.

Onto School. The day was long, easy, an' borin. I was runnin' around the entire buildin' lookin' fer my frickin' locker (the buildin' was remodeled during the summer and I found out right before classes started that I was gettin' a new locker! ARGH) an' when I found it, the stupid dial is so hard t' turn. But that's not really such a big issue.

Spanish 4 looks like the only class I'll have to actually study for. I have some homework an' stuff I'll start workin' on after letters so yeah... Advanced Drawing is also okay... but it's been over 2 years since I've done anythin' outta manga style so I'm a bit rusty. But hopefully I'll finally get shadin' an' colorin' down this year so I have my fingers crossed.

Ancient History looks like it's gonna be easy as well. The teacher is the guy who's kids I babysit so I also feel pretty comfortable in there plus I got 8 other buddies in there with me! (Me, Abby, Heather, Angela, Casey, Elise, Alex, Beth) I'd like to say it'll be good for help with homework but... I'm pretty sure I'm the smartest outta alla them. Not to be mean 'r nothin' but half of 'em do drugs so that's proof they ain't got it all together.

Choir. Wow. New teacher. I miss Ramsdell-sensei but Schlief-sensei is okay. They're both funny an' crazy guys. Schlief just got married 3 weeks ago so he was all happy wappy. I found it ironic they honeymooned in VIRGINia but I'm still glad fer 'im. He's such a nice guy. We already started 2 songs an' the first one is soooo pretty. It's a dark almost gothy-angsty song. The other one is a different version to a song a learned a couple years ago so it's all about learning the new melody now. Alto is just a tricky part to sing because we wanna sing high with the sopranoes but not low enough that we sound like teners. It's so tricky fer me to control my voice. Too low an' I sound like a guy, too high an' my fellow altos look at me funny... *sigh* Practice. I'll get it eventually.

Well, a quick write in to Chiri-chan, then homework, then fun time.

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

How true is this? :)

1) The likeability factor of a household chore is inversely proportional to its importance to your health and/or safety. (i.e. The job you most hate to do = the job you most have to do)

2) The minute you're done with housework, you have to start all over again.

3) Neatness is a necessary evil, unless you enjoy (and have time for) spending the entire day cleaning.

4) No matter how much housekeeping you do, you've only just barely scratched the surface.

5) Mixing cleaning products (such as ammonia and bleach) won't make the job go faster. On the contrary, it has repercussions. Serious repercussions.

6) There's no such thing as an equal division of labor. Even if you bring home the bacon AND do the cooking AND protect the home, you'll still get saddled with the kids and laundry.

7) No matter how nice your house looks, it probably won't be featured in this month's issue of *Better Homes and Gardens*.

8) One child can (and probably will) make a mess greater than or equal to that produced by 10 adults.

9) When your house is at its most untidy, guests show up unannounced.

10) Parties (and visits from your in-laws) mean endless cleaning before, during, and after.

Lildolphin88

Dear Chichiri,

Tuesday, September 5, 2006. 6:00 PM.

Yeah I know... it ain't like I'm oblivious to the facts. Yer fergettin' I'm supposed to be supa smart 'r somethin'. Ma still won't tell me my IQ. -_- Grr...

I don't wanna dropout tho', I'd just would rather have a tornado decend from the sky an' destroy the buildin' so school'd be out a while longer. I was just sayin' that made no sense an' people who write stuff up like that should at least repeal the dropout age thing since there's a law that ya hafta go t' school until yer 18.

I hate plenty of things in this world but mostly I hate stupid people. Some things can be so obvious sometimes! I especially hate stupid people who don't have common sense. They bug the h3ll outta me. But seriously, don't ya wonder how some people can just be... outta it? I guess that's a nicer way of sayin' a dumb $#*! but either way it ticks me off.

Well I gotta go the the toilet... BAD. An' I gotta finish up my homework an' get ready fer tomorrow. Law an' Order is on tonight so I'll have some nice downtime later. But right now... BATHROOM!! *rushes out holdin' stomach*

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

my internet is working again!! i soo happy! but i still wont have as much time to talk to you guys! school's starting TOMORROW for me!! *smiles* wish me luck!

angela

Dear Tasuki,

Monday, September 4, 2006. 3:00 PM.

Well inspiration continues to be slow. I haven't done much of anything an' there's only a couple hours left of summer vacation. I suppose I had an okay summer, it coulda been a lot worse I guess. I did some stuff an' I didn't get to do some stuff, but either way some stuff got done an' I most likely had a good time doin' it.

I'm definetely gonna hafta adjust my lil click at school. I love all my buddies, but too many are becomin' smokers an' some are just plain ignorin' me. Angela, Amy (Ayame), and Casie (Keshi) are still the only guys to remain true friends in my eyes. I guess I know where my loyalties lie, but I never thought I'd lose Elise (Yuri).

I mean, she was my first true best buddy ever an' now... she don't even talk to me no more... but after a good cry I realized I had t' ferget 'er an' move on. It still hurts like a b*tch tho. My chest has never felt so heavy in my life. I guess I got a lil too used to feelin' wanted an' fergot what it was like to be cast aside. *sigh* oh the painful memories of my painful past...

But anyway I'm tryin' to be uppity. There was the good times ya know before she started paying more attention to "other" things instead of me. I won't deny that I'm jealous because I know I am. But I'm also pretty d@mned p*ssed too. When ya say "best buddy" that's supposed to mean somethin' extra special right? Exactly. Ya can't take nothin' lightly. I know it's wrong t' be jealous an' all but hey she was MY best friend in the entire world so if I'm not p*ssed ya'd think there's somethin' wrong with me (which there is, but that's besides the point right now).

Well I'm gonna put my remainin' hours to use an' nap (if I can manage) 'r maybe I'll draw... I dunno. But I ain't gonna play stupid no more by talkin with Yuri an' pretendin' I'm "okay" with everythin' when really I wanna beat the livin' h3ll outta her. (An' since I know she reads my letters I hope I'm really drivin' this knife deep into her heart, an' if it doesn't hurt well then I know she don't care an' all will be okay in the world)

SO, I'm gonna head out here. If she happens to right into ya give 'er a good talkin' too ' tell Chichiri to say somethin'. I don't to make ya the monkey in the middle, but like I said, she don't talk to me no more.

Suiren

P.S. 'Lise, I loved ya. Why ya torturin' me like this? I can respect that you an' Casey are close now an' I'm happy fer ya. Casey was my only buddy back in elementary so I kinda feel like I brought ya tagether. Just don't give up on me like this, okay? I tried my best this summer t' do stuff with ya but ya never had time fer me it seemed. An' if this really is the end, so be it. But I ain't gonna hide behind icon hugs an' kissies any more.

Dear Tasuki,

*POUNCE!* Well, if it really was artificial respiration, you won't mind me giving you some to keep you from drowning during swimming lessons!

You know it's only a matter of time before Tamahome tries to shove you into the pool. Don't you want to surprise him by being able to swim when that time comes? Well... if that happens and you can't swim, I can always break away from math to give you artificial respiration.

I guess I win either way!

One-chan

Dear Chichiri,

Monday, September 4, 2006. 3:00 PM.(I'm datin' my letters from now on)

Tell ya what, you stay on your side of the universe an' I'll stay on mine. Ya cross the line I'll place a restrainin' order on yer @$$ an' charge ya fer innapropriate conduct with a minor. Hey when I'm 18 will that make me a major? *shrugs* I dunno...

What's new in my world?

-Umm... I'm sad the Croc Hunter died. I loved that guy an' I thought of his kids the moment I heard... that's gotta suck. His boy isn't even 3 yet.

-Public school starts up tomorrow. *yay with no enthusiasm* -Officially deleted Casey and Elise from all contacts. I'm sick of being ignored an' cast aside. These friendships are over. It takes 2 to make it work an' tho I tried they didn't so f*ck you ya selfish b*tches, I don't need ya. Casie is my new best buddy because she actually cares about me an' wants to hang out with me.

-Became supa best buds with Casie. We WILL have Rock Lee and make him our own! MUWAHAHAHAHA!!

-Got Zettai Kareshi Vol 2. Read up to 5 online, but still buy the manga fer collection purposes. They didn't have FY: GK Vol 4! I was so p*ssed off.. but I'm startin' my Furuba collection now! I got vol 1 an' 2. They didn't have 3 or 4 an' I didn't want to get 5 without havin' 3 an' 4. I'm weird that way havin' to buy in order. Plus I only had so much money. hehehe...

-Got my stress enduced cold sore for the school year an' an expected monthly visitor that came 1 week after the last one. (WHY THE **** DO I HAFTA KEEP ******' BLEEDIN' OUTTA MY ******' *******?! CAN'T I ******' GET A ******' SEX CHANGE ALREADY AN' REMOVE ALL THESE *******' ORGANS THAT ONLY **** UP MY LIFE?!) I think I'm taking it well. *innocent smile*

-Not that many new drawin's, I'm tryin' to do more colorin' so it's been a slow week.

-Got a new shirt with the kanji "sea" and "flower" on it. It so pretty. I also got a lovely new skirt I'm gonna wear tomorrow with my heels. Dunno what I'm gonna do with my hair yet...

That's about it I suppose. I'm so tired an' I wanna sleep but ma won't let me. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow either. I hate school so much. I hate the stupid teachers, the stupid remodelin', the stupid administration, the stupid preppy students, an' the stupid enforced law I hafta go until I'm 18. The legal dropout age is 16 but now they'd made it illegal to dropout! What kinda ****** up $#*! is that?! Oh how I hate people... well, most people.

Suiren

Dear Tamahome,

Did I forget all those lovely little slasherific scenes with a huge honking portion of the cast? <3 I believe I did, I was in a rush to finish my letter to you last time.

Anyway, yosh, slash aside - I must ask you... do you prefer yourself as Tama or as Taka? o: I've personally found you more entertaining/loveable/human as Tama, and then I see Taka as just some carbon clone of you. And he doesn't have your spiffy long hair. D:

*secretly glomps* >_> Tell no one I did this.

Ryo

Dear Tasuki,

I took your advice and.. it worked. Thanks. However, now she is trying to drag her older brother into this entire mess. And, I really hate that. Because he is this really sweet.. sweet, yet vulgar guy, actually. I'd hate for anything to happen to him though. I've always been protective over him.. even though he is like four years older than I am. We have a weird friendship.. but, I guess it works for us.

Anyway, she now seems bent on just breaking us apart period. I tried to find out whats going on, but she wont talk to me.. and seems not to want to talk to her brother about it either.

Anyway, have a good day. Cheerio.

Kasmira

Dear Chichiri,

No, it was taken care of but w/e. I don't care anymore but Tomorrow is my last official day of summer vacation and I'm actually looking forward to going back to school. Gonna be a long day on tuesday but yeah. I am SOO tired though lol. I only got 3 hours of sleep but omg I am so wide awake! I'll crash within a couple hours teehee ^^ I KNOW I'll get some sleep Chiri, you don't need to tell me. But I'll sleep good tonight ^^ But yeah I'll ttyl!

Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

I sure hope so, but I still don't know what I should draw exactly. Oh well, best to wait for inspiration to come to me.

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

Well ya did ya creepy ol' man.

Suiren

Dear Mitsukake,

I need to lose weight. How do I motivate myself to stick to my diet and exercise routine?

Missy

Dear Mitsukake,

I want to sleep with my boyfriend. How do I talk to him about getting STD-tested without scaring him away or sounding like a clinical worrywart?

Anonymous

Dear Nuriko,

Any tips for putting on makeup quickly in the morning without looking like I rushed through my beauty routine?

Speedy

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

What do you think of people writing yaoi fics about y'all?

Name Withheld

Dear Tasuki,

There's someone in my class, and he's botherin' me! I don't have a tessen like you do, so I can't burn him. I don't have a big mallet, so I can't whack him over the head. What do I do?

P***ed Off

Dear Nuriko,

Holy shizznit! Check this out! http://community.livejournal.com/ryuuen/14199.html#cutid1.

HipHopOtaku

Dear Chichiri,

Are you finished with creepin' me out?

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Uh... okay Miaka Nee-chan I'll try my best to think of something good fer ya.

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

But CnA-san doesn't have kids, does she? So I suppose ya can't give me much advice with that. I guess if I do meet a guy I'll just wait an' see what happens. Nature's way is best I suppose. I don't doubt in my abilities as a mother. I'm a carin' person an' I kinda like havin' to look after my siblings an' bandage 'em up when they get hurt.

I think it's so cool how somethin' can start out so small an' grow into somethin' so big. An elephant is pregnant for 2 years ya know while rabbits are pregnant fer only a month. It's amazin'. Ya see, it ain't human genetics that interest me exactly, it's just genetics in general. I remember seein' a pic of what would happen if a human code was placed in a monkey an' WHOA! It was somethin' alright... while they say humans shouldn't cross our genes with animals, it'd still be pretty cool if we could.

Ah, science is in there air. It's all so amazing. It's the basis of everythin'! Just don't ask me to understand chemisty or physics. I'm a biology kinda girl. Mmm... just thinkin' about my genetic code makes me giggly. So that's how I know it's the right path for me.

So what all makes you guys feel that way inside? CnA-san too. I figure Mitsukake and Tasuki get that rise from treatin' patients an' robbin' merchants, but still... thought I'd ask anyway.

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

*grins at Tasuki devilishly* Well, since I look a good bit like Miaka from the anime... how about a "Miaka no fangirl glomps Tasuki no baka" pic? ^_^ Or whatever you decide to draw is fine. Surprise me.

To Tasuki:

What are you looking so worried about, bandit-chan? Scared? *winks at him and giggles* Aw, ya know I love ya, ne Tasu-chan?

*glomps Tasuki and Suiren* I love you guys!

Terry: *shakes his head and gives Tasuki a pat on the back* Sorry man, that was the best I could talk her down to. You should have seen what she really wanted Suiren to draw! *shivers* I DON'T need to have THAT image burned into my brain! I feel for you man. I really do.

Miaka: *bonks Terry* SHADDAP! I'm being nice here!

Miaka and Terry

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hottest anime girl you've ever seen?

RandomSilliness

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

..i hope i can find my answers from you guys when i have time to get on my computer.. my computers busted and i haev to walk all the way to teh library and use it to send you a letter.. like im doing now... i feel so miserable...

angela

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

i'll be soo sad and lonley when i wont be able to get to send you letters anymore as much!! *cries and hugs each one of them*

angela

Dear Nuriko,

i still can't get rid of my eyebagys yet! lol. and there's only like 3 more days until school starts here! i wanna look my best!

angela

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

so how do i send in my art if i had one to the gallery? ...did that make sence?

angela

Dear Tamahome,

This question has been bugging me for quite some time now, and I must ask... but why does it seem you're getting kissed by more guys than girls in the series?

First there was Nuriko (whom at the time, we didn't even know was a man. But realizing this later makes the entire situation just seem more yaoi), then there was Nakago... and even though Tomo never really did anything to you minus the entire bondage-with-the-plants thing, I think we should count it anyway. D:

And now I have an insane urge to hug you to compensate for this. *hugglehuggle*

So summing up everything that I just said... how DO you deal with being the guy people constantly manage to get fanservice with? And when I mean people, I mean like 2/3rds of the cast, no offense. x_x

Ryo

Dear Chichiri,

Hey you... I'm just gonna come out with it now, I am in a very bad mood... *sigh* It's gonna be a long day, but hopefully I'll be able to go to the park with my friend later today so that should be fun. Hopefully her allergies aren't horrible... But three days and it's back to the house of learning for me... I actually want to go back... I'm sick of not being able to see my friends. If there's one thing I hate about living where I do it's that. I never get to see 'em. Only during the school year... *sigh* Oh well... That's why MSN is a good thing... but other than that yeah... I think I'm gonna go make some tea... I haven't had any like all summer... I don't wanna go upstairs though so I guess I'm at a loss... but OMG Jess needs to go fall in a REALLY deep hole! SIE IST EIN DUMMER ARROGANTER KLEINER-- *growls a little* Ich habe das nicht gern... *pulls out crocheting stuff and works on blanket* I am stayin in my dark hole until my friends sign onto msn...

Yuri

Dear Chiriko,

Yes, I do mean the "soft spot" on a baby's head. I think that because in anime, the head is just so easily bruised, and seems a lot more sensitive up top even in adults than it does here in anyone over age 5. (You know, when they get hit in the head and get huuuge lumps, or even when the head gets completely squished. So, what I'm asking, is do you anime peeps have some kind of permanent "soft spot"? O_o

Chibichica710

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Awesome huh? Well I don't think I'm that great. Then again I have been known to be modest about my artwork. I admit I'm probably one of the better anime artists on Deviant because most of the fanart I see... sucks. I want to be a biologist but... I'm getting such good feedback by total strangers maybe I should go into art... but I've always wanted to voice over in an anime as well.

There's so much I wanna do but I dunno if I'll be able to... I mean, being a Biologist. That's serious stuff right there, but if I do that I'll have a good income. Growin' up with not a whole lot makes me want to have money. My Onee-san grew up an' got a good job an' she travels all over the states! But she's hardly with her son... that's the only thing I see as a downside, but I don't plan on havin' kids.

Nope. Not me. I won't. No marriage, no kids, no nothin'. Once I'm outta college I'll finally have my own life an' there's no way as soon as I get my freedom from my mother that I'm gonna take care of a guy fer the resta my life. Ohh... but then I think it over an' I do wanna meet someone who actually thinks I'm worth somethin' an' can honestly say they love me. An' I do think babies are sooooo kawaii!! But I don't wanna be tied down... but I wanna know that love... no, I want my freedom, but what if I do meet my prince charmin'?

ARGH!! I don't know what I want! I'm such a girl! Maybe I'll know when I'm outta high school an' I really should stop readin' them romance stories. I wish I knew what I wanted. I know I want to have a career that makes me wealthy. I wanna live in an open area but a short drive from a city. I take it if I have a big career I'll need to be in a city. I wanna be able to go to Japan, Egypt, the Amazon, and Tazmania. I wanna help people. I wanna be able to show up everyone who thought I couldn't make a decent livin. *sigh* But I guess... I do wanna meet some guy who thinks I'm the toughest lil otaku with no breasts!

Yup. That's me. A flat chested tomboy with an anime obsession. I do like my petite lil body an' c'mon guys! If ya want a lil woman, they don't get much smaller than me! Well... they get shorter, but I'm supa thin. 110 pounds! Underweght an' perfectly healthy! (I think... ) I'm just about 5'6" now! I'm so happy! An' my skin is clearin' up fer now. *phew* I don't get why I'm single... maybe it's the whole pesimist attitude. I see myself as a realist tho' cuz I know life sucks an' it's unfair. Well who knows, maybe this year is my magic year.

I'm old enough to date now accordin' to my mom, but she still says "no one's gonna wanna take you out" an' I feel so ugly when she's like that with me. I mean... aren't there guys out there who think I'm somethin'? Barry-kun thinks I'm cool all because I spit! Then again he's 13 and naive to the cruelty of the world. But he's such a nice kid!

Oh well I've been workin' on this letter fer over an' hour now... guess I should finish up my drawins... so 'night ya'll!

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

I will!! It's nice to know my favorite fiction character cares about me. ^^

Faye

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

This is my Seishi Series. I'm 7 short but that's only because they haven't been revealed yet. I KNOW Mi is appearing in the Genbu Kaiden. I can FEEL it.

Byakko: Tokaki, Subaru, and Tatara

Genbu: Tomite, Uruki, Hatsui, Hikitsu, Namame, and Inami

Seiryuu: Nakago, Su, Ami, Soi, Tomo, and Ashitare

Suzaku: Chiriko, Tamahome, Mitsukake, Nuriko, Hotohori, Chichiri, and Tasuki

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

*POUNCE!*

.. You know you've missed that. Ah, nostalgia! And hey, since CnA has a pool, I think it's about time you learned how to swim. Ooooohohoho!

The weather has been so hot after all, a cold swim would be good for you! I promise I won't let you drown...

One-chan

Dear Hotohori,

*smirks* I love that picture of you drawn by Umi-chan, in the fanart gallery. ^_~ *licks lips flirtatiously*

Chibichica710

Dear Chiriko,

Is it just me, or do fontanelles never seem to close in anime? O_o

Chibichica710

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Guys! GOOD NEWS! We won SECOND place in our Cultural Day celebration! Its party time!! *Bring out cake! and chocolates!* You guys want some?! Thanks for the LUCK! *hugs you all* This has been one of the happiest moments in my life, surprisingly! :D I LOVE YOU GUYS! XP

Jamie May

Dear Mitsukake,

*casts a spell on Tama Neko, while saying "May you always be healthy and strong"*

Hi Mitsukake. What are you up to right now? What's keeping you busy these days?

Aya

Dear Chichiri,

You can be sorry from WAAAY Over there mister.

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Hehe, so Miaka Nee-chan, do you have any requests? I'm glad ya like my artwork so much but I'm not as good as I'd like ta be...

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

*thumbs up* Right-o! Thanks. ^^

Faye

Dear Tasuki,

*throws crutch at him* I can't chase you down but I can sure ping you with my crutch! I've gotten good aim with this thing, Terry likes to run off when he does things to get my temper going and so I've worked on my accuracy. ^_~

I'm about to head out for another appointment but I wanted to answer Miss Suiren's kind note to me. *hits Tasuki with her crutch again*

To Suiren:

Hello dear. I appreciate your sweet words and I've had Terry show me the recent deviations you've made. They're all so beautiful! You're a very talented young lady.

PLEASE! Don't do one of me going after Terry with my crutch! *embarassed* I'd be honored to have you draw something for me, dear. You've such talent and skill with what you draw that I can't help but be in awe.

I've uploaded the last pic I drew before the accident, it's smudged and not touched up like I usually do with my art, but I was carrying it with me the day of the accident. It took a hard hit but wasn't destroyed. I hope you like it and (if I can ever remember to grab it) I'll post a link to it here.

*hugs her* Thank you Miss Suiren!

Now, Tasuki... you and me have some issues to discuss. *bonks his head repeatedly with crutch* Don't go telling people to do draw me chasing down Terry with my crutch! I'm embarassed by that as it is. ^^;

I still like ya though, you're pushing it *winks* but I still love you. When my fingers heal (another few weeks and the casts come off of my hands! YAY!) I'll have to get back at you in art. *devious smirk*

Love you guys!

Miaka the devious

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Well, Today's been a very tiring day for me. I've just finished an essay about recycling. If I win this essay contest, I'll be sent to Tokyo for the conference. I really wish I will win so I will be able to go to Japan and go shopping, hehehe!!! I remember times when I couldn't sleep due to stress from my work, but thanks to your music, I am able to sleep because of your songs, especially the song "everlasting Story", hehe. Fushigi Yuugi is really a very inspiring story for me.

Richard

Dear Nuriko,

Heeeeey Nuriko!! Oh my gosh we're gonna have our grad pics next next week already.. Im asking for advice.. Im pretty much known as the child-like, innocent person in our circle of friends but we have to put make up on the day of the grad pics! I know their gonna tease me and all but I know I need to do it... What should i do!? ANYWAY YOUR THE BEST AND YOU ROCK! *hugs you!*

Jamie May

Dear Tasuki,

Whassup? Gosh, i was watching through youtube the OVAs and the episodes and I was really laughing because of you. Thanks a lot I fell down the floor laughing! :)) Anyway, do you think playing the electric guitar is cool coz Im gonna be switching from acoustic to electric already! (and im proud) YOU ROCK!

Jamie May

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hey guys! Tomorrow's Friday! *celebrates* whoot whoot! Anyway I finished my homework on the 80 things which is due today and I passed it on time! *phew* Tomorrow anyway is our CLUTURAL CELEBRATION... We're gonna compete with the other sections with cultural stuffs added to some modern songs which is completely mixed up! ^_^ I would really HOPE we would win though.. But I not you cannot always win... darn... Uhm... guys i have a really really CURIOUS question running through me mind since the day I watched the OVAs... which was loooong ago! X_x Well,.,. Here it goes (I KNOW THIS WILL BE A UNIMPORTANT QUESTION but ill ask anyway so IT WOULD STOP RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND!)... DO YOU GUYS THINK YOU LOOK MUCH GOOD LOOKING IN THE OVAs OR IN THE SERIES/EPISODES??

There I asked it! X_x oh poo... anyway Im so nervous for tomorrow and I hope the presentation turns out right! *hugs everyone* see ya guys!

Jamie May

Dear Tamahome,

SUZAKUANGEL: Umm... before I start... DRUMROLL PLEASE!!!

CAERRUS: *does a drumroll* WHY am I doing this?...

SUZAKUANGEL: There... *hauls in a sack of gold, fresh from the mine* phew... THAT was heavy. *pant, pant* Anyway, I can't contact Miaka... so can you please, please ask her if it's okay for her to consider me her twin? *Snaps fingers; a truck carrying yet ANOTHER mountain of gold enters; laughs sinisterly* Ahem... we look alike, anyway... o.o

And our "Buwan ng Wika" Celebration (I'm a Filipina and proud of it ^_^) is tomorrow... I'll be doing a song and a dance then... wish me luck!!!

SuzakuAngel

P.S.

SUZAKUANGEL: This is my cousin Caerrus! *Points at Caerrus*

CAERRUS: Meh...

SUZAKUANGEL: BE NICE!!! *holds up a bunny plushie*

CAERRUS: O.O *Shakes hands with you* Hi there, umm... TAMAPOOP!

SUZAKUANGEL: *Whacks an anchor on Cae's head* NOT HERE! O.O Sorry you had to see that... ^_^;;;

Dear Chichiri,

*backs away* Okay... you can raise my self esteem from way over there... *runs half a mile and stays at a distance*

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Well I thought about that, but I don't know what either of them look like. I was thinkin' a sexy image of you fer 'er.

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Well I've been home about 10 minutes now I'm I'm trying to fall asleep but I'm havin' a lil trouble with that so I'll let you in on how we did. Okays, well it was REALLY hot while we were marching lol felt like I was gonna die afterwards but I'm alright so don't worry. Enjoyed the rest of the day at the fair, got a new outfit ^^ I"ll take a pic of it and let you guys see... Well we're on our way home and out chaperone gets a call from a band director.. The results of the marching.. She first annouced Chaplin Park (they've gotten 1st like the last 12 years or something) With a score of 82.7. Then we got out score... We, the Winona Sr. High School, Winhawk Marching Band, score 85.2 POINTS!! WE BEAT THEM!!! *VERY HAPPY DANCE!* We couldn't believe it! We would have all been happy with like 70 something! But we beat LAST years score of 80.2!!! I am so proud!!! ^_^ But since there's 10 days of the marching competition we won't know for sure where we placed overall until school starts, but for the day we placed 1st ^^ But *yawns* I'm startin' to get tired now.. I've been up since 6:30a.m and it's now 9p.m and I'm starting to get sleepy so just thought I'd let you guys in on the good news ^^ I go to bed a very, very happy girl. Night Seishi! *hugs 'em all and skips off to bed^^*

Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

Good point... It's funny though.. I'm one of the most paranoid people I know in that aspect, and here I am, considering meeting someone... ><

Faye

Dear Nuriko,

Hypothetically... If it wouldn't tarnish your image as emperor, and/or Nuriko could produce an heir for you, and Miaka was out of the picture or otherwise unable or unwilling to be in a relationship with you, would you pair off with Nuriko-chan?

Who Wants to Know?

Dear Tasuki,

I just want to tell you how much I love your jewelry. ^_^ It's so cool! OMG, I gotta go, gotta take the cookies outta the oven! Ja ne! ^_^

RandomSilliness

Dear Tasuki,

I can do plenty right now, stay off the streets, and not have to go to school. Even ma is saying "it's back to h*ll" an' she's a teacher there!! My first term looks easy enough;

-Spanish 4. My second to last section of Spanish - Advanced Drawing and Illustration with the b*tch of all b*tches - Ancient World History with the guy who's kids I babysit - Concert Choir. That'll run thru the entire year. It'll be a relief because ya don't get homework in a singin' class!

Anyways, I have some business.

To: MIAKA~CHAN!!

Hisashiburi Nee-chan!! I wanna draw ya a special pic, okay? So make sure ya get on Deviantart in a couplea days to see it, ok? Hope ya heal up soon! I've got over 200 devianations now an' no comments from ya. I miss ya an' yer unique style of fy fanart too. Suiren-chan misses ya!

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

Okay, yer creepin' me out just a -lil- bit right now.

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Do you get very well with Kouji?

Kouya

Dear Tasuki,

Wow! Still going!

Second year of college! WOOO! Been busy too.

How goes things in your world? Fangirls treating you alright?

Things have changed lots for me... There's this guy that I have a crush on... I call him Mathuin here... It's an Irish name that I gave a character in my story that I based off of him. I just clued him in that I had a crush on him... I don't know if I should have done so... He hasn't really said if he likes me back... and I totally can't tell otherwise.

I'll actually keep you updated... Maybe Tamahome can give me advice too.

Fire Elf

Dear Chichiri,

Heheh.. me lovin' myself is as likely as anyone else lovin' me...

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Heh, I do know that a lotta kids an' college goers are back at school. Public schools start a week after the colleges and private schools... however they always get out earlier. I'd rather start early an' get out earlier... But I still don't wanna go back.

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

What if I'm 18 and a legal adult? ;;>>

Faye

Dear Tasuki,

Kouji: Yeah, I'll whack 'er fer ya bro. I dunno 'bout givin' Celeste no hugs from ya though, she may fan girl again an' come after ya wantin' a hug first hand. Dunno if'n I like that.

Anyway, me an' Celeste dropped by t'visit Mi-chan an' Terry today... it was like a war zone! Mi-chan was hoppin'after Terry with one a her crutches t'balance 'er an' th' other one was swingin' at 'im. She kept yellin' somethin' about Suzaku givin' 'er strength er some sh*t. I dunno, me an' Celeste just laughed at 'em an' sat down on th' couch, waitin' fer 'em t'finish their row.

Celeste: Miaka's so cute when she's mad! It was so funny Genrou, I wish you could have seen her chasing him through the house. She looked like a wild woman! Crutch waving madly, scowl darker than I've ever seen you wear, and the profanity! Goodness! I never knew that some of the things she said were even possible! Can goats really do that to people?

I'm here so you can hug me yourself. /sparkely smile/ I know it's not meant as anything other than a congradulations from a good friend, so don't worry about me fangirling you, dear. Besides, I'm a Kouji fangirl now! /wink/ Thank you very much for the congradulations! We'll send you wedding pictures once we take them! /hugs him/

Well, Kouji's back with my drink so I guess I'll give you back to him. Love you Genrou! /teasing smile/

Kouji: ~reads Celeste's writing~ Well, ya lost one amazin' fangirl, ne Gen-chan? Good thing she's got good taste an' chose me over you, ne? Hahahaha! Well, we're off t'watch a movie. I'll drop in again an' chat at ya later bro!

Celeste and Kouji

Dear Chiriko,

What products does Sairou have? Did you give some presents to your friends after you went there?

Gokun

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Who do you guys think is the hottes person/thing ever?

P-chan

Dear Tasuki,

hi nii-san! how are you doing? i'm sorry that i haven't sent many letters latly, i knew i should have told you this, but my mother had told me that i had to visit a certain friend, and not tell you and his Majesty... i had to visit my old friend, Yuki. he's 16 and my mum wants me to get to know him ever better so we can marry soon. we really like each other, so don't worry about it. but please tell him for me because i think he'll want to know where i've when to. i'll be back maybe in a month or sooner. Bye. i love you niisan!!

lady taki

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Okay, u didn't anwser my question. r u some kind of bird or something? Wolves eat birds, ya know... *licks lips and howls*

Firefang

Dear Hotohori,

=^_^= I MUST know: What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? I <3 your hair, so whatever it is, it works well! ^_^

RandomSilliness

Dear Tasuki,

Gomen ne, Tas-chan. Terry went to go get ice cream and left me laptop. YAY! ^_^

I know it was stupid, I didn't mean for it to happen. I just wanted to be able to do for myself again and almost ended up hurt because of it. I'm sitting on my backside being a good little girl and letting him do everything for me now, though.

I scrolled through some of the other letters he helped to write and I'm about two inches from kicking him with my cast. He'll need more than Suzaku's help after those edit's of his. I didn't even know he was writing them! He'd just read back what I said and left out the edit parts. Grrr...

And YOU were no better! Laughing at me and encouraging him to continue saying those things. He better hope Suzaku doesn't give ME strength because I'll do more than strangle him... I'll beat him to death with his own guitar! You're so lucky I can' grab you and shake you right now... Terry isn't quite so lucky.

And here he comes... time for a beating... er, I mean ice cream. *winks*

Miaka-chan the Furious

Dear Chichiri,

That's the only thing my shrinks haven't been able to change. The way I feel about my looks. It's probably never gonna change even if I'm not depressed no more. I've never seen myself as beautiful, pretty, or even lovely so it's a lost cause. An' seein' as the docs say I ain't gonna do much more growin' and my folks say I'll have acne until I'm 25, I've pretty much given up with the dreams of becomin' pretty. I hate makeup and I don't wear jewelry too often so I dunno if that'd help, but even so I wanna feel pretty without havin' to put on a fake face. (Uh... no offense to you 'r anythin')

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

I do feel a bit better. I crashed at about 2pm then woke up at 9:30 pm and stayed up fer an hour t' eat an' get a shower in, then I went right back to bed and got up early. 6 am! Usually I'm only going to bed at this time.

I've been working on my story a lil bit and I think I'm at the point where I could finish up volume 2 if I really tried. Volume 1 was originally made as a prelude so it's not at the top of my list to get done. I'll probably finish 2 then work on 3 and 1 before starting 4. Then I can move onto part 2, which in my mind is the better of the stories because the characters that have the main relationship are two of my very own so I don't have to be careful as how I play them like I did with Tasuki and Chichiri in the first part.

I guess I'll be working on that fer the rest of my vacation seein' as school starts in a week. Oh gods, send a plague, a fire, a tornado, what ever just don't let me go back to h3ll. I hate school so very much.

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Yeah but it's only for a couple days. Today it's drive Jess to tennis, keep myself busy for a couple hours, bring her and myself home. Stay here til about 12:15 head back up, drop her off at the camper, go to band practice, come pick her up, take her back to school and then go home... But it'll all be worth it tomorrow cause I get to march State Fair ^^ Though I crashed last nigh before 10... I was tired and I slept like a baby the whole night heheh. Anyway though, during my free time (heh, what free time? lol) I've been drawing and I'm getting REALLY good at drawing people and stuff! I'm so proud of myself ^^ I'm just too lazy to scan 'em all though lol. Though what time would I get to get on this computer? My sister's always on it.. (gr to her) But yeah... other than that I've got nothing else really to say.... so ttyl

Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

I see ya've heard. Baka onna's been... well a baka.

Woke me and Celeste up from our nap when Terry called Sunday evenin' t'let us know she'd forgotten t'eat. Celeste's buggin' me t'start makin' it a habit t'go over an' bug th' sh*t outta Miaka at least once a day t'make sure she don't go doin' that cr*p again.

Ya shouldda seen Terry when we got to th' hospital... looked like he was storin' all a his blood in other body parts 'cause there weren't none in his face. He was so da*ned white ya coulda mistook him fer a piece a paper. I whacked Miaka on th' head with a magazine when I went in t'see 'er an' made sure t'call her every shade a baka I could think of. Celeste cried and THAT pissed me off so I whacked her again.

Oh, I noticed that Mi-chan spilled th' beans 'bout me wantin' t'marry Celeste. No worries though, I asked 'er an' she said yeah. We're gonna make it a formal arangement an' do a year long engagement; her papa's idea not ours. We was gonna tell Terry an' Mi-chan Sunday but we were too worried over th' baka onna t'tell 'em so I'm a tell 'em tomorrow. Granted, if they come an' read this before I get th' chance th' surprise is ruined.

Oh well. Whatever.

G'night bro, see ya when I c'n drop in again!

Kouji-kun

Dear Tasuki,

Is there something completely wrong with trying to take a cross country road trip to meet someone you've spoken to online as long as you bring friends to keep you safe? ;;><

Unknown... (aka Faye... ;>>)

Dear Tasuki,

Maybe... I dunno, I'm too tired to do anythin' right now.

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

Well i say I am.

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

*puff, puff* Shoot me now. Just get it over with. I'm tired, cranky, sore and feel like an idiot.

I've kept to my 'no help from Terry' deal and it's kinda got me in a jam. (Terry edit: Yeah... I'll let her explain. *growls at Miaka-baka* I keep pushing him away when he tries to help me, so he went to stay with his mother for a few days since he let the lease expire on his apartment.

Anyway, I kinda forgot to eat and take my meds for the last three days and when Terry finally got sick of me ignoring his calls and came over he found me passed out on the floor. Yep, that means I went back to the hospital for an examination of some sort and my medicine dosage adjusted.

The meds made me not want to eat and when I stopped taking the meds my body grew lethargic and I stopped wanting to do for myself. (Terry edit: I almost kicked her @$$ when I found her yesterday. I was so f**king scared! *bonks Miaka no baka with Tasuki's iron fan*)

That's been remedied and I've agreed to let Terry take care of me. I felt so bad for worrying him but I was just looking at things from my point of view; I was mad at being helpless and took it out on him. I've appologised and things have been straightened out even though Terry's still a bit mad at me. (Terry edit: I'm more than a little mad... but I'm more relieved than anything. The docs said that she could have seriously hurt herself if I hadn't come when I did. *growls and bonks Miaka no baka again*)

Well, it's time for my meds and some sleep.

I love you guys! (Terry edit: Yeah, uh, me too? *feels strange for saying that to a male*)

Miaka and Terry

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Well... one day down... two more to go.. *collapses down onto bed* So.. sleepy... I was so close to murdering my sister this morning... I wanted to be woken up around 7 cause we had to leave by 10 to 8... I wasn't woken up til quarter to 8... I had 5 minutes to get ready... *sighs* But I slept in the car while Jess was at tennis ^^ That was nice... but then I had to take her home, run back up to Winona for band.. was nice today cause we didn't really go outside... But we looked at a couple new things that we want to do for the fall season but what ever... Tomorrow is gonna be intersting... *yawns* BUt I'm gonna get some sleep I'm tired so I'll ttyl everyone! *hugs and goes to bed*

Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

I've got a problem. I have this friend.. well, she's more of an ex friend now, I suppose. The other week she said that she wanted nothing to do with me.. And I mean absolutely nothing. No talking, no outings, no nothing. However, the other day, she called me.. very upset and wanted my help with something. So, I gave her some advice and she seemed fine sometime later that same night.

The next day, I asked her if everything was okay and she told me to leave her alone and she was extremely rude about it. So, I backed off because I am not much to get into fights.. but a few days later, she again called wanting help with something.

Now, I'm not quite sure what to do. I mean, if someone is upset, it's just basic instinct to try in help them, right? But I can't help but to feel as though she is just walking over me to get what she wants and not bothering to clean up afterwards. I mean, it's okay to help her. But I don't want to exactly be used. Who does? But I'm not sure if I am just being selfish in thinking about this. And I don't know what to say.. If I should continue letting her do that.. Or just say no.

Kasmira

Dear Mitsukake,

How do you concoct medicines and potions? *gives Mitsukake a can of fresh tuna for Tama*

Richard

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hi again guys! Its Monday again but we have only 2 homeworks sooooo hooray! (^_-) anyway, on of our homeworks is 80 things i learned in school but of course it couldn't be the usual stuff you know example: I learned that the quotient in division is the answer. It CANT be like that so It has to be generalized or something like I learned the true power of friendship or something, haha! (^_^) since we're gonna go off to high school next year our teacher thought it would be real memorable for us to make it though! ANyway if I can upload pics Ill give you the link or something to my site or wherever! (*_*) Although... we have to wear... ehehehe... too much make-up! (X_x) Im pretty much allergic to it so i have to put it off after though! Guys! I missed you really very much! I mean you were out the last time sooooooo loooong! hahaha! I was like "did they come back yet?!" and now... YOU'RE ALL FINALLY HERE! Yey! (^_*) *gives them all a big hug!*

Jamie May

Dear Tasuki,

I guess so... but still... it's VERY gross. It's one thing if Bara does it, but my own baby brother... the gods clearly enjoy tormenting me. Speakin' o Bara, I haven't seen 'im in a while. I wonder what he's up to... where did all my characters go? Huh.

*in my imagination*

Hello~o? Anyone here?

*tumbleweed*

Okay... no one is here. Not Chris, Jack, Murin, Hyourui, or even Bara. How lonely my life is... *heavy sigh*

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

Well I think I just have an ugly face, it's as simple as that. I ain't really bein' hard on myself. If there's beauty, there's ugly an' that's just how it is. If everyone were pritty, no one would care how one would look so really I'm doin' the pritty people a favor by bein' ugly. Hurts fer me but I have low self esteem to begin with so it's alright. It really is. Sure I cry over it a lot but that's because I'm sensitive, but no one REALLY cares anyway so if can just cry in my corner I'll be ok in a few minutes.

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

My website finally has over 500 hits! Yay for me!

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

I'm not the best person t' ignore somethin'. Plus I'll stop gettin' a rise, when he does... literally.

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

Hehe, me? Have class? Funny. I'm sick of bein' raised so d@mn proper anyway. An' there's no way I'm a late bloomer. The doc said I probably ain't gonna get much bigger than what I'm at right now. I'm 5'5" so I'm okay with my height. Tho' sometimes I wouldn't mind another inch or so because I still can't reach the top shelf of the pantry without a step stool. An' I'm balanced between 110 and 115 pounds. I'm underweight, but healthy enough so I don't really care. An' I have smaller feet than the average woman. Size 8.

Normally I don't really care that I don't got a bust, but I don't wanna be a gangly an' scrawny string bean fer the rest of my life. What really made me upset was eatin' peaches that were bigger then my breasts. It's not like I want 'em all big an' in yer face, but maybe just a lil bigger so I can fit into an A cup... *sigh* Well, less is more I suppose. I would look silly with a bigger bust anyway given how skinny I am. An' I should be worryin' about my ugly face insteada my flat chest. But still... I've never felt pretty 'er feminine in m' whole life...

Ahhh...! Why do I care?! I hate bein' a girl! I'm a rough an' tumble tomboy who don't give a d@mn what people think anymore. I happen t' like bein' flat because it makes me look like a boy! I like bein' gangly because I want a willowy figure. I still don't like my face... but it's still MY face an' I do kinda like my nose an' my ears. My mouth is a bit small, but I don't mind. I hate how dark my eyes are but it's not like that matters... an' I'm not even gonna start on m' hair! I think it's just my skin in general. D@MN ZITS TO THE DEPTHS OF H3LL!! The only thing I do like about my skin is how pale it is. I'm the whitest kid in school sometimes, I swear.

Well I suppose I should get goin'. I'll see ya later Chiri.

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Hmm... nah. My bro came downstairs the other night showin' off a boner. I'm gonna f*ckin' kill the sick lil b@stard. His excuse? "Morning wood". At 1 am?! WHAT THE H3LL?! I know the average male has 7 a day with 5 usually being in their sleep, but still I find it disgustin', especially considerin' he's only 12. I don't really care if he has one 'er not, but if could be so kind as to conceal it I'd be much appritiated. There are some things in this world I could do without. My brother's p3ni$ is one of those things. It will never do 'im any good anyway because no self respectin' woman is gonna wanna be with a guy with poor hygiene an' who goes around fiddlin' with 'imself infronta his own sister! I'd be surprised if he could get a hooker t' git with 'im!

Gomen fer the immoral content in this letter, but I'm REALLY gettin' sicka havin' t' deal with this. I've told my folks but they ain't doin' anythin'! I swear t' god the next time he starts "that" I'm gonna f*ckin' castorate 'im. I mean it. I will pull out our kitchen shears an' cut it right off. I've put up with his odor, the dirt under his nails, the fartin', the belchin', an' the "suck it" comments. I'm at my wits end 'ere! I never thought I'd be in a situation like this, but what should I do about 'im? I still that the castoratin' would do the whole family a favor.

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

Hehe... *nervous sweatdrop* I suppose yer right, but right now I'm having more drawing inspiration than I am with my writing.

But since I got to see lil Matt today I'm just all... happy. He's 2 now as I mentioned earlier an' he's just turned int' the cutest lil boy ever. He really likes me too ^^. I'm sucha good auntie an' I seem t' just have a way with lil kids. 'Cept babies. If they're under a year, they'll cry an' fuss when ever I get near 'em. Which is another reason why I wouldn't want to have a child of my own. I don't wanna scare my baby! I'm generally a very loving and playful person when it comes to lil kids but fer some reason babies just do not like me. Do I look like a psycho baby killer? No. *sigh* Ah the mysteries of life... d@mnit, I still wanna baby anyway. (stupid maternal thing! D@MN MY WOMANHOOD!!)

Oh well, since I was little I said I'd adopt, so maybe that'd be easier, but there's just somethin' about passin' on genes that excites me. I am so gonna be a biologist!! Tee-hee. But I suppose babies ain't exactly what I should be thinkin' about at my age. I do wanna have 'em young as to prevent less health risks, but I wanna finish up highschool and college first. Sure I can multitask, but babies ain't easy to take care of! It's a big responsibility an' seein' as how lazy I am, I ain't ready. Fer now I guess I'll just smoother my nephew when ever I can with all my cuddly hugs and lil kissies.

On another note. I have just gotten back from babysitting. I finally have money again. ($45!) But the kids tonight were just horrible an' I was tired an' a bit cranky myself from the 2 and 1/2 hour car ride up and back from the twin cities so when i got to the house I told the dad right away that I didn't want any trouble, i made sure the kids heard this. They're 9 and 8, so I figured they'd listen an' behave. WRONG. Come bed time the girl starts fussin' an' cryin' fer her mommy an' daddy. She is like this every single time I babysit late. I got so fed up with her I actually ended up scoldin'! An' usually I never have to get tough on kids. So like an infant, I let her cry herself to sleep. The boy is much more well behavied, thank the gods, but he doesn't always listen to me either. But I finally told their parents when they got back an' hopefully next time I sit, I won't have to deal with her whinin' and refusal to sleep.

And seein' as I've had only 3 hours of sleep in the past day, I think I'm gonna finally clonk out too... after Jerry Springer of course. (Jerry! Jerry! Jerry!) I watch it partly because I find it a bit funny, and also because it makes me grateful my life ain't that f*cked up! Tho' I have t' say I wouldn't mind goin' an' gettin' my Jerry beads. *grin* They are small but they are there. I think... *looks at chest* *sigh* Sadly... they are barely there. Is it possibly breasts can shrink? Either that or I'm growin' everywhere else an' my chest is stuck in training-bra status fer the rest of my life. (I can't even wear real bras because my bust ain't busty enough!)

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hi seishi! Sorry I haven't dropped by for a while, I've been REALLY busy here with school startin' in 9 days (oh boy lol) Anywho I just finished a music video, tell me what you think about it!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=paFjkCesay8

I'm hopin' to get a dvd ripper uploaded so I can do one with alla u in it... found a good song too... Oh well! Don't have time really, monday and tuesday I have marching practice then Wednesday I go to the state fair! WHOO!!! BUt then I have to work tomorrow morning for a lil while... Oh well. Then I get Thursday- mOnday to rest then tuesday in a week and a half or so it's back to school but yeah... Well I'm gonna go! Ttyl everyone! ^^

Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

Heh heh... yeah... I wonder who'll come to my funeral... ^^

Faye

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Happy Birthday wishes to Ami and Su! (i've dropped the 'boshi' part).

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Weee!! I almost drove into a ditch!! Right turns are hard work!! :D

Faye

Dear Nuriko,

Is your hair naturally purple, or do you dye it? (I won't tell anyone else, if you do. Promise. ^_^)

Spunky-chan

Dear Tasuki,

so what did you learn anyways before you joined the bandits?

angela

Dear Tasuki,

But I wanna blow somethin' up.

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

But they're all such cute lil fics!! I sometimes ferget it's yaoi because the love is just so strong that gender doesn't matter! And I learned how homosexuals "do" it, so the fics were a learnin' experience in a way. Heh... they didn't teach me that in sex ed so I was curious!! Okay, so that's not the best excuse... *sigh* oh well.

I had the best dream tho! It had all my favorite things! An enchanted forest, a pathway lined with willows, a crystal clear stream, a bishounen on a horse, a curious bishoujo, a grumpy ol' man to tie it all together. And their were lil elf like children who kept gettin' into trouble. (i had gotten back from babysitting two troublemakin' kiddies) Man, it made a good story... I wonder what the plot was... oh yeah, the bishoujo was tryin' to meet the bishounen, but he escaped into the old man's forest an' then she got lost, had to save kids over an' over, an' uh... i guess i woke up after that.

On another note, during a ranting I thought up some names for some characters i have that need an identity. Ranhakumaru, Kigoutaru, Furika, and Kouyamei. I think I'll start another story soon... tho given the fact I havent completed a single volume yet, I should wait. Hehehe...

Suiren

Dear Hotohori,

*hugs* So glad you're not mad at me anymore (if you EVER were)...

SuzakuAngel

Dear Tamahome,

I had a distressing-slash-romantically cute dream of you... see, my dream falls into place like this... Miaka suddenly appears, a horror-stricken look on her face. She was still wearing her buns, blue ribbon and school blouse, but she had on a cream-colored sleeveless blazer and a cream-colored skirt. Then it turns out to be you and Yui she was staring at (according to my dream, you and Yui were married... sorry!). You two were conversing, Yui tucking her hair behind her ear as she spoke. She had that air of "I need to go to Manhattan for my studies". You and Yui then bid each other goodbye, then you walked away. As you did, Yui asked two men for directions to Manhattan. The men were all in white, one looking like a sumo-wrestler (if Miaka's told you what those are) with a tiny head, and the wimpy one seemed like his sidekick. Sure, they pointed Yui the way to Manhattan, but they turned out to be crooks (don't you have enough of those in your world???). They stopped Yui in her tracks, then she screamed. When you heard her voice, you turned around, looking terrified. You spring into action, but the crooks were GREAT (and I mean GREAT) in battle, too! THen you leap backward. That was the distressing part. Enter Miaka. She decides to help you out. She runs to you, screaming, "TAMAHOME!", and there was a crook behind Miaka leaping towards her. You, upon hearing her voice, turn around, screaming "MIAKA!" back. And... you... you were BLUSHING. Then, the dream fades...

...I then see the dream from Yui's point of view. Miaka was back in her old uniform, and you two were embracing. Then you two, feeling embarassed about Yui's presence, turn SD, turn sideways, and blush! But Yui went SD too, scratching her head, saying that it was okay... THAT was the romantically cute part.

Pretty weird, huh? Well, I've had it already, so it's no use...

SuzakuAngel

Dear Chiriko,

*sighs* Chiriko, your wish is finally granted... I'm only 4'6"! That's good news for you, huh?

SuzakuAngel

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

hi guys! its been so LOOOOONG! A week or so maybe... well ive missed ya! *gives them all a hug and chocolates*... Guys! im sorry i hadn't updated or wrote I mean im so busy! We have this thing for school wherein we have do dance cultural dances and we actually need that for our grade sooo no turning back now we even have to sing a song out loud but with a tone of course!... Oh well... Anyway... Ive missed ya guys already! Im rejoicing its finally Friday here! *whoot whoot* My eyebags are getting bigger cause of stress but I guess I can manage exept that my Science grade for the 1st quarter is pretty low... Still the others are quite high though! Gosh, School is TOUGH and so is 7th GRADE. But still I promise to you guys id try my best for high grades so... I would! Anyway our graduation to High School would be in March next year... Really wish you could be there... *cries* still I can show pics if you like or something. *hugs everyone* see ya!

Jamie May

Dear Chichiri,

Hehe, but on a more hentai note. Most fangirls think of him as a masochist and he's played one in quite a few fanfics. >.< oh I'm such a naughty little girl! But still he's best paired with Lina. Mysterious type priest and fiery tempered loudmouth. Why is it I like this kinda pairing so much? I mean Xelloss and Lina, Chichiri and Tasuki... ooops... >.< cats outta the bag! *runs*

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Hehe, I dunno. Maybe my lil bro the next time he touches 'imself inbfronta me. Ya really think I'll meet some guy huh? Ain't you the optimist.

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

What wouldn't you eat, even if someone offered you a billion dollars?

Just Curious

Dear Hotohori,

*walks in tail drooped and ears drooped and carries in a lil pink collar and drops it on the floor*

Sorry papa... I received sad news my best friend and I bought a kitten 3yrs ago and it took sick and I just found out that our little kitty died...

It hurts...

*howls in pain*

Kaya

Dear Tasuki,

I got my permit!! weeee!!! It's about time. :P

Faye

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

its been so long since i've came here!ni'm so sad.nschool's gonna start soon!

angela

Dear Tasuki,

oh my gosh!! i cant believe that in about a week i'll be going to highschool!! but then im nervous! *laughs* my first class is choir! SINGING!lol. i dotn noe, to me its very funny. i thought i'd have some boring subject like math or somthing... have you been to school before?

angela

Dear Mitsukake,

Mitsukake.. I want to talk to you about more than just illnesses, and such, but what are a few good remedies for a splitting headache and nausia a.k.a. a migrane? I've been getting them lately... thank you

Ayako

Dear Tasuki,

YOU'RE weird...>> (in response)

Ayako

Dear Chichiri,

Well Xelloss ain't evil, evil. He's a mazoku an' so he'll naturally wanna bring chaos to the world, but he's also helpful to Lina an' the others at times so he ain't all bad... but usually he only helps 'em to further his mistress's own ambitions. Lord Beast Master is so pretty in her human form! Wolf woman!! WHOOT!

But yeah, Xelloss is my fav from Slayers an' I like 'im with Lina. Gourry's just to stupid fer 'er. But bein' a mazoku Xelloss doesn't know the emotion of "love" so it's a real bummer. He only kissed 'er that one time to get a raise outta 'er an' feed off the negative emotions. But I really can't stand that Filia dragoness givin' 'im such a hard time. So he blew up a few golden dragons 1012 years ago, get over it ya murders of the cooler ancient dragons. Val rules! *peace out*

Suiren

P.S.: Glad ya liked the vid!