Letters Archive
Week Ending August 20, 2005

Dear Tasuki,

ok lets do it i will set up a bed for you in my room we may go to the movies because some one soled my favoitescary movie ok see you at my house oni chan

sabrina

Dear Hotohori,

There were rumors going around that it would be a four hour movie. No way i'd be able to sit all the way through that... BTW, I got a t-shirt today with the hogwarts logo thingy on it! It's pretty sweet!

FireGoddess90

Dear Hotohori,

Hotohori... I really need your advice on something... How can I help Suiren? I've tried giving her words of comfort, I've tried making her feel better... nothing I do seems to be helping any. And now, after reading that letter she wrote to Chichiri... I really wonder if I am doing my part as being her friend. But, she's worrying me so much... so much to the point that it's making me sick... i'm just so afraid thet she'll do something to herself... *starting to cry* I mean, last night after I finished reading that letter... I cried so much... silently though... because my sister was sleeping... but I cried myself to sleep last night... and I had nightmares... and yesterday afternoon, I made a calandar... and the month I was working on, featured Chichiri and Hikou... and now everytime I look at it... I cry. I can't stand to look at it. NOt at the pictures and I can't stand to read the passage... it reminds me so much of me and Suiren. *crying* I love her so much, and if anything were to happen to her, I'd feel like I was the one who let go of her hand *drops to knees crying* She's scaring me so much, Hotohori! I want to be there to help her through this! I know she's strong and she can get through it... but seeing her write that, and hearing her say it, it scares me so much, Hotohori!! And I've been worrying about it so much, I've made myself sick! And she tells me not to worry about it! But I can't help but worry!!! I love her so much, I can't help but worry about her!! 've cried so much within the past 24 hours... and all my tears I have shed for her!! I don't know how to help her anymore Hotohori!! I feel so lost... I don't know what to do anymore! Please help Hotohori!! Please... *breaks down and cries hard (I really am crying hard)*

Yuri

Dear Hotohori,

papa I know you'd never hurt Nuriko! *wags her tail then looks at her paw* naw Mitsukake doesnt have to its not all that bad... doesnt even hurt anymore. *lays back down while Hotohori works but gets an uneasy feeling and gets up and walks to Boushin's room and lies nown next to the desk while he does his work, having an uneasy feeling that soemthing might happen to him*

Aishizu

Dear Chichiri,

I'M NOT STRONG!! I DON'T HAVE COURAGE!! If I was strong and had the courage, I could end my suffering if I wasn't scared to. But yet I keep livin' the same life everyday and it doesn't get better, only worse. All those people who talk about suicide say it's "a perminent solution to a temperary problem" SO?! How long do I hafta wait till the problem is solved?!

Why the h*ll was I put on this earth to suffer?! My parents only seems to care about my younger siblings and so I started shutting myself away from them, and then I felt completely forgotten and I do like being alone, away from them. but the idea of eternal loneliness scares me. I wanna actually feel arms embrace me fer real! Ya can say it and the intention is there, but it doesn't make it exist. You can lock yourself away in a fantasy where everything's perfect and you're happy, you wanna make that fantasy real, but deep down you know it's just a dream that'll end when ya wake up. I do that with all my writing and drawing, I create people who care about me like I think I should be cared about. Some who love me dearly, some who respect me, and others who are just there to guide me and again I stop typing and reality kicks in. They aren't there. I come back to a world where I don't feel loved, I'm not respected, and there's never anyone to guide me. *sad sigh* And yet I'm still here, I'm still breathing with my heart beating and I want them to stop, it wouldn't be that hard to stop them... but I don't have the strength to do that (I could kill my family no problem, cuz I HATE THEM!!)

Maybe deep down I don't really wanna die though I say I'm a coward. I do wanna prove everyone wrong and become something great, but that takes a lot of work and I'm tired, physically and mentally tired of trying. I wanna go to sleep and never wake up... sometimes before bed, I pray I don't wake up the next morning. Cuz I know what'll be facing me that day. Maybe this is the PMS talking, but I do always feel this way and I know it's not healthy! I wish I could be alright, I wish the smile I put on at school was real and that my laughter couldn't be forced. I wanna be able to be myself and see where that will take me. But I'm not allowed my own life, I can't chose anything for myself and if I object to something my mom gets mad, that's why I hate shopping. (If I wear a skirt, the b*tch dies!) Ow... my stomach is really hurting me again... I think I'm getting too worked up. I'd better go take some more medicine even if it doesn't work.

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

I'll see if she's up to it... but I'm gonna let her get off this mood swing... god that hurt...

Yuri *comes back while later looking much happier* Okay, I better now *reads over what you said and laughs* You think it's impressive? Uh, no I don't believe I've been taking lessons from her... I guess it's just this big sister instinct that I've got. H*ll when you got a younger sister like I do, It comes in handy... although, there are times I wish I had a younger brother, although, they can raise more h*ll than a sister so... oh and uh Haku... *walks over to him and moves his hand* sorry about that, just needed to get that outta me... I've been mad all week... sorry *kisses his forehead* you forgive me?

I'm not one to hold a grudge... *wipes his face off into his sleeve* Besides, I couldn't hate my "younger sister"

Yuri: HEY just because I'm a month younger than you (true, he's born January 2nd, me February 2nd) doesn't mean you can call me yer "little sister"!!

Hey, we act more like a brother and sister than anything else

Yuri: ...I guess so... but then it sounds creepy...

Oh come off of it! I still love ya either way! *wipes off face again*

Yuri *shrugs shoulders* whatever

Haku and Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

Ya think?! I'm so f*cked up I'm convinced I'm not a virgin anymore! (*Bara chuckles*) I ain't never done nothin' ta no one and I took all their cr*p fer 15 and 1/2 years and THIS is how I get rewarded?! Physical suffering?! Somethin' don't make sense here and I don't deserve this!

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Yes they are... I used to think they were so cute and cuddly... now they're nothing but trouble... specially them pine squirrels... oh well, they don't bother me, I won't bother them. It's the chipmunks that are cute! ^_^ As for band, I almost passed out today. We actually had someone faint from the heat so I ain't the only one feeling over heated. and they don't give us a water break or nothing and I'm someone who HAS to keep hydrated or I will, 1 throw up, 2. Collapse from the heat or 3. lets just say it isn't pretty... but I'll do my best to keep hydrated! Thanks Tasuki.

Yuri

Dear Nuriko,

Ah f*ck I had ta have a test after I got back from Mayo cuz I picked up a Staff infection there that drove me crazy and that coulda killed me. I don't know what a staff infection really is but it wasn't something I want again, I can rule out any STDs cuz I'm a virgin and I don't do any other stuff that involves that part of my body, besides completing the digestive system and washin' myself so I get all that d*mn dirt outta my skin! So I really have no idea in h*ll why I got this. The idea of somethin' being shoved up my ****** doesn't really appeal to me (that's what mom said they do. EW!) She also said any normal girl can wear a tampon... I've tried over and over, nothin'... it hurts m' body to d*mn much. (I can't believe I'm talking about this...) But I do agree with her that there's somethin' wrong with my physical form, the mental is beyond help I fear, and I'm sick an' tired of bein' unable ta do nothin' but bleed for 9 god d*mn days! I got better things ta do!

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

I have been doing my therapy... it just gets really hard to hold my horn for that long of a time. (hour and a half) yeah it's a lot easier now than it was a couple months ago but it still hurts... and we do all these things were we have to keep our bells up in the air until out director blows his whistle and that really strains my arms. I swear, I come out of practice and my arms are throbbing! But I don't have to go tomorrow so at least I'll get a days rest. Instead I get to give my dog a bath... well, I think I'll go take some aspring and ice my wrist down for a bit... then head ta bed...

Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

*shifty eyes* soo... if I got a shinzaho, would I be able to use it?

Faye

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

I saw that thing about Miaka in Anime Insider, too. >> I hate Miaka bashers so much. They hate for stupid reasons. Especially when they saw all the male characters are in love with her. [sarcasm] Oh, yeah. Tomo totally thinks about her every second of his life. He's going to give up his homosexual ways just for her because she's just that much of a sexy slut.[/sarcasm]

FuruChan (loves Miaka)

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Squirrels are evil little creatures that someday will take over the world. And in our time of need will rise a band of warriors made up of chipmunks and two girls, Ayame and Yuri...

Ayame: When we get our liscences (is that a word?) we great squirrel hunters are going out into the wild with a truck, a bb gun, and overalls.

Yuri: And we shall sit there, and wait for the squirrels to come... and we shall use chucky peanut butter to luer them to the trap *grins* The good thing is I know someone who eats them.

Ayame: Maybe we can get Bara to come with. *evil grin*

Yuri: *laughs* Yes... maybe we could...

Ayame: But we still need to find out what it is they're planning...

Yuri: Me and another friend came up with a theory of what they MIGHT do (I'm crazy I know)

Ayame: Becuase I always thought the Apocolipse would come at Parent/Teacher confrences.

Yuri: ...well, lets just hope they go no farther with their plan to take over the world.

Ayame: Toshay. Comming? *pulls up in Ford F350*

Yuri: Commin!! *hops in the ford F350*

Ayame: *Puts in CD and cranks the volume. Gretchen Wilson's "Red Neck Woman" plays.* How come I just got the Dukes of Hazard in my head?

Yuri: Who knows...

Stephanie-chan hears music and comes running and climbs in back and helps us hunt squirrel.

Ayame: Freaks rule!!!

Yuri: I second that, no da! *peace sign*

Stephanie looks at us funny. Ayame stares back.

Stephanie: Alright. Freaks rule.

Ayame: And skunks are cute and porcupines are cuddly.

Yuri and Stephanie: *stares* uh...

Ayame: What? They are! I feel so sorry for the porcupine in the snuggle commercial. I want him!!!

Yuri: alright... whatever you say, Ayame

Stephanie leaves to go back to her dear horse Clover.

Yuri: hmmm... *sits there in thought* The squirrels must die... we're gonna need more peanut butter.

Ayame: *spots family of squirrels over in a ditch* You thinking what I'm thinking? *raises eyebrow*

Yuri: *grins* yuppers

Ayame: *puts the peddel to the metal*

Ayame and Yuri: *yell like the red necks we've become*

Stay tuned for more SQURREL HUNTERS!

~Ayame~ and Yuri

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

As Kirra was saying, I read that too. I just found it to be a wast of pages. It was in Anime Insider. I was flipping through it in the store and started to read it. Some of the characters they say have some funny things said about them and that I would like to see die (expecialy Yugi from Yu-gi-oh and everyone from Pokemon) but then I get to characters like Miaka and Kagome and Inuyasha and ask myself why people would think that. They are propably the characters I can relate to the most.

So really I have no idea why they would put Miaka as #1 or even on the list.

Later

~Ayame~

Dear Tasuki,

will you ever get a girl friend do you what to be mine i will be good to you

No Name

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

*pulls up a chair and sits down after turning into her human self*

okay about that whole Miaka thing people seem to miss the good points she has,

1. she risked everything she had to save Yui I mean the poor girl got beaten to H*ll and back so many times and if memory serves me correct I think she did die in the memories part of the OAV but she did return.

2. Konan never really got destroyed the first time she summoned Suzaku, her world that she and Yui inhabit was destroyed and so she chose to return it to normal, Konan rebuilt just fine, the people were united and they rebuilt quickly.

3. and about the seishi's death's being "untimely" that isnt at all true, the seishi fight to save their priestess, it is unfortunate that they left us at young ages but remeber that is their duty, they died in honor they are reincarnated its not like the seishi are ever gone forever...

4. and if you see correctly Miaka isnt at all fat, she does like to eat... plus I think miss watase was trying to add humor to the series it would be bland provided no comedy was in it? and all the scenes were not about her eating food people need to watch closely...

5. Miaka cried for many reasons, losing her best friend, losing the man she loved most (at the begining you know the kodoku thing), and she cried when the seishi died. Now wouldnt any of us cry if somebody close to us died or we lost a best friend or a person we loved? I would... and about always screwing up... everyone isnt perfect everyone has faults I bet if they were to look more closely into themselves they would see they have made alot of errors aswell...

I may be wrong on alot of these but my intentions were just... *stands up* I cant let some people talk bad about others it isnt fair to Miaka she did the very best she could and she kept her promises to to everyone Konan isnt destroyed, she and yui and friends again, Nuriko's a girl see everyones happy! ^_^ (well I am anyways) just felt like backing poor Miaka-san up a bit!

Aishizu

Dear Hotohori,

*reads the one letter about Nuriko would've been hung for being a guy in his harem* Hey thats my brother ;_; I would let ya hang him then I'd hafta fight ya papa! ^_^ *licks her wounded paw* heh I got into a fight with an alpha male of a diffrent pack didnt know it was his turf anyway...

*yawns and stretches her paws out and sees her papa walking over to his desk to do palace work and sits next to him a lies down on the floor beside him wqatching over him while he does his work making sure nobody hurts him*

Aishizu

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Meow! Howdy seishi!!! >_< My best friend dyed her hair redish-purple, as Oniichan(Tasuki) and Chichiri know... and I'm gonna dye my hair bluish-green! Whatch'ya think of that? then I'll look like my character ^-^ Cya!

Ayako

(P.S.) I actually got some sleep! *gasp* anhoo, talk to ya latah!

Dear Chichiri,

Hiya again, Chichiri-kun! ^-* I was just talking to Oniichan(Tasuki) about how my best friend, Seta died her hair reddish-purple! Isn't that kewl? She looks really pretty now... Anyhoo, I was thinking of dyeing my hair bluish-green... whaddoya think? :P Cya!

Ayako

Dear Tasuki,

Kon'nichiwa, Oniichan!! I go home every day with my best friend (Seta-kun) and I hadn't seen her all day... so when I saw her like an hour ago, I saw that she dyed her hair ORCHID!!! (reddish-purple) Akuru-chan and I went BALISTIC... in a GOOD sorta way... anyhoo... SHE LOOKS SO KEWL!!! ^______^ I'll continue on the general seishi talks... Cya big brother! ^-^

Ayako

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Yes it was. I started buying their stuff a little while back they have good information on up coming games and comics. That's how I knew the Fushigi Yuugi Genbu Kaidan was coming out and of course the new Tenchi Muyo. I heard about the new FY from Nesho, she says she was drawn in by the first comic. I'm trying to stay away from it for now, I have so many other series to catch up with right now but I really want to check it out in the future.

Kirra

Dear Tasuki,

am doing fine hey do you whant to go to my house we are going to watch a scary movie and going out for icecream you can sleep over at my house to if you whant and shop for school suplice with me to and she smiles at him

sabrina

Dear Chichiri,

It's okay, no one understands. That's another reason why I'm so d*mn miserable. It's also why I create people to talk to, only addin' to the fact i'm a "weird girl."

Bara: Yup! But she's our weird girl and we love her!

It kinda feels empty writin' those lines because I really wish they were real and that someone really did care about me that much. My friends are great, don't get me wrong, I love 'em all, but none of them have been able ta comfort me completely or help heal the scars... it could be worse though I suppose. Do you think it's kinda selfish of me to want someone like that? As I write this I think what I desire is fulfillment. I wanna fill up this emptiness inside of me and I wanna hear words like that. With yer girl friends it really ain't the same... omg i think I wanna fall in love. (NOOOOOOOO) It'd kinda be nice though, too bad all the boys I know are icky and make my skin crawl. *gags at the thought* Though when I turn 16 in March I'm allowed to date... but guess what my mom told me? "No one would want to date you." *stab to the heart* I know I'm not pretty and I'm ugly as h*ll, but ta hear someone else say it... and why wouldn't some guy wanna date me? I'm really very nice and though I seem a little strange, I'm no different than any other teenager... 'cept that my face should never be seen in public, but that's besides the point. Though I think I have many negative qualities... There's nothing good about me. I hate looking in the mirror to brush my hair cuz I have ta look at my face... I hate havin' ta shower cuz I don't like seein' my body. I hate looking down at my hands as I type... I hate everything about me, nothing is how I want it. I'm not smart enough for mom's satisfaction, I'm not attractive and probably will never have a boy friend, I'm not social, brave, or some all star. I can even look like a boy if I pull my hair back a certain way... I disgust myself and I wanna smash those mirrors! If the outside reflects the inside, why don't I appear hurt and miserable?! I can't remember what it's like to feel truly happy... I can't remember what any good feelin's like... and I think everyday I could end my pathetic existance, but I'm too scared to even kill myself... I really do wanna just die, but if mom knew that I'd be back at Mayo. Ya gotta pretend everything's okay too keep from going to that horrible place where they only make ya feel worse! *crying now, really!* I'm not alright! I'm not! I shouldn't feel this way... I shouldn't! I'm so sick of feeling this way!... if this should happen to be my last letter, tell everyone thanks fer tryin' ta help me... but I think it'd be better if i never bothered anyone again with all my whining... I'll do it, I'm tired of being a coward! I'll end it all!!

Suiren...

Dear Tasuki,

Bara: It's what Yuri-chan's wanted to do to her Imouto-chan for the longest time. And i think Shinju-san was at a point of sanity when she wrote that... that's all for me!

I wanna throw up... I wanna just die. I hate this... You hate girls, and I hate my f*cked up gender too. I'm no stranger to stomach aches, I've suffered through at least 10 really bad ones a year (my eating habits were healhty too)... now I get 12+... but it's usually due to too much sweets, or fruit, or that lovely monthly visitor that drives me crazy, makes me suicidal, and just f*cks up 7 'er 9 days of my life. Ow.. I'm feelin' it again... d*mn meds don't do justice...

Suiren

Dear Nuriko,

Okay so it turns out I was early... but I had symtoms since Friday (started Monday) and Mom is havin' a b*tch fit cuz I keep complainin' about it. The medicine really doesn't help that much and the pain's unbearable sometimes... I can't even sit up straight! I probably do have something wrong with me, but I'm not comfortable with THAT kinda doctor. Female doctor or not, the exam still makes me VERY uncomfortable. (and I don't know the doc that well) Well it's...Day 3 so the pain shouldn't be too bad and by Thursday I shouldn't need any more medicine. What's worse is that I have this d*mn thing for 7 to 9 days, mom said that's too long. How the f*ck should I know?! My little sister got it before me and she wasn't very helpful when I started! Mom never explained it well either... I checked out the health sections on my Yahoo! and MSN to see if that could help me any, but nothing about pain or stuff like that. I suppose I'll have to see a doctor sooner or later. I really wanna know why my body's so messed up!

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Dinner actually sounds good. I haven't been out to eat since I got back from vacation (been cooped up in the house -_- SEPT fer band!!)

Haku: The ONLY problem... how to get there... Seems you may have forgotten about the "we live in the middle on no where" deal... would be kinda hard... and I would offer to make her som--

NO! The last time I let you make something for me, I threw up an hour later!!

Haku: Just a thought... hey, aren't you getting a new copy of the Genbu Kaiden today?

YES!! I am so happy about that! SEe, when I ordered two off bn.com (one for me and one for sui-chan. Haku and I just share a copy) well, in the back it had completely missed half the 3rd chapter and repeated pages 129-160... wow was I p*ssed when I found that out... so my mom is going this morning to do an exchange of books ^_^

Haku: now the only thing you need to do is get readt for school picture day *grins* (I love seeing what she picks out to wear)

And that i refuse to do... i HATE school pictures and you know it!! I'm in a bad enough mood about band! Don't start me on ANYTHING ELSE!!!

Haku: Yuri...

FINE! I'll get ready for stupid school picture day!!

Haku: Oh come on, admit it. Yer pictures look nice!

*throws a book at his head and gets him in the nose* I honestly don't care how they look... I hate 'em in general... I'm gonna go soak up water in the shower... *sulks and walks off... again...*

haku: GOD d*mn it! That HURT!! *holds his nose* Either it's "that time of the month" for her, or she's just in one of those "don't talk or die" moods... well, looks like I"ll have to think of something else to do for her... one to make up for what I did, and two to cheer her up! It's no fun being here when she's like this! d*mn it... she gave me a bloody nose! I'll talk to ya later, I need to get this stopped

Yuri and Haku

Dear Tasuki,

I dunno, I just have this sudden fear of squirrels... And around my place there are, A LOT of them, and pine squirrels try to get into the house (they crawl on the sceens) and other things like that. Only thing those little b*st*rds are good for, is cleaning all the walnuts outta the yard. Even though I end up picking most of them up... stupid squirrels... And those things are mean!! I've seen some videos on Funniest home videos, and the squirrels attack things!! So I now have this fear of squirrels. Call me crazy if ya want to cause I know I am. Haku thinks I am, but he's self exlanitory (and he can get away with it)... on the other hand, I almost threw up after band pratice yesterday and my arms were throbbing... and... I HAVE ta go today 'cause I have school pictures... (THEY along with the squirrels can burn in h*ll) But I really don't feel like marching cause at the moment I"m not feeling very well and I'm tired and it's just not a good week... I just pray to the gods that it is not hot on Sunday... if it's hot and I have to march on that uniform (I"m getting a picture of my uniform up here really soon) I will die from heat!! That's why I like the Spring and fall. Isn't so god for saken hot!! And I'm done complainin' now...

But I wish Sui-chan would get better... I'm really worried about her again!! I hate seeing my friends like that!! (I guess you could say, busy is a good word to use) OH and what REALLY p*ssed me off yesterday, is that I went horseback riding down at my neighbors house, they have let their horse get sooooo THIN it isn't even funny!! If that keeps up I am calling someone about it!! I will NOT see a horse suffer because the owners aren't taking proper care of him!! (and theres one reason why I am going to be a vetranarian) And I think I will end it here until next update... well, better go take a shower and try not to kill myself later at band *sighs*

Yuri

Dear Chichiri,

Yes, fun time at Sui-chans... band practice... NO!!! And I REALLY don't want to go today but I HAVE TO!! I HATE SCHOOL PICTURES!!! grr... and I do try and drink a lot of water before I go, but it gets so hot and I almost started hypervenalating (sp?) after practice!!! And to top things off, from holding my frumpet that hour and a half or so, MY ARM HURTS AGAIN!! I refuse to go to anymore therapy things! Why must one of the things I love to do, hurt me so much... *sigh* And now that I have that outta my system... I need to go find something nice to wear for pictures today (WHY TODAY THOUGH?!)

Yuri

Dear Hotohori,

No wonder Nuriko likes you so much! XD

Nya-chan

Dear Hotohori,

Yeah, I hear there going to cut quite a bit from book four, the dursley scene wont be added I think they're going to cut out that S.P.E.W. thing Hermoiney was doing for the house-elfs to. Wich I personally dont mind too much. Hope i'm able to read #5 soon... if my friend has it, then i wont have to buy it.

FireGoddess90

Dear Tamahome,

thank you you know that was a good web site and i did not have no bad dreams well my last dream i had was aboat you and you protect me

sabrina

Dear Nuriko,

Hey... how is your summer? lol my summer has consist of cleaning around the house andstuff lke that... boring but we did go on vacation this weekend...

Mahara

Dear Tasuki,

*watches Tasuki eat cookies, and turns to talk to herself* wa ha ha ha haaaa... little did he know that the were poisoned... *looks at Tasuki again* huh?? I didn't say anything...

Faye

Dear Mitsukake,

Hey, do you know any way that i can get my sleep patterns back to normal? Cuz, i get to sleep in the EARLY MORNING like 1 or 2 then i wake up around 6 or 7. even on weekends! I dont get it... im a TEENAGER!! IM SUPPOSED TO BE F****N SLEEPIN IN N STAYIN UP LATE! d*mnit. it's like, physically impossible fer me to sleep in. the latest ive EVER sleptwas 10 in the mornin... can you help me?

Nya-chan

Ps: YOU RULE, MITSUKAKE!!! XD

Dear Tasuki,

Yes, i am! ^^ N proud of it. But, everyone makes fun a me cuz im tall... they make fun a me enough already. Like, they call me saiten n goth. Also they call me a shim cuz i can kick all their @$$es in which im proud of that. ive done that multiple times! ^^ But i hate them all... DMAN THIS SUMMER HEAT! It's makin me so f****n negative, latley. i like cold wheather(sp?). Like, rain, wind, and snow! XD

Nya-chan

Dear Nuriko,

Hi Nuriko! *hugs* It's been a while! College is getting ready to start soon and I am NERVOUS as heck! *bites lip* Plus lately... my dad hasn't been too well...

You see my dad back in June tried his luck out on E-Harmony.com and guess what! He met a really nice lady from Wyoming! Well long story short they got to know each other... I met her and her family over July 4th and they're really nice people. They're like the family I never had since I have such rotten luck with my real family *sweatdrops*

And you see... one thing sad has occurred. My dad's girl, her name is Tracey, she was having such head aches over and over again. that was a few weeks ago. Her family said she had a tumor a year or so ago removed and they thought maybe it came back. After a few tests they determined it was a (can't spell it) it's like a blood clot or something in her brain!!!

SHe found that out yesterday... she called up dad and they talked forever and dad was worried sick. He loves her alot. Same here too. She told me and dad not to worry that everything would be fine. The doctors said that she would have to go to Casper, Wyoming to get things done right this Saturday. Dad was mad cause if this blood clot is so serious (the Doctors told Tracey it could kill her) why don't they take her in ASAP!

Tracey said it was nothing to worry about and that dad needed to relax.

This morning dad got a phone call at work and then he called me at home... Tracey's 3 children... found her asleep late this morning and she was WAY late for work. They tried to wake her... but she didn't get up. I don't know what happened.

I'm sad not only for Dad (he had some rotten women try to push hime around for the last 10 years...) but for Tracey too. She's like a friend to me and her children, I love them like they were my own brothers and sister.

I needed to share that so bad... but now...I'm a lil numb I don't know what to say to dad. I don't know what to feel, but *sniffles* I need a hug! *tears up* Nuriko!

Mai Valentine

Dear Tasuki,

Mai: *smiles* Hey I just wanted to say thanks for bein' my friend. I really appreciate it. I'm going to college move-in day this Saturday. I'm really nervous. I hate driving through the city though I'm usually laid back about it... but like last week when I drove to Ft. Collins (I live in Colorado) I was on a SUPER BUSY stretch of I-25 and I got the "finger" twice... and I know I didn't deserve it... *sweatdrops*

Why are men such road-rager's!?

Joey: *pops in* 'EY! That's profilin'!

Mai: Oh hush! ANYWAY! If I don't write you soon I just wanna say "bye" Tasuki. *tears up* I need a hug!

Mai Valentine and Joey "the Profiled" Wheeler

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hey guys! Uh... I found this very 'lovely' chapter in one of my anime magazines... It's called "death wish", the 10 anime characters we'd love to see dead... Heres the characters...

And... The character that the people wanted to kill off the most?

Miaka has the power to save a country from war and destruction. All she has to do is bumble her way around ancient China and get fawned over by a league of pretty boys!

CRIMES:

PUNISHMENT: Dropped down a bottomless pit. No wait, that's too nice. Locked in an iron maiden? No, then we can't see her in pain. Oh, we just can't decide! Okay, okay, drawn and quartered. Then everyone's happy."

...Lovely, ain't it? I read them in order so at first I thought it was hilarious but then I got to that one. It's just mean! She isn't THAT annoying, plus... I'm always hungry too. And just like her, I'm NOT fat.

kirra

Dear Chichiri,

*Snaps out of her day dreaming* ... *is getting alittle hot* Okay, I'm done relaxing in this hot spring...

Wolflover

Dear Tasuki,

I know... *Hugs him* Hey you can call me Kei if you want, I would like that better than being called wolflover... okay?

Wolflover

Dear Tasuki,

Bara: NANI?! Me not REAL?! So long as Shinju-san draws breath I exist. An imaginative person is real to the creator. And besides, not meaning to get rude or anything, but you guys are characters in a book (though the actual Shi Ten whatever it is, is a scroll) Though Shinju-san believes the book is only a link to another world, like a portal to a new demention. (do you get what I mean) Anyways, I'm hurt by your comments dear bandit leader, and to mock my creator's imagination only shows your insecurities. Besides, let the suicidally sad girl do what she wants. God knows when she'll go through with ending her life.

Bara-san, your telling more than you should.

Bara: Oh but your sad again, your always sad and miserable!

The tummy aches have been a pain, I'm cranky, k? And it turns out I'm early...

Bara: OH!! Well then it's nothing serious, except you're in total "kill anything that moves" mode.

I wanna throw up...

Bara *sighs* Poor thing.

And I'm cold.

Bara: Shut the windows.

I wanna die

Bara: Fall asleep for a few hours.

I really ain't feelin' well mental or physical... mental don't hurt m' body none, but my stomach hurts like h*ll! I hate this... it seems everytime Yuri and I get together it starts. (weird, it's only not happened one time) K'so... I hate this.

Bara: Hmm... I think she'd better go lie down now.

Suiren, Bara

Dear Tasuki,

yeah, I suppose so... although, it would have been very funny (in some weird way) If Bara was real... although, I really am scared of squirrels... *shrugs shoulders* Oh well, could be worse. ANYWAYS, I need to go eat and get dressed and stuff like that, I"m going riding in about *looks over at clock* About 45 minutes or so... and I won't have to worry about making Haku anything for breakfest, #1. Cause we have cereal to eat (omg we actaully have cereal!) and #2. He's still asleep! *sips tea* But now I'm happy, I've got my tea! OH guess what! I've learned how to play, Setsunakutemo... Zutto (main melody) on my guitar!! It's so pretty! Now if I knew some pretty cords to go with it I'd be good... and I'm actually listening to it now and there is a guitar part in it... *litens close for guitar* yes... I must learn that... But I can't now. I've got to go ride then... band practice... *eye twitch* If I come home again, feet and arm sore and sweaty (okay the sweat I can live with) I'm not gonna be happy... But a good thing I guess is that I remembered the song after not playing it for over a month... and I just keep rambling on and I'm gonna stop here! hahahaha, I'll talk to ya later, Tasuki! See ya's!

Yuri

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

It is our honor to be of service. I believe what Amy's mother is seeking is a reconsideration of the sentencing based upon factors that might make the already-convicted a higher risk of recidivism or of disobeying any restraining orders. If she can amass sufficient evidence to convince the court that he's that dangerous, they can reconsider the sentencing or impose harsher conditions on his ability to be free.

It is good to hear that all are doing well so far.

I do have a question for you, sire, though. I cannot recall when you were given knowledge that one of your courtesans was a male. Forgive my memory. How was such a revelation received by the members of the court?

Silver

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Well, I finnaly get a chance to read the post on the board. I have not read anything in the last week or so. I'm so sore! We had a car wash on Sat. and I got sun burned on my back and sholders so it's kind of hurts when I swim but it's healing up nicely. Sadly though, Sui-chan is not going to be swimming this year. There are a number of reasons she gave me. Moving on...

*hugs Yuri-chan and Sui-chan and anyone else who wants a hug* I just met Sui-chan a year ago and have become good friends with her. Yuri-chan I've known since she was in Kindergarden and I was in 1st grade. We would play at recess together but that was it really. (I can't remember if we had lunch together or not.) I do remember we had a few bullies at school. I was often picked on by a few kids. A few from our school and one in piticular from another that they rode our bus. The one from the other school's name is Marcus. He would offten sit next to me just to annoy the sh!t out of me. I remember one time, he sat next to me (I would often block the seat so he could not sit there but he would say there were no other seats and force me to move over.) and would not let me out at my stop till the bus driver was starting to back up. I was lucky enough to have a couple of nice neighbors (Kacia *younger* and Bobby *older*) that would offten try to get on before Marcus and sit with me so he couldn't. He also wouldn't exept the whole "I'm saving it for Kacia." which I really was.

Then there was a girl named Amy who was a year older then I was. She was just always trying to pick a fight. Then there was Holly who was in my grade. She didn't really pick on me but a friend of mine, Ashley. Holly and Ashley were friends, then they would fight, then make up a few weeks later and that's how it was all the time. After elementary (I had 8 in my class), middle school was a big step up to a class of 300. Now, I had no idea who people were. I only knew two other people from elementary (Emily and Dustin)and that was it.

After a few weeks, I started making friends and I became friends with a certain group of people called the "Puzzle People". (Mr. Nelson would put out a puzzle we would work on every morning. We did like 10 puzzles during the year and Mr. Nelson gave me one too.) And so middle school went on and my number of friends grew. I did see Yuri-chan every so offten in the hallways and every time we had a girl scout meeting. Though I was not picked on much in Middle school there were a few who I truly dislike. John, whom I play saxophone with, had a game he liked to play called "Blame Amy". When ever someone messed up or the band teacher had to stop to correct us, according to John, it was always my fault.

When I became a freshman, I hung out with a group of my best friends, Stephanie, Abby, Kaylee, and Gretchen. Non of us accually know how we got so close, we just know we are. Sophomore year started and I got to know Sui-chan and everyone else. Now that my junior year is starting, Steph, Abby, K-lee, and Gretchen are a little ... I don't know... upset I guess that I hang out with Suiren, Yuri and the rest but K-lee knows a few people in my anime click and Stephanie has gotten to know Casie and know they're friends. So I guess everything works out and I will always remail "Lud" to everyone (thank Stephanie for the nickname). That's really my whole school life story. I don't think I've told anyone the whole thing besides my friends whom I've known since middle school. It is good to write things down and tell them to other people. Thanks for listening.

Oh, let me say one last thing about school before I forget. I have never seen Marcus, Amy, or Holly since elementary school. John kind of got what was coming to him too. In the high school band, I'm in front of John in rank, meaning I did better then him in the audition and I have been higher ranked since! Maybe this year I'll make Symponic and he'll only make concert. We'll have to see. He also isn't as mean to me as he use to be but he still makes some remarks. Thank goodness I have Kate, Mandy, and Erin there for support. Later!

~Ayame~

Dear Tasuki,

Hey, buddy! So didn't you say you were the only one who could use the tessen? So why is it, that in Sanbou den, someone else is able to use it? hm?? Does that mean I can use it?? *grabs tessen*

Faye

Dear Nuriko,

To tell ya, I think she feels stupid because it's been a LONG time (from what she tells me) since she did something like that... And the bread was AWESOME!!! Tasted very very good! I can't wait to make more if we ever get the chance to!! *smiles* Too bad I couldn't give you any. You'd have LOVED it, Nuriko! Well, I'm gonna go try and make lunch (yeah, it's true, I can't cook!) and then go find Yuri and cheer her up! Talk to ya's~

Haku

Dear Tasuki,

Come to think of it, she did tell me something like that happened to her when she was younger... hmmm... Let's see, how to make up for it... *long pause of silence* Great, it's NOW my mind doesn't decide to work!! Hmmm...? You got any ideas, Tasuki? I know you're not the best person to ask, considering you hate women, but you have any ideas? 'Cause I can't think of ANYTHING... pittiful ye---

Yuri *walks back in* Pittiful indeed... And you don't need to make it up...

YOu were listening?!

Yuri *turns red* yeah... I eavesdropped on ya... I know I shouldn't have but... I heard you saying how bad you felt... and yes, I was freaked out for the reason you stated, Tasuki... but I shouldn't have freaked out like I did. It was in the past... although I don't take back what I did (slapping him)

Heh... *still rubbing cheek and stands up* Look... I DO want to make it up to ya.

Yuri: N-no!! That isn't nesesary!

*looks at you then back at her* (TOLD YOU she was stubborn!!!) WHY not though?!

Yuri: My own reasons *grins and folds arms across chest and starts laughing* I'M KIDDING! Jeez, Haku, I say one thing and YOU freak out about it!

-_- Well, at least she's feeling better *scratches head*

Haku and Yuri

Dear Nuriko,

The sun is evil i dont really like the sun cuz i get tan in the sun an i like to be as pale as possible

Nanashi

Dear Chichiri,

had A wonderful time at Sui-chans! Now I wish to get together with Amber-chan. But I dunno, I'm really busy the rest of the summer *takes off socks and shoes* That feels SOOO much better... *fanning self off* I just got home from band practice (1-2:30 in the AFTERNOON EVIL) and WOW did it get hot! I think I'm either gonna go spray myself with the hose (maybe Haku as well... who knows) or go take a cold shower... well I'm just glad it didn't get TOO flippin hot out like it was a couple months ago when we marched from 9-10:30 so I'm thankful! Even if if was later in the day... And well, I'm gonna go head fer the coolness of the basement and wait for Haku to get home, seems he went on a walk (at this time of the day?!) Well anyways, I'll talk to ya later!

Yuri

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Anou... it's not that I don't wanna go swimming, cuz I do an' all, but it costs a lotta money this year and I have math first term (and you remember how much I b*tched about that) and I dunno how hard my other classes will be. Biology, Choir, Modern American Literature (I dunno what that is, English?) and I close out the day with Mythology with my MOM. She's my TEACHER!! My feet hurt from shoppin' yesterday (I didn't wanna go, I didn't get anythin') and I also was havin' a bad hair day. I wanna cut it so bad... but I get ta high light it. (though I hate the color mom picked out, I wanna dye it, but NO. D*MN THAT F*CKIN B*TCH TA H*LL!!) I heard school pictures are this week... and my face is having another bad break out, my whole body is in fact! I've been feelin' sick too. Stomach troubles mostly but I'm not due till next week so I know it's not THAT. I'm worried I got some infection again. But I KNOW mom won't take me ta the doctor so i guess I'll hafta tough it out... and it really hurts too. That's about it fer now I guess... I think I'm gonna throw up...

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

I'm not in ANY mood for jokes. My life is goin' ta h*ll again.

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

I beg to differ.

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

I heard you like wolves ^_^;; *wags her tail happily* maybe you'd like to know that a pack of wolves was and still is guardng Mt. Reikaku? you know with your fangs you could be a wolf too! ^_^ It doesnt seem us wolves are too popular with the other seishi, *sighs* oh well at least one of you like us! ^_^ *licks Tasuki's cheek* By the way thanks for looking out for me and worrying about me *smiles and wags her tail*

Aishizu

Dear Hotohori,

*laughs* I suppose whoever came up with that theory has an active imagination wouldnt you say? *pets Aishizu head* Sorry about this your highness I never had a dog and Aishizu makes an excellent wolf she's just as loyal as any dog. *giggles*

I admire you your highness you helped Tamahome's family and you help people in our world. It is a real shame that our president cannot be as kind, caring, and gentle man as yourself, Konan seems so peaceful and the citizens all seem to coexist well, you have done an excellent job running your country. And you seems to be especially popular with thw wolves here too, your country is well guarded I read that wolves will fight till the very end just in order to protect something they love. Well I do have to get ready for classes... take care... *smiles and gives his arm a gentle sqweeze*

Fire Phoenix Tiara

Dear Hotohori,

*licks Fire_Phoenix's cheek* (Shes Hotohori on our FY RP on Livejournal so she plays Hotohori there and I play Houki and I'm going to Multi-Task and play Boushin when he's born plus I'm also wolf there so shes also my owner)

Anyway... well... my dad update well, Saturday he came to my work and my friend that works their her names Jen stood behind me and bagged for me while I rang the customers out and he Jen a note thingy to give to me and walked out... it was a note saying that he said he's leave me alone if all these court things stopped. I didnt have a good feeling about it and I gave it to Amy's mother when I got home and shes npt to happy about it, I'm not bothered by it, just a bit irritated...

*sees Hotohori reading soemthing and turns into a wolf and lies beside him resting her head on her forepaws* whatcha reading papa?

Aishizu

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Oh me oh my! I've just got settled into my room. Classes start on Tues. so I have a day to rest and look around before all the lectures from teachers. I'm going back to work next week. I work at Olive Garden. I love Italian food too. I think I've had almost everything on the menu at least once.I've got an appoitment with my career counsler the end of next week. She should be able to help me narrow down my options and help me decide on a top 3. From there it's all up to me.*sigh*

My room mate, Kate, and I are going to see a movie tomight. We don't know what one though. We just want to do something together. It's been a long summer.

To tell the truth my name is really Aurora, Aura for short. I thought it was strange when I saw one of the characters on .hack//sign was named Aura. Well, wish me luck for a good school year!

Aura

Dear Tasuki,

zomgwtffuruisback!? DX Hiya. o.O I haven't been here for a really long time. Sorry! Eh heh. Been distracted by an OOC!Shaman King RP on LiveJournal. >>; I play Lyserg and hit on Ren. o_o Started school a few days ago. I only have one class with one friend. DX

My printer is being weird and is confusing me.

And why is it I hear the word "daichi" in almost every Fushigi Yuugi song? Is the earth... ground... stuff that important to you people? DX ::shot::

FuruChan

Dear Hotohori,

Do you read the Harry Potters series? I'm just curiouse. I'm falling into the harry potter fan crowd now. XP Took me long enough just to try to sit down and read the first book, I just finished Goblet Of Fire this week, took me the entire week to read, I read like 4 chapters at a time, it was interesting, wonder how the movie will be compaired to the book.

FireGoddess90

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Sorry this has been a while... Joey's off in his own world right now... *sweatdrops*

*sighs* Cool cosplay sites thanks, Tasuki!

But I just got done doing a lil cosplayin' at an anime party my friend Tea threw last week.

I was (you may laugh anytime) Hotohori and my friend was Miaka (and her big bro was Nakago). We had to act out a scene based on the anime we cosplayed from and sing a song during it. You know musical style. We did a sad scene and I never cried so much...

It began with me trying to fight/defend myself vs. Nakago. To cut it short I was mortally wounded and losing my life...

Enter the music... "Broken" (by Seether feat. Amy Lee)

I sang : "I wanted you to know, I love the way you laugh. I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away... *I pulled out a picture that Miaka had given me* I keep your photograph and I it served me well, I wanna hold you high and steal your pain, cause I'm Broken when I'm lonesome, I don't feel right when your away (or something like that)"

And that whole time Miaka is reading the Universe of the 4 Gods and crying and sobbing... while I'm on the floor struggling to hold on.

that's when she sang:

"The worst is over now... and we can breathe again. I wanna hold you high you steal my pain away... There's so much left to learn and no one left to fight... (the rest I don't remember cuz I was to busy trying to choke back my tears)

At the end I won't say I die but just merely collapse... and Miaka cries hard and calls me a "Liar"

Sad we made everyone cry. WHat do you all think?

ANd btw... later there was a musical number with several guys... and us women too. A "Tasuki" was leading it ...with Vash Edward Elric, Mugen, Joey, Kaiba and us girls... doing the number "Get Low..." *sweatdrops* The Clean version. ANyway tell me what you all think.

Mai Valentine

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Suiren: I'm here.

Yuri: I'm at Sui-chan's house!!

Suiren: We're eating and watching DVDs.

Yuri: And trying to plot a way to hide one of her younger brothers... *shifty eyes* but I brought some bread that I made and they all love it! *smiles*

Suiren: I gave that younger brother a bloody nose a few days ago... (B*ST*RD HAD IT COMIN!!)

Yuri: I heard the story and I highly agree with her... although now we must get him hidden where no one will find him... I say we let the squirrels have 'im...

Suiren: But Yuri has to go home tomorrow (we're writing this Saturday night)

Yuri: I wish to stay longer but *sigh* I can't *frowns*

Suiren: Cuz my mom's a b*tch

Yuri:... [no comment]

Bara: LADIES!!

Suiren *runs*

Yuri *slowly makes way to a closet and hides* (maybe he won't find me...)

Bara *opens closest door*

Yuri: uhhh... *deer in headlight eyes*

Bara *grins*

Yuri: Wh-what's that look for?!

Suiren *imagines a hot anime babe for Bara to chase after*

Bara *follows anime babe*

Suiren: I saved the day from him... again.

Yuri: YAY he's gone!!... but why do I have the feeling it won't be for long...?

Suiren: ... *imagines a few more girls*

Bara: MY HAREM!!

Suiren: He's a happy lil perv.

Yuri: -_- maybe a little TOO happy...

Bara: o^_^o

Suiren: ...

Yuri: My thoughts exactly Sui-chan... Well least he isn't buggin' us...

Bara: Join my harem!

Suiren: *hits him with a frying pan* (i've always wanted to do that)

Yuri *gets out the duct tape* YER GOING ON THE TREE!! Care to help, Sui-chan?

Suiren *chains him to a tree and holds out a jar of chunky peanut butter*

Bara *eyes grow wide*

Yuri: And now we shall let the squirrels devour him *grins*

Suiren *covers Bara in the peanut butter and makes his harem girls watch in horror*

Yuri: Okay, now that we've done that to bara, it's time to try getting my sister on the tree!! (if only I were at home...)

*squirrels start to gather*

Bara: OMG!! NOT MY NUTS!!

Suiren *laughs*

Yuri *rolling on the ground laughing when I realize I have a fear of squirrels (true story to it)*

*squirrels attack Bara*

Bara *girly scream*

Suiren *makes a sandwich*

Yuri *wide eyed at the squirrels and backs away slowly* i've always known they were evil little b*st*rds!!

Bara *a sacrifice to the squirrel god*

Suiren *grins darkly* Human sacrifice... *chuckles*

Yuri: The poor poor perverted soul... *shakes head slowly and scratches head*

Suiren *sleeps*

Bara *dead*

Yuri: Well we shall have to say good night to you now!!! *hugs you all and drags the sleeping Suiren off to bed* Night!

Suiren, Yuri, ...and Bara

Dear Tamahome,

If your family didnt die will you stay with Miaka in her world?

Ellie

Dear Tamahome,

How much do you love Miaka?

Ellie

Dear Nuriko,

dose love hurt

Anonymous

Dear Tasuki,

hi its me sabrina again how are you doing

sabrina

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Ohayo! School this week was AWESOME!! >_< I got to see all my friends again... and guess what, I'm in GERMAN!! It's my very second choice in foreign languages, and our school doesn't have Japanese yet... They accidentally put me into an advanced math class, and keep forgetting to change my schedule (or they're too busy lol) but I'm doing just fine so far, I only got one problem wrong on our quiz! (not meaning to brag) Anyhoo... Sakura's first week was kewl too! She found some of her 8th grade pals, and made some new ones! She's in Algebra 1 right now, Honors Biology, World Geography, and Spanish 1! So happy for her! ^-^ Cya later, seishi-friends!

Ayako

Dear Nuriko,

Ohayo, Nuri-chan!! >_< I'm so excited!! I took your advice... slowly but surely... and talked to him! And now we're like getting closer! ^-^ I think he might ask me out! He's so sweet... Arigatou gozaimasu!!

Ayako

Dear Chiriko,

Ohayo, Chiriko-zan! ^-^ I know I say meow alot, but... I'm actually a kitsune! Laa! I was wondering... I heard that if a kitsune says... "mo... shi" twice in a row (aka hello over the phone lol) something really bad happens to them... is that true? I'm too scared to try, so I thought you might know... Anyhoo... how are you? (sakura-chan's sleeping lol) We should talk more, but in the meantime... Ja ne!

Ayako

Dear Nuriko,

Doc takes a walk outside in the gardens. "Ryu, I just need a break from my Mom's illness. Her belly is almost healled, but now we find out that she has a case of pneumonia. And we'll have to help her get her memory back, because one of the medications they had to use is an amnesiac."

Doc stops and sits on a bench near a water fountain.

"The nurse said that they might have to put in a permanent IV port in her for the antibiotics, Home Infusion is what they call it back home. Itoshii, when I bring Mom home, she'll be so fragile I'll be afraid she'll break like a porcelain doll. She's been in there for a month, and when she moves from SICU she'll spend months in physical therapy just to walk again."

Doc snuggles into Ryu's embrace. "I'm doing my best.."

Doc_sama

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

okay since fanfiction is being a major pain in the @$$ I have to uplaod it to my MSN group cause I have the 1st 2 chapters and for the sake of this story Kourin never died okay? jsut so you know I should have them posted by Sunday (since I work late Saturday *tomorrow)

Aishizu

Dear Tasuki,

Soo boring here, luckly i'm going to see my friend up at her grandma's cabin this sunday. Doesnt it seem like when there's something you look forward to on a sunday or saturday, the week seems to go by waaay to slowly? Why is that?! I've been so bored, i've been playing "ZELDA; Windwaker" I played that till 1:30 in the morning trying to find the triforce shards. XP It's an addictive game once you start playing it.

FireGoddess90

Dear Tasuki,

I made cookies!! want some?! ^^

Faye

Dear Chichiri,

Yeah... *starts to day-dream*

Wolflover

Dear Tasuki,

*Rubs her hand alittle* It didn't hurt that much...

Wolflover

Dear Tamahome,

you bet it was a nasty dream to bad you wernt their to save me tamahome that will be a good dream with you in it i have alot of bad dreams now

sabrina

Dear Tasuki,

Thank you it look like you have lots of little sisters um do you still like me because am a nice girl am studying a exam a math exam it has 1000 pages in the book this will take me a long time hey do you whant to go shoping latter if you whant i just need to by 6 things is that ok with you i whont be aney troble and i got to put in 30 cans in the can machine if you whant to you can help me shop you can go with me becsuse lots of bad peaple aroand i dont whant to be kid napped by one you dont whant that oniichan that means i cant see you again so if you whant to came with me that is fine with me oni chan

sabrina

ps i watch a scary movie last nigt called the shinning it is aboat ghost it was so scary i watend you to see it with me i was all alone in the dark i just wanted you to watch it with me i was scaid i have a bad dream last nigt aboat it and the power whent out too . bye

Dear Tasuki,

just cries in her pillow looking unhappy oni chan its me sabrina my friend runs of careing a letter said dear sabrina we cant be friends any more singed you best ex friend cries again do you still whant to go shoping with me oni chan ... cries in the bath room

falls down on the floor starting crying and got a cut on her hand because a knife was on the floor and got a bangange to stop the bleeding oni chan some body put a knife their starting crying oni chan please give me a hug to make me feel better

sabrina

Dear Chichiri,

I'm just convinced she hates me. I have no love, respect, etc. for any of my family. Mom's the worst cuz she's a d*mn perfectionist who always gets her way. basically, she's a b*tch.

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

I dunno whether to be saddened or p*ssed by that last comment

Suiren

Dear Hotohori,

well he called me on the phone the other day and you know it was just one of those things that you care alot for each other but its not love anymore... you know kinda what happened with you and Miaka-san? Neither one of us decided this with bad feelings we kinda just came to this conclusion on our own, but he's still looking out for me... so dont have his head if he comes around here again, howeve I'm not going to the university of colorado with him, I've gotten accepted to a local college here so thats where I'm going to go. And Amy's mother is pushing for a re-trial I dont know if they'll give us one the law states that if they were found not guilty then you cant but he was found guilty before so *shrugs* you never know... (yeah when you go through what I have you start to brush up on your law)

*smiles* hey Silver and Seishi, guys I'm doing everything I can to keep myself safe your all so sweet... I wish I could do something in return funny how none of us have met face to face but I've felt like I've known you all forever... *hugs her papa, the seishi, and Silver* thanks so much!

Aishizu

Dear Chichiri,

*smiles and runs off and brings back two glasses of tea, and hands one to you* You're welcome, Chiri... well, I've been down that road before of trying and i just can't seem to talk to them... *sips tea* and the only ones I will talk to are you and the rest of the seishi, my friends and Haku, which I am not going to talk to for a while... although... I really want to talk to him I just don't want to be near him... weird, huh? Anyways, I get to see Sui-chan tomorrow and stay the night at her house for a while so I"m really looking forward to that... so I'm gonna head to bed early and get a good nights rest and try to talk to Haku before I go to sleep... I usually do anyways and it seems to help... well night Chiri... thanks again *kisses your cheek and drinks the rest of my tea and heads to bed*

Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

I didn't try to scare her...

Yuri *gets up and slaps Haku hard across the face* Scared isn't the word!!! *slightly shaking*

*rubbing his red cheek* okay, I did deserve that...

Yuri *looks like she's about to hit him again but just stands there looking at him, shakes with rage for a moment then calms down* Alright... I've got that outta my system... *starts to walk off*

Y-Yuri... wait! *she stops and looks back at him* I... I'm sorry... I didn't mean to freak you out so bad...

Yuri: It's alright, Haku. Don't worry about it... just leave me alone for a little while... *walks off singing to herself*

Well, that could have been a lot worse than I thought... well, I'm glad I only got outta it with a stinging cheek... although I don't think I'm going to be doing that again... *sighs and sits down* I just don't want to scare her anymore... jeez the last time we did something like that she didn't freak out about it... I'm gonna think of a way to make this up to her... somehow...

Haku and Yuri

Dear Tamahome,

OMG The bg of Miaka's Tea Shop has a f*ckin PULSE!

Nya-chan

Dear Hotohori,

D*mn you n yer tallness... ::sigh:: YOu got it all! Hot body, sexyness/prettyness, tallness, and awsomeness... i wish i wre like you... - -;

Nya-chan

Dear Tasuki,

Gen-chan!! XD Im almost as tall as you! im 175cm! XP

Nya-chan

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

AHHHHH!! I love watching Fullmetal Alchemist but I've gone too far this time. I've been reading the manga online and I went past were I've watched the seiries and I've read some stuff I wish I hadn't. I mean the manga and the anime are almost alike but I kinda wanted to read the manga as I watched (to compare and contrast). I know I'm only doing this to myself. I'm not going to read anymore till I'm all caught up in the anime (which starts again on Adult Swim on Sept. 17 WOO HOO!!!) So yeah. I have really no idea why I'm rainting on and on about this but I'm bored. Ok.

hope you've been doing good. Swimming has started at the high school. Oh joy. I like the meets but not really the work outs. OH!! I'm making one of those fleece blankets to take to meets and it's going to look sooo cool when I'm done. Well, that's it for now. Later

~Ayame~

Dear Nuriko,

*sighs* I got grounded form the internet last week and I am finally allowed to be back on... I'm such a bad girl... Actually I'm not but anyway... I'm going to the beach on Friday I can't wait! I've also finally opened up a banking acount so I can save my money to buy my car. *grins* Nuriko! I got my hair cut and colored! It looks really cute! (so my mother says) It's a redish color with caramel highlights, and it's chin length. The only problem is I can't pull it back as easily as before for work...

Kirra

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

My aunt and uncle just had to put their dog to sleep... He was pretty old, my dog Lilly, will probably be joining him in a few years sad to say... I've had her since I was 5. And my cat... She's 13 now, but cats can live to be pretty old so I'm not as worried about her. So what's your favorite animal guys? Mines probably a black panther.

Kirra

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

gomen minna.. but a long time ago... few months maybe.. i was gonna make you guys a thank you picture you could post... but... i never finished it... i sowwie >.>

i'll finish it when i get my manga back (punishment sux) i really wanted to make you guys something just to say thanks for being there for us and giving us advice and stuff... *hands thank you cards all around*

Princess Riako

Dear Nuriko,

Hehehe bein a vampire would be lots of fun i think but thats my opinion ^.^

Nanashi

Dear Nuriko,

*both come up covered in flour and other baking things* Hey Nuriko... I never want to make bread again in my life...

Haku: Oh come off it, it was only a little mistake... everyone makes them and I'm sure you weren't the first!

Yeah well, havein' 4x's the batter you want isn't exactly a "little mistake"

Haku: Well you can go sulk all you want. Everything will be just fine though, Yuri. We'll just make the bread and give it away! (well I'm trying to cheer her up)

I guess... but anyways, here's what happened... my dad wanted me to make this bread this morning and I missed part of the instructions to separate the batter and leave some of that for some other people to have and we ended up with 4x's everything in the batter... and it's all because I forgot to read somethin'!!! *turns bright red*

Haku: And we didn't notice until we added the eggs and stuff in... so now we're stuck with baking all of it...

Which will take FOREVER!!

Haku: Yuri, hold on you got some batter here on your cheek...

I'll get it myself, thank you very much!

Haku: Okay fine... don't let me help. 'Least I didn't start anything on fire this time! So I'm getting better!

I feel so stupid right now... and now I'm hungry... (gasp! I'm actually hungry!) Well we'll talk to you later... we both need to get cleaned up and the kitchen needs some cleaning! *walks off leaving you two*

Haku: Well I've been trying to get her to feel better... I'm sure it isn't the first time someone has done that...

Yuri and Haku

Dear Hotohori,

Hello I am new here I found your page on AIshizu's Livejournal rather a link to it but the picture becomes clear, I have talked to her and read her Live Journal and I went through the same thing shes going through, except it was for my mother, they didnt lock her up at all, her abuse was emotinal aswell... the thing is the police told me to just get a restraining order and forget trial it wasnt worth it, I did not go to trial but my mother began to change she called my foster home trying to see me again, I kept saying no, the new lady that took me in was my mother now, I wasnt as strong as you though Miss Aishizu you have a father here that loves you and a brother aswell be strong as you are doing now and you'll make it, anytime you want to talk to me I'll listen I'm just on the Fushigi Yuugi community just drop a note okay? *hugs her then pets her behind the ears*

well now that my lecture is much out of the way I wanted to ask a question, somebody told me you wished for Houki to be like Nuriko and young Boushin to be like Chiriko so you wouldnt forget them? *keeps patting Aishizu's head and sees all the other wolves* my my Konan is well guarded, are you fond of wolves sire? *bows* thank you for letting me talk to you and your daughter! *bows*

Fire_Phoenix_Tiara

Dear Hotohori,

*comes in looking tired very tired* AMy's mother talked to the courts but they still say there isnt sufficent eveidence and my counselor already DID speak to the courts but I guess they figure not getting my back was punishment enough *yawns* Toboe isnt coming back until next week or something and Amy's dad left their family when she was a baby so I dont feel that safe if it was just me and her mother and we already got a restraining order... *shrugs* its just frustrating stupid legal system that gets me.... maybe instead of going to college for childcare I should go for something in the couts to fix the messed up system atleast I know in Konan people will be properly punished for the crimes they commited... *sits on the floor and pulls her legs up to her chest and rests her head on them and starts to fall asleep* and even if Toboe comes back its going to be awkward because he broke up with me...*rubs her eyes* yeah I havent had a whole lot of sleep...

Aishizu

Dear Chichiri,

*Closes eyes for alittle while* ...

Wolflover

Dear Tasuki,

I won't get mad... *puts her hand in his hand* Ready?

Wolflover

Dear Chichiri,

Heh *wipes eyes off again* Guess all I need to do sometimes is tell somebody, and it seems to work... now if only I could be this open with my parents... I think I'm going to go make some tea for Haku and I... would you like some? *looks happier*

Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

Oh? Hmm... lets see, just tell her and ruin all my fun, or not tell her and get beaten somehow later... ? Hmmm... nah, I think I'll torture her *grins*

Yuri: Haku! Yer so mean! *looks sad*

Aww *scoots back over by her and leans his head on her shoulder* Sorry, Yuri, but I can't ruin all my fun

Yuri *puts him in a head lock* YOU TELL ME RIGHT NOW!!!

o flippin way! *gets out of her headlock and pins her to the floor* Y'know, you may be able to hit me and everything but I've always been able to pin you down...

Yuri *just staring up at him, wide eyed* H-haku... *looks away from him and blushes*

*sarcasticly* I can't help but feel I freaked her out a little bit...

Yuri: Hit him, Tasuki... hit him really hard across the head... He may not have been a threat a couple months ago but now... please just hit him hard across the head...

And why would you want him to do that? Look, I would never go too far with anything that I do... you should know that... I just like teasin' ya *grins*

Yuri: PLEASE HIT HIM!!!

Haku and Yuri

Dear Chiriko,

Sumimasen, are you having trouble finding the kanji I requested? I still have yet to find a suitable match myself. Gomen, I was just wondering.

Kanji Girl ~ Momiji

::P.S.:: My name from now on will be Momiji. Because I was born in the fall and I love Sohma Momiji from Furuba!

Dear Chichiri,

I swears she brings up the things that anger me on purpose! Just so I get p*ssed off and she can yell, hit, and punish me.

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Even if Bara did win, I woulda won. Cuz he's me and I'm him and we're the same... well not really. He's a figmant of my imigination who acts as my partner and one of my actors.

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

HOORAY!! Thank you!! I just started to get into Genbu Kaiden again. (aaah... Tomite...) But I lent my only copy of vol. 1 to my best friend, and I feel like part of me is missing... (it's only been gone for a day! Is that bad? o_O) I've been drawing a lot lately, so maybe someday I'll send something in! ^^

Faye

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Okay, I don't know if you all can help me with this question... but we'll still give it a try I'm trying to find the background music to when Tamahome (and Nuriko) discovers that Tasuki is afraid of water. It also plays when the guys are eating Miaka's food (episode 41, I believe) and discover that it's not quite pleasant (sorry Miaka!)... to be exact it plays right as someone's chopsticks hit the table.

That might have been a little too descriptive, but it's killing me!! I've been trying to find it for the last couple of years... and it's so funny to listen to. waaahhh!!! Any help would be greatly appreciated. If you can't help, that's okay, too! Thanks for reading!

Frustrated with BGM!!!

Dear Tasuki,

HEY do u know how Suiren is i hasnt seen her in a long time an i missss her * cries* AHHH i hopes shes ok if shes not i will be sad :(( *continues to cry*

Nanashi

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

*chuckles at ty's question* One would think that life with Miaka would make it very difficult to be bored. Especially when she cooks.

More fun material for all of you to ponder - for a while in the beginning, as I was reading Ayashi no Ceres, I though that Aya was a bit more like a blonder version of Miaka. Now that I'm several volumes into both, I've noticed their characterizations have split off considerably. I can comfortably enterain the idea that Aya and Miaka are from the same hand, but they're not the same character.

I hope those who feel a bit down find something to cheer them up and make them feel better. Easier to interact when feeling up, rather than down.

(And keep an eye on Aishuzu for me, please. I suspect that we're really a long ways apart, unfortunately, so you'll need to watch her.)

Silver

Dear Tamahome,

hi yesterday i dreamed aboat 10000 worms in my house is that creepey i trieng callind some body to help

sabrina

Dear Tasuki,

um to you think i make a great litle sister i hope you still like me onii chan i never had a brother before

sabrina

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

question for anyone who can answer...

japanese snacks... not like food food.. but snacks... what seems to be the most popular snack that like.. us here in america would go o.O;;;; when they saw it...

like squid or something... mmm... calamari...

i was just curious...

*proceeds to dish you out some authentic fillipino snacks like goldilocks, milk candy, yan yan... cracker nuts, prawn crackers* enjoy...

and tasuki... all that drinking makes me concerned for your liver cells.. gomen ^^;;; *hands you some vodka, orange juice, sodas, soda waters and various other things to make mixed drinks... then a "cocktail" recipe book*

and tamahome.. i'll pay you 100,000 yen (how does that equate to american dollars again?) if you will be my body guard for about 2 hours while i attend a shopping spree at the mall... i've been hearing about people wanting to take me away after hearing my promotion to soon goddess... ^.~

yes, you heard it... i will soon reach level of goddess... w00t.. go me... ha! i will soon rank with gods... like suzaku o.O;;;;

just thought i'd swing by...

weeee *skips off*

Princess Riako.. soon to be Goddess Astra

Dear Nuriko,

well i wanna be a vampire they is the undead mwaahhaa they r kool. wats your fav animal i love snakes they r soo pretty.

Nanashi

Dear Chiriko,

Yay! XD Can you help me find some books on Alchemy? I LOVE SCIENCE! ^^

Nya-chan

Dear Chiriko,

(>.>)... How do you get your hair to stand up on end so um... artistically? (._.) ::chops off your hair and runs away with it gleefully:: (^-^)>\

Morphie-Chan

Dear Nuriko,

I've been in couneling for it and still am I guess I'm just scared about him getting out I mean I can fight but not that well and who's not to say he'll carry a weapon asnd come after me for turning him in?

Aishizu

Dear Hotohori,

*sighs looking at the sky* because the courts are making the decision that the abuse wasn't "severe" enough to lock him away so their releasing him on bail or something and he'll be on probation but... I'm still scared that he could come after me... after all Amy's mother works late on weekends and I'm usually alone until 3:00am that gives him ample time to do anything... *leans her head against one of the poles* I'm just frustrated with this ridiculous legal system today if you don't have a missing limb or long term damage they'll release him... but I have emotional damage from it, depression, low self esteem... I just wish I had a decent father who would listen and care about me and tried to help me... and I got my wish.. *looks at him tears in her eyes but doesn't let them fall*

Aishizu

Dear Chichiri,

I know, I just couldn't help myself...^_^*

Wolflover

Dear Tasuki,

Yeah, I'm sure... now are we gonna keep talkin' or are we gonna arm wrestle?

Wolflover

Dear Chichiri,

I wish they weren't...I really wish they weren't... thank you though... i feel a bit better... you're the first one I've told about that... and I feel so much better for telling someone... arigato...so much for listening *smiles a bit* I really appreciate someone other than my close friends listening to me... although now I can consider you an even better friend than when i first met you. *looks up at smiles* thankyou

Yuri

Dear Chichiri,

Hai, demo... Kaa-san... said if I don't behave... *shudders at the thought* not only doesnt Yuri-chan come over. but...

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

*blushing wildly* Curse my subconscious...

Bara *laughing uncontrolably*

*attacks Bara*

Bara: AHH!! *runs away*

*chases after him*

[my mental warfare]

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Oh I could say a few number of reasons

Yuri: I bet all of them are correct too

Why won't you let me though? Oh wait nevermind, I know a different way I could go about this...

Yuri: And that is?

*puts a finger to his mouth* I'm afraid that's my secret *grins*

Yuri: Tasuki make him tell!! He's creeping me out and who knows what's going through his head!!

Fine, I'll tell

Yuri: really?!

No *smirks*

Yuri: Tasuki!!

Haku and Yuri

Dear Hotohori,

Yep, my mom took me to look at clover park today, but it looked second rate,like... scummy kind of, didnt feel quite welcoming ya' know? Plus i'd have to take another admissions test, and i've had enough math questions as it is! >< I HATE algebra... it's horrid!

FireGoddess90

Dear Chichiri,

I'm sorry... I just get so upset about things like that... I mean... I do understand what she's gone through... maybe not as extream as her but... *bites lower lip* Look... I've never told anyone this before... but, when I was in 6th grade and I first came to the Middle School (this was before I really got to know Sui-chan)... I went from a school of 90 kids to over 1,000 kids... and I didn't know how to handle it... I was afraid at first... but after a while all the kids started picking on me... why? I don't know... they made fun of the way I dressed... how I look and so on... and I tried standing up for myself one day.. and I was told to go kill myself... I said something else to them and walked away but when I got home... I broke down and I cried... and I've never told anyone that... not a counclor, my parents... even my friends... but I've always been teased... mainly because in grade school I was the ONLY girl in my kindergarden AND first grade class... I've always been made fun of... So I do know what she is going through... but... remember when I said that I am always smiling? I do that to hide how I really feel... I may look happy... but I feel like cr*p... *sighs* I'm sorry for going through all that... I feel a little better now that I've told someone... thank you so much for listening, Chichiri... *hugs you and holds on looking for comfort*

Yuri

Dear Hotohori,

*turns into a human and pushes herself up and turns away quickly walking outside* too bad you cant summon the gurds to this world...

Aishizu

Dear Nuriko,

*wipes her eyes* okay aniki whatcha wanna talk about? *wipes her blue eys again*

Aishizu

Dear Chichiri,

*Smiles and splashes him alittle with water*

Wolflover

Dear Tasuki,

You ain't gonna hurt me trust me... *Grins*

Wolflover

Dear Chichiri,

*just sits, looking unhappy*

Suiren

Dear Tasuki,

Ya couldn't of been a depressed and gloomy guy could ya? No ya had ta choose ta be a meanie! Bara! Get the dogs, I'm talkin' a walk!v

Bara: Yes ma'am! *whistles for Trip-inu and Rufus-inu* Um, but Shinju-san, you have an appointment today--

Already been there! D@mn denists gave me sh*t 'bout not brushin'! They cut my fangs, they make m' gums bleed, and they put me in braces fer 2 and 1/2 years! I LOATHE them.

Bara: Gee, someone's angry.

Rufus *licks his cheek*

DON'T YOU START WITH ME!!

Bara: We're all very concerned about you Shinju-san, Yuri-chan too.

YOu are the people in my mind which I talk to when I'm bored, you don't have much say in my life.

Bara: True... but your being angry right now, so I have to be the positive. Your chi will be unbalanced and you'll break down again. Deep breaths, focus, when was the last time you just meditated?

...

Bara : Ah ha, yes now c'mon Shinju-san, we have work to do. Many deadlines to meet and scenes to shoot, busy, busy, busy, and Yuri-chan is coming over Friday and staying till Sunday? Monday? Then you need to go get that filling and exam for your wisdom teeth, and then low and behold the 27th will be here and your nephew is having his birthday party, oh! And your aunt's wedding reception. So much to do... Plus you need to get all that dead skin off, it's gross. You must continue with your face treatments so your suitable looking for school pictures, you need to get new glasses, have your hair done, get some new underwear beacuse whether you like it or not you are a growing girl and that part is catchin' up with you---

DIE!! *tackles him* STOP TALKING!! STOP TALKING RIGHT NOW!!

Bara: WHY?! You haven't done any exercizing all summer, your 115 pounds, that's normal, but your loosing that great figure.

Fine, I'll exercize. You wanna put me on a diet too?

: Wouldn't hurt... I think if we increase your water intake and try to cut back on your snackin' you'll do fine. Plus ger off yer butt and do something. And don't take it out on me, because your really only taking it out on yourself.

... Okay, then. C'mon Bara-kun. whistles*

*Trip and Rufus follow*

Suiren

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Meow, hello Seishi! ^-^ The picture I was working on is finished, and now I'm going to draw my little sister Sakura-chan! I'm gonna ask Dad to scan them for us... He's one of the few people who are honest about my drawings; he'll let me know if I make a mistake, but he never hurts my feelings! He's kewl... (even tho he's away most of the time) Sayanora for now! ^-^

Ayako

P.S. We are both fine! We came back to Mom's house the other day, and are preparing for school (it starts tomorrow! >_< That's insane...) I'm gonna be a sophomore, and Sakura is gonna be a freshman! *happy* cya all!

Dear Chiriko,

Hey, do you wanna go to the library wit me?

Nya-chan

Dear Suzaku Seishi,

Hey, what do you all do at night? Like, when yer bored outta yer mind, like me most a the time... - -; I either watch TV, go on the comp and read Yaoi EdxRoy fanfics, or (not sleep... i dont do that.) eat. ^^

Nya-chan

Dear Tasuki,

Hey, aniki! I haven't written to you in a while. Hmmm... Not much to tell, I guess... :has tid bits of the song "Past the Point of No Return" going through head: I can't get this Phantom music out of my head... If I listen to it to try to get it out of my head, it gets stuck even worse... maybe if I learn all the lyrics I'll be able to get it out of my head... Hmmm...

Anyways... Yeah...

Random stuff from Entertainment Weekly that I found amusing about Johnny Depp from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory:

"As Willy Wonka, Johnny Depp acts like a 19th-century vampire who is halfway through a sex change [...]."

Yeah... Oh and Voldemort [I tend to call his Voldie-poo :sweatdrop: ... Why fear his name when you can make fun of it? ^_^ It makes him sound more cuddly... heh heh... I mean... He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named or You-Know-Who (What if you DON'T know who? You know... those types of people who are just out of the loop for a very long time...) must be very tedious for the newspapers to write over and over again...]is going to be played by Ralph Fiennes in the 4th movie coming in Nov.

Anyways... yeah... I head up to Canada on Friday to a Shakespeare festival.

Complete this phrase: "To be or not to _______"

This is a joke question from a Whose Line is it Anyways? show... They're showing new episodes on ABC Family... I sound like a commercial... Oh well. Ja!

Fire Elf

Dear Chichiri,

I hope you received my music. If not, I'll try to send it again. ^_^

Fire Elf

Dear Tasuki,

*sneaks up behind Tasuki and begins to massage his shoulders, smiling sweetly* Tasuki?? I'm a bit too lazy to look it up, so... *sparkle sparkle* What's the website with Genbu Kaiden translations??

Faye

Dear Nuriko,

How is Bein dead not fun?

Nanashi

Dear Tamahome,

is your life boring with miaka? i just wanted to know.

ty

Dear Tasuki,

sorry oni chan please forgive me am a little short tepeard i think i am i was just sleepey i got to bed at three i was going out for pizza near the coast last nigt by oni chan ps dont give up oni chan oh oni chan i never mind oh i just wanted to tell you good luck um bye oni chan and have a good day oni chan am sorry am still calling you that i hope you dont mind hey do you whant to be friends to you can still be my brother to how aboat that oni chan

sabrina

Dear Mitsukake,

hmmm... too late... i just went over my friends and had a TON of candy... n cheese... now i feel sick... ugh. im lactosentollerant so i cant have dairy... oh well... thanks fer the advice! ^^ I will!

Nya-chan

Dear Nuriko,

*puts her paws on her Aniki's leg and licks his cheek* hey aniki! long time no talk! how have you been? I'm sure chichioya has told you what was going on... but dont worry I wont forget you *nuzzles his arm with her nose* I thought you may be afraid of wolves since well you know... I just want you to know that not all of us wolves are bad! ^_^ *wags her tail slowly*

Aishizu

Dear Hotohori,

*stands outside still growling then hears Hotohori calling her name and turns and pushes the door open quietly and sees he's slightly awake looking for her and walks over and rests her head on his lap tail wagging slightly*

Aishizu

Dear Tasuki,

hi i missed you guys! im dying my hair black for my bff's 11th birthday party and i got my ears pierced and i dont know if she will recanize me. lol my friend chris (she isnt a true best friend cuz shes always mean to me and my bff shelbie) thinks just because me and shelbie say were chris's friends that shes gonna be invited to our birthday parties, cuz shes not invited to mine or shelbie's. chris and me fight all the time and im tired of it, im tired of arguing over the stupidest things with her. she's always complaining about how hard it is to be a younger sister, well my life aint perfect as an older sister! i get blamed for almost everything and i always feel alone and depressed when im not by my crush stephen, ive liked alot of boys but never like stephen. i mean he could make anyone laugh at any moment, he climbs trees and walks on the monkey bars and is a total daredevil! im gonna be in 6th grade next year and im all bummed about not going to the same school as stephen. why do i miss him so much? on aim when he told me he cried because the girl he liked only pretended to be his friend, i felt like crying too. i felt so bad for him because i just want him to be happy. ive known him for three years and on the first few months of school i sat next to stephen and an idiot. but every day i would tell stephen about things in my life just because he could always make me laugh and he was just so sweet! im kinda shy but at my party on the 10th im gonna hang with stephen almost the whole time! if i can go to his party and be at his house it'll be the best day of my life but im not sure what to get him for his birthday! i was gonna get him a daredevil's manual or something from his favorite bands (3 days grace, 3 doors down, gorillaz). i need help! can you please answer my questions?

ryukki-chan ^-^

Dear Chichiri,

*reads Suirens letter and starts to tear up* oh Sui-chan... I wish I could be with her right now! THANK GOD I AM GOING TO SPEND THE ENTIRE WEEKEND WITH HER!! NO WAY IN H*LL AM I GOING TO JUST SIT HERE ANYMORE AND DO NOTHING!! I'M SICK OF HER FAMILY DOING NOTHING FOR HER!! I swear to god, I would adopt her in the blink of an eye if I could! I know what you're going to say so don't even start with me Chichiri! What you said to her was right! All of it was! But, me, one of her dearest friends, sit here, NO WAY IN H*LL IS IT GONNA HAPPEN ANYMORE!! NO WAY IN H*LL!!! I'm sorry, I need to calm down... But... I just can't help but get angry or upset, because one of my friends is hurting... I wish I could just be there for her... I hate living so far away... I hate it so much... I just want to be with her right now.. I wouldn't let ANYONE pick on her... and if I catch any wiff of someone making fun of her *clentches fists* I swear to god they wont after I get through with them... *takes a deep breath and just kinda breaks down* I just want to be there with her... she's like... my sister.. that's how much of a bond we have now... she's the best sis in the world too... nothing could ever replace her... *wipes tears from eyes* I don't want to see her like this anymore... i want to be with her... I hope she reads this... cause she knows I would do anything for her! And if she doesnt she should know now... *calms down a bit and is silent*

Yuri

Dear Tasuki,

And you wonder why your sister's gave ya sh*t, ya might wanna grow up and stop bein' a jack @$$! *storms off*

Bara: Uh... would it kill you to be a bit more concerned with her? No offence but you really lack delicacy. I'm probably the millionth person to tell you that, but it's important when dealing with girls. It makes them easier to live with. Cuz I don't think girls are going to keep away from you. I'm going to gather the other imaginary characters and try and cheer her up with maybe a few fresh chapters to a story. Bye!

Suiren

Dear Chichiri,

^__^ Okay! *grabs his hand and walks off to the Hot Springs* ... Here we are *Gets into the Hot Springs water* ...

Wolflover

Dear Tasuki,

*glares at you* Cute my @$$

haku: I have to agree with Tasuki on this one.

You would, Haku... *glares at him*

Haku: You still tired I take it?

DUH! And I am NOT going to bed! I am NOT THAT tired and I won't be able to fall asleep and if you DARE take that d*mn flute out I will snap it in two!!

Haku: Temper, temper. I'm getting you some tea the next time we go to town. Tamahome said it would help...

I don't care what he said... *sulks* And now my neck hurts like a b*tch... I slept on it wrong and I have to wear my slippers and I hate wearing them, I hate wearing any type of shoe or sock on my foot and grr...

Haku: Want a neck rub? I can give you one

not on your life, Haku

Haku: You're certaintly being stuborn... Wouldn't you agree, Tasuki?

Yuri and Haku

Dear Tamahome,

I'd have to say to go with the tea. She seems to like it better than milk anyways. But anything at the moment is worth a try and with school starting in less than a month she's gonna need the sleep... y'know? But thank you for the advice *bows head*

Haku